So I’ve been running Emp Daddy for three cycles now, the last one paired with LOTS. Given that I’ve had increasingly positive experiences on these particular subs and also given that they felt much smoother than the other subs I’ve run before, I’d like to make them a mainstay for many months to come. So I thought, why not take the opportunity and create my first custom?
What I enjoy about Emp Daddy is the maturation scripting(lots of work for me to do here despite being in my mid-thirties), the self-grooming, and especially the nurturing aspect of it. What I’ve also noticed is that I’ve become more emotionally resilient and take things less personally. I also communicate in a more refined and thoughful way. The vitality scripting was very noticeable from the first loop onwards. Leading people has also become easier. It has also very noticeably urged me to go deeper into my spiritual practice to realize more about who I am. Emp Daddy has also made me feel more elegant in my movements than before, and I enjoy that. Since I’ve only run LOTS for one cycle so far, and since physical shifting takes a lot of time, there’s only been minor results so far. Muscles feel more “full”, even on rest days, and my hair seems to be growing faster.
Here are my weak points I’ll try to address with the custom:
After three cycles with Emp Daddy, I must say that I didn’t notice anything obvious with the physical shifting. I have very fine hair, and it is starting to thin out. I surprisingly have encountered recon in this area, as instead of embracing age-related features I’ve become more self-conscious of them than before, and it feels hard to overcome in my meditations.
I am also into bodybuilding, and moving to Sweden has made this a bit more difficult to me than before, because food prices are really high for me here and it is only recently that I’ve found a gym deal I can afford. My body doesn’t easily maintain muscle and in fact I’ve lost muscle mass noticeably in the last 3-4 months, after just reducing my meals from 5 to 3-4 due to financial reasons. I need all the help I can get here, as it also feels like my body doesn’t absorb nutrients as well as it should. These factors have led me to add LOTS to the mix.
At parties and in general social interactions, I also don’t notice any of the specific Daddy scripting(the gaze or aura), and don’t feel magnetic sexual presence or get approached. Could be more spontaneous with my flirting and wit, there’s still approach anxiety on my part and I feel like I need to increase my presence a lot. Strangely enough, I also keep running into girls that are the opposite of my type.
I’m looking for the following improvements on the two core programs:
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Much more focus on physical shifting to help me in the gym and also with my health(as explained below).
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Improve my presence/aura to facilitate approaches (I hate cold-approaching people that haven’t given me any prolonged eyecontact)
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Help me manifest more people of my type and help combat anxiety of approaching them.
Here’s my current plan:
Core: Emperor Daddy
Core: Legacy of the Spartan
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Anvil of Hephaestus → I am looking to bulk up a lot, so this fits perfectly.
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Synergy: Preordained Vitality(5) → I need every single module in this one.
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Synergy APS: Head/Face(2) → not just interested in the facial symmetry, but need to address a growing concern of mine: a doctor has explained to me that the twisted shape of my overly long neck might be responsible for recurring migraines I get. I’m working out multiple angles of adressing this, but this module could help.
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Synergy: Apollon Unbound(3) → this one is a given for the physical shifting
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Synergy: Secrets of Seduction(2) → meant to improve on the banter/wit aspect of Emp Daddy
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Panther → I don’t know if this is in Primal, but only on Primal did I feel less anxious to approach, and this could help address this weakness of mine.
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Elegance → Love the elegance aspect of Emp Daddy and would like to emphasize this further
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Ethereal Presence
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Synergy: Primordial Aura(5) → Meant to help my improve my presence
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Synergy: Perfection Manifestation(2) → This is a given
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Yggdrasil
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Pragya
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Omnidimensional → Manifestation and result enhancers.
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The Feedback Loop → out of the new modules, this caught my eye the most. Since I plan to run the custom for a long time, the snowball effect seems particularly important. Also want help with self-doubt and embracing results, which I often tend to ignore to my detriment.
Modules I am thinking about including, but don’t know if it would make the custom too crowded/dense: Invincible Presence (seems like it would go well with the Elegance and Ethereal Presence), Illusions of the Mind (need to understand my personal recon patterns better, I also tend to downplay my results and often catch myself in negative self-talk when it comes to imagining what I could potentially achieve), Breaking The Cycle (I have been battling with unconscious fixed behavior patterns for most of my life and wish to emerge from them into more beneficial ones), Pathways of Intuition (since one of the foci of the custom is to improve manifestation, and I have a pattern of overlooking results, it might be good to improve awareness of subtle cues)
I wouldn’t create this custom if I wasn’t already comfortable running Emp Daddy and LOTS together. They in themselves don’t create much recon for me.
Both of the core programs are energy intensive, which I intend to address through eating and resting/meditating a lot.
However, I am not sure right now how packed I can make this custom without it becoming too dense and energy consuming.
I tried to cover all relevant modules I could find. If I overlooked something, I am open to all suggestions!