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#8

I had a moment like this around 15 years ago – maybe, not quite sure but it’s been a long time. I was preparing for my employee review with my manager. Before every review, I would calculate just how much money I had made for the company so I could walk in with a solid number to counteract any nonsense the corporate world wanted to throw at me.

I would also update my resume with the amount of money I had made for companies collectively across my career. And on that day, I looked at the amount and across my entire life, I had been responsible for something $50 million for various companies across my career, while I was making something like $100k.

And it just hit me. “WTF am I doing, running around bragging about how much money I made for someone else, a company who is most certaintly about to try to gaslight me (in the employee review) into thinking I’m not doing enough. Why am I not trying to do this for myself?”

I love this. If you actually pull it off (and I believe you can), hit us up. I’m looking to expand my own philanthropic efforts over the next few years.

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#9

Give Peace a Chance

I’m addicted to complexity. Since I was a teenager I’d find elaborate solutions to problems. It’s great for my career, but I can’t Rube Goldberg my way out of everything — sometimes I’ll freeze up and spend all day ruminating instead.
Peace and AC are helping me filter through the mental garbage and embrace simplicity. Case in point: a date canceled last night and left me with expensive event tickets. No single guys were allowed that night. A month ago that might’ve left me seething and spiraling. Instead I reached out to friends to join me and contacted the venue. Despite their no-refund policy, and that it was too late to exchange it for credit, they credited me anyway. Now I’m taking a lucky lady on Sunday.

Life is easy. I just complicate things.

Which leads to my next revelation: when I stop trying to brute-force things to work my way, people just help me. Three different coworkers offered to give me a lift to today’s corporate picnic. I wasn’t looking for a ride and it’s close enough that I was looking forward to the walk. Yet everyone wanted to help.

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#10

@SaintSovereign any recs for this one?

#11

Clodius (WDB/NAE) Field Report, August 28, 2026

Now what you’re all really here for.

A new week, a new girl. Things hit differently with this one: good morning/good night texts, random status check-ins, chemistry throughout the date, even cute and spicy selfies. This kind of attachment I expect from Kit, not a new girl before our first date (suspecting Wanted Online/Long-Range Seduction).

For my part, I feel my confidence and aura radiate through every text and deliberate pause between messages. There’s no doubt that I’d land my shots in person or online.

I wanted to commit these thoughts to paper before our date so I have a clean record of how I felt before and after tonight. Right now, I’m heading to the bar with the same grounded surety I carry to every date or hookup with a long-term party. She wants me. That’s all there is to it.

Fun note

As I was writing up my notes, a hot woman in tight leather outfit was wakking up the street. when she caught my eye, she pushed back her jacket and pushed out her chest. I just chuckled and complimented her outfit. Got a suggestive look in return.

I don’t put stock in looks of interest, but that certainly left an impression lol.

Post Date Log

Fantastic first date. We had an instant connection and effortless communication from the start. After dinner we settled down at a park for hours where we kept talking, cuddled, and made out until a minute to midnight. Another date’s already in the works, and she’s looking forward to pur first kink scene. A successful night out.

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#12

Becoming the Prize

Two-part update for the Becoming the Prize module.

Sunday

Despite hoping for a quiet weekend at home, the new girl continued to reach out. Sending multiple status updates and check-ins before I found time to reply. Cute. On Sunday she sent a nervous text inviting me over this week. Apparently she doesn’t care how her place looks when hookups come over, but “I’m different.” She’s aiming to impress.

Monday

Logged on to my FetLife (Facebook for kink) account for the first time in days. To my surprise, I found a bunch friend requests from people I’ve never spoken to. Folks hitting on me through photos and hookup offers in my DMs.
No idea what’s gotten into people. I’ve been out of the public and online kink spaces all summer. I’ll take it though lol.

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#13

Emp: DADDY

One loop in and Emperor: DADDY is already firing on all cylinders. Despite getting home hours late, I managed to run through a laundry list of chores in two hours and got to bed early. The next morning I immediately rolled out of bed for a 5 AM workout. Workout, shower, shave, skincare, lanaudry, breakfast and still arrived to work on time.

Impressive first run.

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#14

A quote from today’s tinder match:

I’m a lawyer, cosplayer and yogi. love to game, knit, do cosplay shit do yoga. Love to fuck :wink:

Also stacked, jacked and gorgeous. Perfect manifestation is legit.

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#15

My Birthday’s in 2 weeks and change. just when I thought I didn’t have any plans lined up, I realized there’s an event or party happening every night that week. Happy Birthday to me.

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#16

Peace + Daddy = Effortless Productivity

Up at 5, cooked and ate breakfast, showered, handled my face and hair (this alone takes about a half hour), zoned out wirh music and even had time for light cleaning all before 7:30. There’s glamorous about this entry. It’s a simple reminder of how much we can get done when we filter all the mental baggage.

On another forefront, r women (friends and partners) blowing up my phone with random check in messages and status updates. Becoming the Prize kicking in.

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#17

Nice !!

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#18

More Becoming the Prize Developments

Random text from a girl I haven’t spoken to for a few weeks. She asked if I was going to a party this I’d RSVP’ed for (profile stalking much). We now got plans to party on Saturday. Nice.

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#19

Daddy Vitality

Emp DADDY’s vitality scripting is a godsend. I had to carry some work home last night and didnt make it to bed until 1 AM. I rolled out of bed at 6:30 am feeling alert and rested. Not something I recommend or plan on doing off, but it works in a pinch.

Have my eyes on a name embedded. Decision is between Wanted Physical Shifting or Diamond Heaven Shaking Power. Wanted PS feels like it’d be eaiser to handle than a two core with lots. Meanwhile, Diamond/Daddy sounds incredible for sexual vitality. On the other hand, its my birthday in two weeks. Might have a little fun and toss in Necture lol

Effortless Manifestation

Was about to order some kbeauty supplies when I realized their pick up location was a couple blocks from office. I can take advantage of online discounts, get my stuff immediately and not pay shipping. Wins all around

Weekend

3 day weekend with 3 different dates. Life is good.

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#20

Got to see my whole stack on displace tonight.

For once I was taken aback by how quickly things escalated. In minutes we went from cuddling on the couch to her showing off her sex toy collection to the doors locked and her on the bed waiting for instructions. As always, my date escalated things but Emp DADDY kept me firmly in the driver seat. Meanwhile, peace kept me grounded and engaged. Time flew by.

Great night.

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#21

Mine’s coming up on the 17th.

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#22

Neat. I know way too many people born this tike of year.

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#23

On Time

I love this perspective. It’s the same one I started my SC journey with. When I started subs at 35, three months, six months, even twelve months felt like mere moments in the grand scheme of my life. What was even three years of personal development if it meant achieving my potential and having forty years of effortless success ahead of me?

Lately I’ve lost sight of that. I got swept up in the world of instant manifestation — why wait twelve, six, or three months when I could get what I wanted in 24 hours to three days? When things didn’t come instantly, I started to waver, second-guess, and self-sabotage.

Don’t get me wrong, I’ve had an amazing year, but it came with a lot of self-inflicted hardship. All because I wanted things now when what I actually needed was to take action and trust the process.

That’s why I’m locking into my stack and meditation practices for the year. I’d rather have a year of slow progress than another three months flip-flopping for quick-fix solutions.

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#24

Let’s get a recap, previously on Heart:

What’s the stack? In case you’ve updated the first two customs.

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#25

Nope. Those are locked in. For the third slot I’m going with Name-embedded Emp Daddy + Diamond.

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#26

Let’s go!

#27

Wise. A couple of months of consistency with one stack beats a year of constant sub hopping in my experience

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