Everyone, calm down. First and foremost, I agree with @sei – results do matter. And seeing the deleted post – not sure if a mod deleted it or if @sei did – it looks like you are at least putting effort into resolving your life situation.
Have you tried really sitting down and contemplating what blocks exist within you that could express as financial difficulty, but is actually tied to something else internally? Years ago, I had a terrible time running any kind of cognitive enhancement subliminal, even though I’ve always been classified as academically and intellectually gifted.
Couldn’t figure out why I’d get such recon from a script that by any measurable means, I should be able to process quite easily. As I began to contemplate and meditate, I began to realize that the blockage wasn’t the enhancement of my cognitive abilities, but rather boosting my intellectual prowess to the point where I would begin to feel “special.”
And contemplating that led me on a rabbit hole of inner self-discovery, where I ultimately realized that the idea of “being special” is actually linked to an innate distrust of anyone in a position of power and authority, since I have experienced and seen the abuse of power against those who cannot defend themselves.
I would’ve never ever imagined that a block regarding cognitive enhancement would be linked to an inability to claim my own sense of internal power and resilience, out of fear of abusing it and becoming what I hate.
While this may not make sense to you (or anyone), it makes sense to me, and once I was able to resolve that issue, cognitive enhancement titles became very easy to run, to the point that I have stopped running them because I became tired of “getting insights” and eureka moments all day when I just want to do nothing, lol.
So, you’re clearly trying to put in the work – the applications, the odd jobs, the research, etc. So, I don’t know if you have direct hangups on wealth generation. Seems to potentially be something else, something deeper, something that is just out of reach for those of us watching your story from the outside. Only you can answer and resolve this.