Day 12 - Yesterday
I did one loop through of my stack TERMINUS > PCC > Daredevil in the morning, then one additional listen to PCC last night.
Yesterday was one of the most productive days I have had in a while. Like just pure work from morning until night. Accomplished a ton.
**Last night I had a crazy vivid dream that felt like it went the whole night long. I usually don’t share dream details because I think they are very individual so who cares. But this one might have some significance.
A huge burly man, like 7’7 looked like a forester or something was hunting/chasing me down all through Amsterdam. I was trying to run away and lose him but kept getting found by him. Each time I would somehow take him down and try to kick/bash his head and chest in to kill him and then run again.
He would always somehow survive my attacks and find me again. Finally, at the end of the dream I found a gun and this time when he found me, I took him down, bashed his head in with my foot, then shot him three times. Once in the head, once in the throat, and once in the heart.
Then woke up
Day 13 - Today is a rest day, this morning I did not want to take the rest after such a good day yesterday but I stuck to the plan.
Good thing, too. Around mid morning I just crashed and started feeling kind of bummed out. Sort of like what I remember reconciliation feeling like when I was pounding out 12+ hours of EoG a day.
I can’t really attribute it to reconciliation though as it’s the first I have experienced in the 13 days. Could just be a come down from pushing so hard yesterday.
Anyway, I feel like a nap so I think I will do that.