@Grimm1390 - it’s like @Michel said, I am not so hard on myself during the first 2 stages of Khan and possibly the 3rd. Also like I mentioned before, Spartan in my stack is something like a cheat code so because of it, ST1 and ST2 isn’t so hard for me. Add to that the fact that I don’t have to interact with lots of people these days, does help me not encounter that many stressful situations.
Having said that, there are days when I do feel the occasional rage and reconciliation so that is still there but mellowed down.
Regarding NoFap, it’s definitely a journey filled with relapses and good streaks. I don’t know how else to portray it but I just keep telling myself that I will get better at it. True that having NoFap modules in our subs would have been awesome. I guess the Legacy supercharger has some related benefits according to someone in this forum but I prefer stacking modules compared to superchargers.
On the point of not mixing subs, someone over here is trying out using a subliminal from YouTube for green eyes while using SubClub subs. I don’t know how successful that will be since I am like you and, even though tempted, will not be mixing subs from different creators.
There was one day when I did try it out (mixing SubClub subs and Perfect Health from another) but freaked out and ended up running ST1 Total Breakdown to “cleanse” that even though I was in ST2 lol.