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#82

man was today a recon day or what. going to the gym soon. not doing 4 in one day. even with micro loops.

finally submitted the eyesight improver custom (ESIC):
  1. New Physical Shifting Experience Core
  2. A/SPS: Eyesight
  3. Epigenetics & DNA Modulator
  4. Mosaic
  5. Harmonic Singularity
  6. SPS: Nervous System
  7. Health Codex
  8. MDFY: One Goal

hmm ok so PR+ is definitely a longterm keeper.
peace is very cool, but doesn’t really align with the whole sexual manifestation stuff
SMC is good but i have to ease into it.
and i’d like to run my eye sight improver custom (ESIC)

and thats already 4. I’d like to do WDB as well. any recommendations welcome.

i think i’m going to swap WDB for PR+
keep SMC, until i don’t need to, then idk i’ll find something. maybe build that golden intuition custom
run ESIC until i don’t need to. then run peace

#83

I need to build this too.

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#84

Did you run 3 in one day?

#85

yes i’ve ran 3 in one day in the past

#86

Don’t. QOS, Saint and even the instruction manual advise against. It can increase fatigue, reduce results and trigger recon.

#87

so i just read the instructions. it says max of three titles. is this what you are talking about? i thought 3 titles was the max which is why i’ve been doing that (minus yesterday )

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#88

Section 2.2, Listening Pattern

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Listen to 2 max per day.

#89

oh cool thanks for letting me know about this. i’ve been using subclub subs for a while and didn’t know they updated the instructions :+1:

#90

I usually do 3 in a day. 5 minutes each. It works ok.

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#91

If you’re experienced heavy recon the day after running 3 titles thats a good sign to cut back.

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#92
some very interesting dream last night.
  • flying through space at high speeds, going through small blackhole which just take me somewhere else in space then i was approaching a massive black hole and i avoided that but it was scary.
  • i was working in an icecream shop and was talking about my ex and then she came through the door. part of me felt sad and shocked. her vibe was immaculate. like that of a popular singer/comedian and sexy young women. … maybe that is how WDB is perceived from girls when a guy is running it.
  • dreams of being super strong. like i’m able to lift someone up from their arm with my single arm
  • i looked at this girl once and she looked shocked and i kept looking at her in the eyes and she came over and just asked me out
  • where i was bantering with an even more attractive version of the girl i took to homecoming as a sophomore lol

i dare ask the question, should i coming SMC, WDB and peace into one custom? idk i just got the ESIC custom back and i want to run that and fix my eyesight. once that is good i’ll stop listening. i should probably make measurable test for this custom and report them.

not to mention i love the protection custom i build. but i don’t have room for it. down the road it will have its time.

honestly i just feel like saving money and DCA bitcoin every few days

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#93
dreams last night

my ex came to my house and was trying to vandalize it. i defeated her and somehow got her best friend to fall in love with me. something about making her feel cold then hot.
next scene in the dream i’m hanging out with her best friend. my ex is angry but her friend is submissive and i give her a kiss and she gives me a chocolate chip muffin for the road. then i disappear into the night with all of my ex’s friends trying to hunt me down. it was like i was batman and had all the secrets to escape without giving a f

reflection of dream

this is obviously WDB executing. took a bit. I think i have a slow processing speed when it comes to subs. but the vibe in the dream was genuinely not caring what the girl thought of me. just doing what i want. idk its hard to describle.

haven’t listened to anything for 3 days. taking some rest days. might listen to ESIC if i get a chance.

#94

last night was chill. hanging out with friends talking to new people and passing out candy :jack_o_lantern:

this morning was weirdly rough. like high recon i guess? Idk its like i see one girl say something that makes it aware/hints at that she can attract any man just with her naked body. i mainly see this talk online. and for some reason that pisses me off. like all the guys work so hard on themselves to be more attractive (physical, emotional, social, making money, approaching strangers) and all women have to do is wear less, wear make up and eat healthy/go to gym. no inner work, no financial goals, etc. not to mention that with a smartphone and a camera they can reach thousands of men if want to. a hot girl, if she wants to and fuck 10 guys a day easily (moral obligations aside)). its just the way society is setup now, and i’m aware of that.
so yeah that is one of my main triggers for recon. its been happening for years now. and that feeling of “not having any power” in the sexual marketplace. and that makes me want to run WB. which definitely switches the playing field. probably not good for my job tho. ← thoughts on this? @AnswerGroup

long term i think the solution is just to fully abandon the online world and live in the real world. the online world fucks with me too much. and girls have too much power on that anyway. and they don’t even want the power. and its controlled by capitalism and its endless extortion for time and money. which is why i have a dumbphone and a mp3 player.

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#95

Ok like a lot of looks at work today. i remember walking down a hallway and literally every girl made eye contact with me. a few smiles here and there. there is this one co worker who gives me absolutely zero attention. its funny but also low key frustrating.
but yeah i didn’t know that PR+ had such a powerful attraction effect. I could feel this powerful sexual energy all the way up to my throat starting from my sacral chakra. it was very dominate. PR in general has some next level libido enhancement. haven’t had sex yet but i imagine that it carries over.

i’ve been working more on trying to be genuinely interested in girls. like all there personalities and quirks and not just there appearance. asking genuine questions
it is worth noting that yesterday i was legit thinking of running wanted / WB. I don’t think i’ll run it. i think that is just a reflection of me being frustrated

loneliness is crippling for me at work. but i’m hardly ever alone at work. but for an hour i was. it felt like my last job. maybe next time that happens i’ll go for a walk.

support ticket i sent in

Hello,
Will primal Romance help me even if i don’t have a partner? I’m looking to date, and live in alinement with the primal romance title objectives, I just don’t have a partner right now. Should i run a more attractive boosting title or will Primal Romance be just fine?

Thanks,

Hello,

Thanks for the question. Yes, Primal Romance may help you while you’re single and dating.

What it does for you now

Much of Primal Romance works on you rather than on a relationship. Its confidence in romance gives you a quiet, steady presence that comes through without you having to say much. It helps you recover from rejection and heartbreak and keep going.

Its authentic connection scripting helps you show up as yourself, without pretense, and guides you toward people who accept you as you are. It also helps you release old relationship hurts and fears, and it carries the attraction foundation the whole Primal line is built on.

Once you are dating, its intuition for planning a great date and its deep listening come into play from the first evening.

Where it leans

The rest of Primal Romance, such as rekindling passion, mutual presence and building shared goals, is made for a connection that already exists. That part is ready for you once you meet someone, but it does little for the meeting itself.

Should you add an attraction title?

You don’t need a louder attraction title. Primal Romance already carries attraction, and the seduction-focused titles point toward a different kind of dating than the one you describe.

If you want help with the meeting side, Heartsong is the better addition. Heartsong: The Symphony is the stage built for people seeking a partner. As the qualities it develops come alive in you, you start to recognise them in others and find your way to the places where those people are. Heartsong recommends beginning with Stage 1: Attuned, which is for single listeners too and builds a sense of worth that stays steady whether or not you are chosen, then adding The Symphony once Attuned has settled. Primal Romance beside either stage keeps your stack at two titles.

A custom idea

If you’d rather carry this in one name-embedded custom, build it around the Primal Romance Core and add:

  • New Romance Experience Core, which helps you meet positive romantic situations day to day and runs every romance module in the build through one framework

  • Approachability Aura, which helps you come across as easy to approach

  • ESSENCE: Magnetic Social Flow, for easier conversation and less fear of rejection

  • Love Without Attachment, for loving freely without clinging

  • Depths of Love, which deepens your capacity to love and clears old hurts that hold it back

If you tell us more about how you’re meeting people, we can help you shape the stack or the custom further.

Best regards,

Support Team

30 sec PR+
30 sec ESIC

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#96

had plans to run peace today because i was playing at a gig for my boss’s boss but every time id try to listen to 30 sec id either forget to do it or someone would talk to me.
so i took it as a sign just to have a no listening day today

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#97

did 30+ of SMC.

so my final stack is:
PR+
ESIC

rest

SMC

rest

decent amount of attractive girls at the gym. which is rare. usually zero to 1. didn’t feel like talking to any of them. usually on WB or something i would have had that desire. i guess it doesn’t feel authentic anymore. saw that girl i approached. she came near me to get her locker but didn’t make eye contact so it idk. probably would have made a joke at myself or something if she did.
but i am feeling good looks wise. i give wanted physical shifting an A+. i still could lose some weight.
i did a 1 day fast 2 days ago. because a dream told me to. so i did. talking with mother earth.

some recon today/tonight…
i just miss having some kind of life with friends. or like just going on a drive with my girlfriend. or any girl i’m actually romantically interested in. i love my job but when i’m back home i feel alone and it sucks. the ideal would to move into an apartment with my dream girl and possibly other couples i’m close with. and the ultimate goal would have those same people with me but living in Alaska or Canada or the deep country running solar / garden / self sufficient living.

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