It’s a recurring issue for me and had fucked my mind over the years. I’ll just subconsciously latch onto a woman and obsess over her. In my head only, I’m socially adjusted enough to not be a creep to her. But it wrecks my mind on the inside.
I’ve been doing some thinking and it might stem from essentially “mommy issues” where my mentally ill narcissist mom made sure I was always seeking her favor and never got it. And now I just project it onto other women as an adult. So I’d like some help with a healing sub since there’s quite a few.
I’m currently running Ascension for 3 cycles and plan to do Ascension+Regeneration+Elixiir soon. Would that work for oneitis, (since it seems to originate from childhood trauma) or my other idea was Ascension + Primal since I know primal had some healing associated with views on women.