30s Emperor Black
Continuing the slow and steady search for a cognitive enhancement + productivity title that will help me in this role and believe EB may be the best option yet.
If this is too much, then LE
30s Emperor Black
Continuing the slow and steady search for a cognitive enhancement + productivity title that will help me in this role and believe EB may be the best option yet.
If this is too much, then LE
EB hit hard, fast and with precision.
EB + Reforged (+GLM/Stabilizer) first impressionsā¦
Sitting alone in my room, completely undistracted, unrushed, unhurried, consistently chipping away at task after task.
Iāve spent all day in the biggest dopamine spiral of all time⦠smoking, sexting on instagram, swiping on tinder, 6 cups of coffee⦠i was in a recon spiral, craving the connection of women & the pleasures of playā¦
EB stabilized that, and allowed me to do the in-solitude work that I need to do to heal what Reforged has to heal, and what Essence: Inner Spa has to heal, and find the stillness that GLM has to offer, and spend time stabilizing what the Stabilizer is helping me withā¦
Now⦠now Iām just a man in a room, removed from time itself. I would feel exactly the same whether it was 2pm or 2am right now, and Iām not thinking about the past or the future, Iām just⦠existing⦠but my existence is defined by my ādoing.ā
EB compliments this stack perfectly. It may be the perfect compliment to healing titles for me, as I usually crave connection, stimulation, and distraction as my primary recon-symptom.
And thus concludes this journal.
The Emperor Black Era Begins:
Honestly I would just add it to the current stack and keep going but I donāt want to mess around with Emperor Blackās social isolation effects and Reforgedās social/sexual scripting.
Closer to when Iām ready to start being sexual again, Iāll likely use Reforged as a way to reintegrate, but for now, Iām going all in on sexual abstitence.
I will thank you.
EB + Reforged probably amazing. Needs to be tested.
I say Reforged made me a sex addict but from a results perspective⦠is it really so bad to have a line-up of women who want to be freaky freaky with me AND have my babies?
Itās not so bad.
And dirty-talking a girl by telling her Iām gonna bust in her to get her preggo is an interesting and new kink bahahaha
I stopped running Reforged temporarily, mainly focused on EB in the other journal, but I can guarantee that Iāll be getting some Reforged bloom results because of that cycle.
AND WEāRE BACK -
If you want to see the conclusion of the Dokkodo journal and why I stopped, go click on that journal.
1 minute Godlike Foundations
15 seconds Emperor Executive
Iām swirching my schedule to be Sunday, Tuesday, Friday. Sunday and Tuesday Iāll keep subliminals very light and just listen to the executive to keep productivity high, and work on that. And then on Friday Iāll listen to Godlike Foundations when I have the weekend to process the healing
I designed the custom I want to build once I know what true sell looks like, and Iām calling it Confident Connection
Once itās built, Iāll listen to it during my work week as well, as socializing producriviely is my job, so, executive + confident connection is perfect.
Executive needs to be a standalone major title because I need to play around with the listening so much since it gives me so much recon, but, I also just built a name embedded Executive + Dopamine Mastery and got it express ordered
The Confident Connection custom looks something like
True Social OR true sell OR ascension ST2 (need to see what true sell looks like)
Wanted Physical Shifting Core
Nomad, kingās radiance, essence human connection, essence endless summer, nomad, synergy: wonders of life, aligner, alpha bodyās language, synergy: one above all, you are not alone, deep listening, dominion, synergy: APS face/head, instant spark, voice of desire, wholeness in connection
Both customs are ordered and I kept them very foundational and simple.
Two Name Embeds.
The Executive + Dopamine Mastery
Ascension Stage 2 + Wanted Physical Shifting Module
I really was shocked when I looked back at my life 2 months ago vs now and thought about how much the stabilizer has done for me. Itās very subtle, perceptually it doesnāt feel like anything happened, and I didnāt even notice the change so much - but thatās because it felt natural.
Iām WAY different with my finances, in a way that not even EOGST1 did for me. EOGST1 did a lot for me but Stabilizer directly addressed the debt avoidance, the inability to look @ my finances, etc.
EOGST1 gave me the sense that I could be a millionaire, but, that healing largely felt focused on income/wealth/worth. Stabilizer healed the stress and inaction around looking at finances, budgeting, keeping track of expenses, little things like going to return the shitty product you bought so you can get your money back instead of calling it a lesson learned and not getting your $50 back. Itās helping me make more grounded financial decisions - not just in how to make the BIG money, but also, how to immediately feel/spend beter with the money I have and the opportunities presented to me
Thatās what made me realize I was ready for ST2
The Executive is certainly changing my motivation and drive and forward thinking immediately. Iām more comfortable thinking about work, getting myself to work, dopamine mastery is definitely working as a module.
Iām only 2 loops in but Iām still noticing the executive dysfunction, obviously. But itās cool to see the title working on what it can as fast as it can.
After my first loop of Executive + Dopamine Mastery I threw out my vape and had no issue riding the cravings and withdrawals of nicotine. Didnāt even really want a vape, even when the withdrawals were uncomfortable today. Mind was totally calm and clear that the withdrawals were just a process Iād have to go thru
Holy f⦠30s of the executive kicked my ass - only just going to bed now at 3am. Didnāt do a thing today.
The only silver lining is that thanks to the antique recon scripting. Iām at least sort of able to understand why the executive gives me such awful life, shattering reconā¦?!?!?
When the executive heals my motivational issues, I sit down and actually focus on my work for a second.
When I sit down and actually focus on my work for a second, all the limiting beliefs I have around my intelligence and focus and ability to do things comes up.
Healing the motivation makes me work and working makes me feel stupid which kills my motivation and to make things even worse, triggers, extreme avoidance
Saw that Iām allowed to say Iām a PEACE tester so yes Iāve been running PEACE alongside any journaling Iāve been doing over the last week or two. 30-60s caused no recon and felt like it stabilized my emotional wellbeing, added a level of introspection and bliss and an ability to handle extremely difficult situations.
I was in MAJOR crisis mode emotionally when I started running it, and now I feel long term fine, like my baseline has quite improved, so after such a dramatic (positive) result, the results feel muted now when I run it, but thatās just because the results Iām currently experiencing are starting to feel like a natural part of me.
Perhaps this is ZPU overall - the subs (like PEACE) donāt just create an emotional state that is maintained on the energetic/beliefs level, but also teach you the skills needed to sustain that state on your own without any subliminal intervention whatsoever. Is this why ZPU helps you āget off the subs!?ā ā Because they teach you how to create that state in yourself without any external aids?!
Got my Ascension ST2 + Wanted Physical Shifting Name Embedded title
This is a great āStage Twoā for Godlike Foundations (as a concept of building my subliminal foundations and going back to basics.
As mentioned, Executive is a MAJOR bottleneck.
Ascension ST2 is a MAJOR foundational title for me.
Wanted Physical Shifting Module does more than enough to cover all my bases for sexuality, attractiveness, results with women overall without making the personality changes that would make me start wanting to chase women, date, or influence my opinion on women there.
@Niles Wanted Physical Shifting module could be a great one to add for you to get seduction results without the secondary impact of getting distracted from work.
These two build pretty much all the skills needed for any stackās ultimate success. Wealth results will be bottlenecked by productivity, and social/status/sexual results will be bottlenecked by social skills and the overall quality of life that I live.
I hope I didnāt make the wrong call in using Ascension ST2 instead of True Social, but I think itās the right call, and ASC2 + Executive feels more like a āfull stackā than EXEC+True Social would.
The āsocial scriptingā in True Sell is going to be based off ASC2 from what SaintSov said, so, ASC2 will stack beautifully with T$ and make it more effective. I will probably name embed it as well. I think that for me name embedded major titles that I can continue to come back to again and again hold the answer for me. Rather than one custom that does anything, I essentially have my NEās as major titles with the best appropriate module to support it.
I want to use the executive to bee productive and heal dopamine, so, Exec + Dopamine Mastery.
I want Ascension to cover every area of my life, and the only thing I felt it was missing was building a really strong baseline of attractiveness, so WPShifting, and weāll see what I add to true sell when the time comes!
PEACE is a great title as well but I donāt think it needs a name embed. I think iāll just alternate PEACE and Godlike Foundations when I want inner-work, and whatever inner work I want, thatās the title Iāll run.
7s of the executive name embed this morning (itās always a name embed so Iāll stop referencing that)
15-30s didnāt feel like recon in the moment but, looking back on my week, productivity was a struggle, not a win.
I donāt know if it was because I added Ascension or if it was just timing or what but I cleaned my room so hard last night that it changed my life
I didnāt just clean my room, I sold the couch that was in my apartment and taking up a lot of space, which allowed me to rearrange all the furniture in my house, which led to a much more peaceful arrangement for me, I feel literally 1000 times better. I would be proud to show girls this place, which is why it feels like an ascension result. I have a dedicated workspace instead of a shit one. And itās much easier to do yoga and meditate in my house now. I also have my books displayed on two bookshelves whereas before they were kind of tucked away in a corner, I really like that.
3 minutes each of executive + dopamine mastery and Ascension + Wanted Physical Shifting
Three minutes is way more than I can handle of the executive if itās a productivity day⦠but I spent the whole day hiking and doing yoga,
Recon still showed up, scrolled, Instagram reels, and watched porn when I got home, but I was pretty surprised by that because I was in such a good mental state.
The wanted physical shifting module is amazing and really improving things for me quickly. Iām already getting the mirror king effect and loving how I look when I look in the mirror I felt like I had already gotten a bunch of physical shifting results, but what I really think is happening as Iām just looking in the mirror and visualizing myself as that man with the narrow waist and wide Adonis belt more easily.
But Iām also fasting in doing calorie reduction all of a sudden and letās be real. Iām 30, Iām not 22 anymore. I donāt have much of a gut but itās there.
Maybe in combination with Ascension, Iām wanting to start a really simple Instagram like @dailyrepsguy just to set myself some goals, track them be accountable to them and hopefully profit from them one day. A ādailypullupsā or something like that really appealed to me!
Bought THE NICEST JACKET IVE EVER OWNED IN MY LIFE for only $20 off of a mythical Facebook marketplace pull, that got me excited as fuck, so I started looking up shirts on Facebook marketplace in the deals that I was finding where amazing
Went shopping with my lesbian best friend, and even though we didnāt buy anything, she explained to me what she wanted to do to my outfits, and even though she barely said anything at all, it just intuitively clicked, and I understand what she was trying to do for me and now itās easier to shop and do that for myself
Monday:
Did a big wardrobe upgrade over the weekend. Not just a couple new items. Fundamentally understanding what my color palette IS and ISNT - and realizing the hard way that I was wearing all the wrong colors for myself. I instantly look 3x better even in plain shirts now just because theyāre green, not blue, for example.
Downloaded all the information my girlfriends gave me about fashion into my brain like Neo downloading Kung Fu
I canāt believe Primal has as much sexual manifestation of women scripting as WBā¦
I feel my motivation and life-skills skyrocketing on Ascension ST2, maybe in combination with Executive.
Cleaning my room more, working harder, being willing to apply to new jobs despite being stable in my current one, I have this intense desire to become more high status and not just settle for a relationship but really wait for a 10/10 relationship with someone i would want to be with maybe forever - this was an idea on WDB, but it become a resolved decision on ASC ST2.
The stabilizer also has some of these effects in the description but it feels like ST2 is where they really skyrocketed. Stabilizer was INCREDIBLY helpful for my financial budgeting and organization skills, but ASC ST2 is like the drive allowing the rest of the Stabilizer scripting to actually manifest as reality.