Godlike Foundations: GLM/Reforged/Stabilizer custom + EOGST2

[Jouissance]

Made the titled custom, using it to build SOLID foundations of my mindset and nervous system.

Custom - Godlike Foundations

Cores:

1) Reforged

2) Godlike Masculinity

3) Stabilizer

Essence:
4) Essence: inner spa

Results Enhancers:

5. Anti recon

6. Adaptive scripting

7. Illusions of the mind

8. Naturalizer

9. Solitude

10. Sanctuary

11. You are not alone

12. Wholeness in connection

13. Ripple effect

14. Pragya

15. Omnidimensional

You are not alone & Wholeness in Connection add a social healing component to the custom, perfect compliments to Reforged & the overall goal - the rest of the modules either…

address recon directly (anti-recon, illusions of the mind, naturalizer),

help create the inner space needed to maximize GLM/Regen (solitude, sanctuary),

or make the overall custom easier to run (pragya, naturalizer, omnidimensional, adaptive scripting)

Stacking with Regeneration

I’ll be stacking this with regeneration whenever I can plan 2-3 days without an intensive work load. I NEED time to process and work through what regeneration brings up. It’s not a title I can listen to without planning my life around - which is why I included Inner Spa in the custom, despite it already being so healing focused!

I don’t personally see it as “healing”

I see it as Stabilizing

GLM stabilizes the mind, Stabilizer brings ease to the minutia of life, and Reforged brings a foundation to what I’m building in mind, body, soul, professionally, romantically, and in the creation of my mindset to be more in line with what I already resonate most with, a kind of Zen relationship to myself and the world.

What will I stack it with wealth-wise?

I’ll be making a Limitless/Nouveau-RICH/True-Social custom to specifically give me the hard skills and external results needed for my job.

But I’ll post more on that later! Focusing on the custom of the journal for now, and while I may start to listen to the money/career custom alongside the inner-foundations (Godlike Foundations) custom, I will keep this journal mainly focused on Godlike Foundations and switch to a career/success journal once that becomes the dominant goal of my listening & personal development.

[Risky]

Interesting, my current stack. Looking forward to your explorations.

[Forexpreneur]

Awesome stack. That should help with stabilization and reforging. Enjoy your journey.

[Jouissance]

*Stack until the custom arrives will be GLM + Stabilizer, with a microloop of regeneration thrown in if I feel like it.

Today, just GLM & Stabilizer, for 60s each.

Since this is an emotional healing journal… AND since every time I get emotional-healing recon, it’s in the form of the dopamine rabbit hole, I figured this exchange from a few months ago with @Ravenscout is a great place to start.

@Jouissance

@Ravenscout

title for young men who were coddled, overly protected and trained to be afraid of everything from childhood. Who are riddled with anxieties, depression, fear and an inability to face real life off of their phones. Who have no real world confidence in themselves or in others. The generation who HAVE to constantly be listening to headphones and glued to their screens every waking hour. Who never put their phones down and go outside, who never have real face-to-face relationships, who have no real, physical friends. Those who have a worldview of Victimhood, were everyone is a victim including themselves and nothing is safe (except their phones and their little bubble of existence).

A title for these trapped souls.

It would have to start with foundational, gentle healing similar to DR Regeneration but geared for them. Gentle healing, slowly releasing anxieties, salve for emotions, to feel seen and heard, and even gentle anti-technology scripting to ween oneself off of their screens and start experiencing the real world (maybe geared towards nature). Dopamine scripting to help start receiving dopamine from healthy sources / experiences.

Maybe a four stager because there would need to be so much scripting to help rescue them from Victimhood mindset and to gain real confidence in themselves and off of their phones. As their phones are like surogate parents who never let their children grow up, thoroughly addicted to their technology. Scripting to gently combat this.

Just wanted to share a personal experience.

@SaintSovereign tagging u just because the stabilizer is such a beautiful title and I would love to express my gratitude.

The little boy that was coddled, addicted to his phone/computer, afraid of real life, hides to his virtual-reality-bubble any time he gets stressed out… you’re describing me to a T.

Until I found subliminals, I was that person through and through. Perhaps, in some ways, different than the young man you’re thinking of… but certainly the same in all the core elements.

I was raised in an extremely neglectful home environment.

No abuse, no connection, no hate, no love, just… nothing. A mother who loved me very very much but worked 6-7 days a week 10+ hours a day, and a father who loved me very much but never wanted to be a father, never wanted to be a stay-at-home-house-husband, and never wanted to be trapped in a house babysitting all day instead of loving life and seeing the world.

So what did he demand?

Just a simple request for silence… don’t bug him, don’t talk to him, don’t ask him for too much, don’t interrupt his TV time, don’t have loud hobbies, don’t have friends over, don’t ask for rides…. “Let’s just pretend each other doesn’t exist until your mom gets home, OK?”

That was my existence 6 days a week from age 5 to age 15…

At age 5 I discovered the internet, as a way to fulfill my father’s request for silence and still be intellectually and socially engaged with people I met on online games like RuneScape.

at age 15 I no longer even wanted to connect with my family in any way shape or form, and would emotionally-violently reject them if they tried, and I preferred to spend all my time either online gaming or drinking/smoking/partying/gaming with friends. That turned into drugs. I “got out” of that life, and my ex-best friend died of an overdose a few years later.

My life devolved to nothingness until I discovered the Vipassana retreats, which were the biggest help ever. I was a socially extroverted guy, had big dreams, but in reality I was the kid that you’re describing, I just also loved high-dopamine-thrill-seeking socializing. Nothing normal, stable, or healthy though.

Right after I did a few Vipassana retreats, having lived there for a while, I felt like I started to get my mind healed, and I decided to start a business. That’s when someone referred me to subclub and I started listening to these subliminals.

The first one I ever listened to, for almost 1.5 years, was Ascended Mogul. And it really really helped. I built a very successful business, and squashed a lot of those tendencies, but they always had the risk of coming back up. The business grew and I became less and less that person addicted to technology and more and more the person that I wanted to become - but I NEVER worked on my folllow through, my organization, my balance, the things that the new ST1 Ascension - Stabilizer covers.

The business tanked because it was built on shaky foundations, my finances tanked because I didn’t track, organize, or file ANYTHING, and then I got into a sales job and burned my 50k savings in 6 months, then racked up 10k+ credit card debt when I lost that sales job.

Then followed a 2 year period of barely being able to work because of such a deep dark depression and I became that tech addicted person again. I could go to a Vipassana retreat for a month, never need my phone for a day, but then the moment I went back to real life, I went right back to my 12-hr/day screen addiction to avoid the pain of not knowing how to organize my taxes, fix my life, and clean my proverbial and literal room.

I only just started the stabilizer but even just reading the copy, I can see how important it is for me. I hit the highest highs, made a biz with 700k rev, 50% profit, my first 2 years in biz, and then my first year in sales after that made almost 250k.

But the bigger the climb, the harder the fall, and I had no foundations so I fell HARD.

I wish I had the foundation/stabilizer back then. There’s a reason I’m committing to it so intensely as my main sub. I’ll be listening to ST2 and ST2 for a loooooooooong time with the confidence that they’ll be all the subliminal input I really need for a very long time.

The Stabilizer addresses every single piece I struggle with. The avoidance, of every domain. I use my phone to avoid my life. I use my phone because when it comes time to do my taxes or file a form or organize my life, my adhd is so bad that I feel broken and a sense of panic arises and I don’t know what to do so I use my phone “for 5 minutes first” to self soothe… and then that turns into 12 hours.

I can feel the stabilizer working already and can recommend it wholeheartedly as the only sub you should ever give that boy. ST1, and maybe 2 one day if he’s interested, is all he needs, and you can skip the constantly recommending new subliminals and monitoring his progress and assessing what he needs, comfortable that they cover everything needed for a good life.

[Jouissance]

Needing to journal on dopamine spirals

It’s been multiple times since starting this stack (2-3 days ago) that I’ve set an intention (and then not done it) to journal on WHY I go down dopamine spirals when I’m stressed, in recon, tired, etc.

I obsess so much about WHAT I’m doing (scrolling, avoiding, etc.) but I never focus on why I actually did it or what I got out of it.

I call it a willpower issue, or an addiction (as if the addiction is to blame externally, and not within me), or ADHD (another externalization) … but all this self-assessment into my dopamine habits and I still haven’t actually asked myself what I get out of it.

So I’ll journal on that momentarily and post results.

Other early results… meditation

Meditation is always a primary motivating force in my life while running GLM. I love this. I love meditation and the deeper philosophies behind it. I spent 150 days in silent meditation centers and much more time at home practicing/reading, and I have a pretty advanced practice…

And yet… I feel like I can’t bring that into my life in a conscious way until I add in GLM…

Without GLM, the changes I’ve experienced from meditating are still life-changing, but I normally feel like every day I’m not heavily engaged in meditation/solitutde, my practice and the results are getting a little bit weaker every day.

WITH GLM, even though I’m not actively meditating or taking that structured displine alone time, I feel like my practice, my meditative mind, is deepening every single day, and I can see that in the way my mind thinks, responds, and operates.

With GLM, I notice a deeper commitment to the PRINCIPLES of why people meditate in the first place - a deeper connection to self, more control over the mind, more joy from stillness, more desire for stillness instead of desire for joy, a preference to experience more profound states of joy alone compared to more shallow states of happiness with social groups.

For that last example, I was at a party with very good friends on my last day of being in latin america, but the party was on the beach and the beach has massive waves, so instead of dancing the whole night, I spent 2 hours dancing and the rest of the time alone walking on the beach, taking in the magnificence of the waves, my entire trip, the night, the moment.

[Jouissance]

I realized Godlike Foundations include financial foundations and so I’ve added in EOGST2.

Today I listened to EOGST2 and Stabilizer for 30s each.

Yesterday’s results:

Last night I paid down 3K towards debt that I am working on, and over the last few days made a plan to put most of my money towards debt and be completely debt free by the time that I get my raise at my company in october so that I can enjoy the raise 100% worry-free, and move from canada to mexico city with a bigger financial capacity.

I also borrowed a bit of money from my parents to pay down the debt faster. It’s easy to pay the debt off without that loan, but it’s nice to be able to have the mental win of paying it down faster, having some social support, and paying less interest from the debt being lower overall. It wasn’t much of a loan, only about 20% of the debt, but it gets the ball rolling and makes me feel good.

Having that conversation with my mum, it helped me see childhood patterns of how we argued and how I really actually don’t/didn’t contribute to them. My mum’s been pretty much gaslighting me my whole life into thinking that all of our fights are because I’m super aggressive in my communication… i got a lot of emotional abuse growing up and was blamed for it… but I was able to see how calm, cool, collected I was, and how her triggers came out of nowhere AND I was blamed for them for being “aggressive” when I was so unbelievably calm and continually re-inviting her to more pleasant conversation.

The whole experience ^ helped me let go of a lot of guilt regarding my relationship with her. Some grief too, in truly realizing she’s just unhealthy, unwell mentally, and can’t have really adult conversations. Things i’ve known for a long time but tried not to accept because that means i can’t have an adult relationship with my mom because of her mental health condition.

I notice I’m 100% stress free about the debt when normally the stress of it was crippling.

Planning on having a frugal AND hot boy summer and I imagine it to be an extremely fun summer!

[Jouissance]

Deciding to quit coffee

[Forexpreneur]

Be a little careful. I had a soda addiction and quit cold turkey and had back spasms from the caffeine withdrawals. Didn’t even realize that was a thing. Asked my doctor and he confirmed that it can happen.