God is for the Steadfast - Journal

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#1

Got my last journal unlisted.

Felt like it took a path that was too personal, so I’ve opened this journal instead as a place to keep things consistent from a personal development perspective without sacrificing the creative flow that defines the unlisted journal.

So here we are.

The goals remain the same.

Wealth, wisdom and independence.

This is the final year of the 3 year plan I began in 2021, the year I discovered Subliminal Club and the year I decided to change my life. The progress has been clear, but now that I’m further along in the journey more effort will be required to produce continued results.

It works the same way as your muscles in the gym, where as you get more fit you need to put in more work than you did in the beginning of the journey to grow at the same or slightly smaller rate. I’m exiting the newbie phase of this self-growth journey and entering the new chapter, so this journal is meant to mark both of those periods.

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#2

It was only once you started listening to them, that you began to falter.

Listening to yourself was the source of all of your success, and still is. Live in your greatness.

#3

Think I want to focus less on romance and more on wealth for the time being. Dating is exhausting and time consuming, and I’m seeing a girl who I’m being sexually satisfied by but unfortunately don’t see much of a future in that.

I still want to keep HS in my stack because of the value it brings to interactions in general, but I think I want to make this lean more towards the social side. That would compliment my QTKS more.

Khan Black: Stage 4 Core
Heartsong Core
Love Bomb Core
Daredevil Core

Apollon (can be replaced) Alternative: Sanguine Core, Harmonic Singularity
Charisma & Flirting Automatic Mentor/Improver
Total Nonchalance
You Are Not Alone

Song of Joy (can be replaced because of Daredevil) Alternative: Virtue Series: Dilligence
Story Teller (can be replaced with Daredevil in stack) - Alternative: Virtue Series: Temperance
Eagle Eye
Enchanting Smile

Moment Immortalized
Stop Porn and Masturbation
Gratitude Embodiment
Hegemon

Extreme Exercise Motivation
Deep Sleep
Stonelike
Dance Mastery

#4

My life situation currently:

New boss who is going to be able to help me level up skill-wise more than anyone else at this job so far. I’m thirsty to learn under someone and he will be able to provide that for me, so I’m very excited for that. As long as I execute for him and continue to grow, he’s mentioned that he would ideally want to setup an entire department under me with the goal of executing that in 2 years’ time. I feel like I’ve had a lot of brain fog lately though, like I’m not firing quite like what I’m accustomed to and I suspect it’s because of recon from the huge break I took from customs. A 5-core custom in QTKS is hitting me like a fucking truck, and I shouldn’t be surprised especially if you consider what the cores are (NWE, Emperor, W2P and QL4).

And yet here I am thinking about creating another 5 core subliminal…but I do feel like I want less of a romance focus so I’d like to replace LBFH & NRE with DD and LB, make it a more holistic experience.

I’m thinking of running Sanguine as well, either in the custom or separately.

Speaking of which, my romance life has been more active this year than basically every other year of my life. With that said, it feels like I invest too much time for nothing and I’m not too interested at the moment. I’ve found a girl who I’ve been having a fling with; she’s nice, it’s fun, I like her as a person but I’m not particularly attracted to her physically to be honest, and I hate to be harsh but I feel like she’s the worst looking girl I’ve ever “dated”. I also think she’s getting strong feelings for me, and I really like her as a friend and I’ve actually become close friends with her friend group as well so it’s a very tricky situation to navigate for me to be honest. It will inevitably end, but I hope it doesn’t end for the worse because I do care about this girl. She is fulfilling a role in my life that I haven’t had in awhile, which is quite nice, but I know it’s only temporary and the road to solitude will need to resume once more.

This road to soitude is primarily wealth driven, because that is what I want to work on more than anything else. I am specifically thinking about crypto, because I’ve been waiting to restart my focus on it again and the time has finally come. Unlike the last bull market however, I feel much more excited for what’s to come. I genuinely feel like I am guaranteed to make money, and it’s just a question of when. I can’t wait to finally be able to capitalize on the knowledge I’ve accumulated over the last 8 years, once and for all. They say that the first bull you’re a part of is where you make dumb mistakes thinking you’re a genius and you ultimately eat shit for it, then the 2nd bull is where you make it out either by breaking even or by making a profit, and then the 3rd bull is where mastery begins and where you make your money off of others. This is my 3rd bull and I’m fucking ready to make money, and with the plays I have lined up I feel like it’s a lock.

Once I make the money I expect to make, I’ll be able to pay off all of my debts and I’ll have enough money to move out of this place and be independent. That’s when the next phase of my life begins, because frankly I’ve become way too comfortable with living with my family and I need to take some responsibility and learn to live by myself. My last stab at that was absolutely disastrous, and I can’t make those same mistakes again if I want to accomplish my goal of starting a family.

End of the 3 year plan is this summer. It went very well, and I was truly able to change everything around for myself. The foundation I neglected has finally been built, so then the next 3-year plan begins.

What is the goal of that 3 year plan?

I built the foundation of being a man. Now, I execute by building the foundation of becoming a husband, and a father.

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#5

I think I want to buy new glasses. I’ve had these for so long, they’ve served me well but they gotta fucking go. I also want to start reading again, but not self-improvement or non-fiction philosophy, or anything else like that. I want to enjoy some stories, because that was what got me into reading in the first place.

I think after pulling the trigger on that, I’ll go ahead and purchase my next custom. I’ll keep running my super human QTKS custom but I’ll just do smaller loops once a week because if I don’t I’ll cook my fucking brain with all those cores. That shit has thrown me into recon hell so it’s important to plan out how to get out, even if I’ll miss running it as frequently because of the Emperor productivity boosts.

I also want to run Stark Black eventually, but not sure when the right time will be. I think alternating between Stark Black and Guarantee (my QTKS) is going to be the move, since I can’t run Stark Black for a very long time. Maybe going back to my dear friend Emperor Black will do me some good one day, I miss that sub. Nothing made me feel more like a fucking boss battle than Emperor Black.

So my plan with my next custom is to ease off the love stuff. I want to take off some focus from the romance part of my life but I still want my options open so I would like to keep Heartsong, but I’d want to tailor it more to all social interactions which is why i want to get rid of NRE and replace it with Daredevil. I also am getting tired of LBFH and want to reap the benefits of love a little more, which is why I want LB to come back. It is to my understanding however, that the new version of LB is much more of a “journey” than its previous version so whether that is the way to go or not, remains to be seen.

This is the new plan:

Khan Black: Stage 4 Core
Heartsong Core
Love Bomb Core
Daredevil Core

Hegemon
Charisma & Flirting Automatic Mentor/Improver
Total Nonchalance
You Are Not Alone

Virtue Series: Dilligence
Virtue Series: Temperance
Eagle Eye
Enchanting Smile

Moment Immortalized
Stop Porn and Masturbation
Gratitude Embodiment
Starfilled Night

Extreme Exercise Motivation
Deep Sleep
Stonelike
Epigenetics

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#6

What about

Heartsong Core
Love Bomb Core
Daredevil Core

and use KB stage 4 from the main shop?

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#7

Could be an idea, but I like the flexibility of an open 3rd slot and KBBC4 cannot leave my stack. Also Saint mentioned that KBBC4’s effect even as a core is on the whole stack so I’m not too worried about that.

What I am worried about, is how my entire QTKS custom has gone to shit without having even ran 2 months worth of loops, thanks to the Synergy modules. Fuck.

#8

So time to replan my whole stack, my next expenses for the month of June.

So here’s the ‘synergized’ version of my social/romance custom plan:
Khan Black: Stage 4 Core
Heartsong Core
Love Bomb Core
Daredevil Core

Hegemon
Charisma & Flirting Automatic Mentor/Improver > Secrets of Seduction
Total Nonchalance > At The Top
You Are Not Alone

Virtue Series: Dilligence
Virtue Series: Temperance
Eagle Eye > Inescapable Gaze
Enchanting Smile

Moment Immortalized
Stop Porn and Masturbation
Gratitude Embodiment
Starfilled Night

Extreme Exercise Motivation
Deep Sleep > Machine Totality
Stonelike > Iron Law
Epigenetics

So I’m still at 20 modules, while being able to fit more stuff in. I think the nature of the titles is such that I should revise the whole plan as a whole for this custom.

#9

My QTKS is where things get absolutely fucked, in a good way.

Emperor Core
New Wealth Experience Core
Emperor: The Will to Power Core
Chosen Core
Quantum Limitless ST4 Core

Dopaminergic Revival
Productivity Unleashed > Machine Unleashed
The Way of ROI

APS: Head > APS:Head/Face
Reading Mastery
Job Seeker
Gentleman’s Speech

Power Talk
Ebon Maneuver
Lifeblood Fable > Glory Incarnate
Victory’s Call

Machine: Action, Machine: Rest > *Machine Totality
Carpe Diem Ascended > Carpe Vitam
Radiating Health > Preordained Vitality

Jeez, looking at this module list makes me cringe at how fucking dense this shit is. I really wanted to see what QTK could do with this custom, pushing this “smoothness” hype to the fucking max.

The edits at a glance are minimal, but this to me clearly shows the huge amount of potential because of previous modules that I experimented with, that I have since abandoned because of a lack of space.

I think it’s more important now, more than ever, for me to begin testing Stark Black to see what type of effect it could bring to my life. I can’t make a Stark Black custom because it’s way too intense, but I can definitely do an Emperor custom without QL that still retains a large intellectual focus, now that Synergy has been released.

The possibilities are endless now. Much to reflect on and brainstorm for.

#10

First off, scoring the Synergy modules based on their contents & the relevancy to any title in my stack, past or present. Scoring out of 5.

Synergy APS: Head/Face
APS: Head
APS: Face
5/5 - APS: Head has been a mainstay of every custom I’ve ran, this allows me to keep APS Head and add some extra physical shifting for the face. This has always been more of a health related module for me, so great benefit to my stack.

Synergy: 42
Wheel of Creation
Void of Creation
3.5/5 - Void of Creation is one of the craziest manifestation modules, would love to see it return in my stack. I don’t know WoC.

Synergy: Ambrosia
Perfect Style & Smell
One Scent
2/5 - I have my own signature scent, and I have my own ideas regarding style that I switch between. Can be relevant in the future, but not for now.

Synergy: Apollon Unbound
Apollon
Physicality Shifter – Sexiness
Sexiness Unbound
4/5 - I avoid physical shifting modules because of how much space they take, but no longer with this combo.

Synergy: At The Top
Lion IV
Alpha Body Language
Total Nonchalance
Rogue
4/5 - Love Total Nonchalance, would love to see it adding to the rest.

Synergy: Beyond Connection
Transcendental Connection
Soul Connection
3/5 - Feels perfect for a HS custom with someone in a relationship. I haven’t found that someone yet unfortunately.

Synergy: Beyond Seduction
Instant Spark
Focused Arousal
Long Range Seduction
3.5/5 - Looks fun to try.

Synergy: Breath of the Storms
Foundation
Eye of the Storm
4.5/5 - One of those module combos I let go of to make space for others, not anymore.

Synergy: Carpe Vitam
Carpe Diem Ascended
Joie De Vivre
Unrelenting Wealth Motivation & Energy
5/5 - Another staple of my stack, this will fit perfect with my wealth custom.

Synergy: Divine Dominion
Divine Will
Jupiter
Yggdrasil
Current Invoker
Dominion
Tyrant
4/5 - Not really running these, but feel much more tempted to add manifestation stuff if I get so much for just 1 slot. Current Invoker in particular is something I’d love.

Synergy: Energetic Transcendence
Energetic Development XI
The Architect
Metamorphosis
Energetic Restoration
Energetic Augmentation
4.5/5 - I’m all about energy, adding this with KBBC4 as a module in my other title is just a fucking hack of life IMO. I want to be an energizer bunny, I want to glow like the fucking sun.

Synergy: Glory Incarnate
Gloryseeker
The Spotlight
Lifeblood Fable
3.5/5 - Pros and cons with this, but I’ve always got something in my titles related to one of these modules. Feels like if I include this, Lifeblood Fable would have to be a focus module on the side since that would be the main priority.

Synergy: Harmonic Conflux
Harmonic Singularity
Stress Displacement
4/5 - Give me all the stress relieving stuff, I didn’t even know SD was a thing.

Synergy: Heaven Shaking Power
Potentiator
Power Awareness
Power Unleashed
3.5/5 - Looks interesting, but overkill too.

Synergy: Inescapable Gaze
Eagle Eye
Awakened Perception
All Seeing
Seducers Gaze
4.5/5 - Perfect for a seduction custom.

Synergy: I AM ATMAN
Atman
Unlimiter
FEBRUUS
I AM
ARES
2/5 - If I’m going down the healing path, it doesn’t seem to make sense to do it via custom - we have pre-made titles for that. Februus looks interesting for me though.

Synergy: Iron Law
Steadfast
Iron Frame
Stonelike
4/5 - Love what these modules are about.

Synergy: Machine Totality
Deep Sleep
Machine: Rest
Machine: Action
5/5 - A fucking must, great addition.

Synergy: Machine Unleashed
Machine: Action
Productivity Unleashed
4/5 - Good, but redundant possibly,

Synergy: Master of the World
Mastermind
The Lines
Submodel Alpha
3.5/5 - Interesting module list, especially with how they are packaged together. Less Limitless vibes, more PCC vibes.

Synergy: One Above All
Alpha of Alpha
Leader of Men
Torchbearer
2.5/5 - Cool stuff, but overkill for me. I need to develop a lot of other things before I can become a leader of others

Synergy: Perfection Manifestation
Gorgeous Manifestor
Sexual Manifestation
3.5/5 - This shit never did much for me, but still a fun combo to add in a seduction custom.

Synergy: Preordained Vitality
Asclepius
Serum X
Fusion Optimized
Health Codex
Radiating Health
5/5 - Amazing combo, need this in every stack from now on.

Synergy: Primordial Aura
Sphaera Magnetica
Entranced
Temptation
Aura of Craving
Direct Influencing Aura
4/5 - Super interesting for seduction, wouldn’t dabble much individually but together they are stronger.

Synergy: Secrets of Seduction
Charisma & Flirting Automatic Mentor/Improver
Instant Seducing Tactician
4/5 - Charisma Mentor is an incredible module so why not boost it.

Synergy: Semper Praesens
EverPresent
Ego Adsum
2/5 - Cool modules, no place for it in my stack currently. Would love this in a Muay Thai custom.

Synergy: Subconscious Mastery
Merger of Worlds
Information Releaser
3/5 - Interesting for intellect

Synergy: Tale of the Dragon
Dragon Tongue
True Sell
Song of Joy
Story Teller
4/5

Synergy: The Golden One
Wealth Limit Destroyer
Positive Being Attractor – Wealth
Financial Success Reality Shifter
Secret Source
Secrets of Akasha – Wealth
Debt Annihilator
Sultan
4.5/5

Synergy: Thunderstruck
Blink
Thunder
Master’s Coordination
2/5

Synergy: Venus Unveiled
Chosen of Venus
Blues Skies
Depths of Love
3.5/5

Synergy: Voice is the Law
Emperor’s Voice
Voice Master
4/5

Synergy: Way of Mercy
Way of Understanding
Empath
Mercy Protocol
2/5

Synergy: Winner Overdrive
Natural Winner
Overdrive
3.5/5

Synergy: Wisdom of the Ages
Wisdom Personified
Mimisbrunnr
Pragya
Wayfinder
4/5

Synergy: Wonders of Life
Spiritual Freedom
The Wonder
4/5

Synergy: Worlds Untold
Sacred Words
Ultimate Writer
1/5

Will elaborate and analyze later.

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#11

Requesting expert opinion:

@AnswerGroup

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#12

Thanks RV.

While feedback from the answer group is always highly appreciated, I do just want to mention my quote is referring to the custom that I am currently running, and purchased months ago.

I can’t believe I was running that behemoth with no perceived recon, because running it now makes me want to jump off a cliff to be quite honest.

#13

Now that I think about it, running KBBC1 could be a huge reason for the recon I’m currently having.

Running KBBC 1 and 2 was such a painful process for me last year, but I didn’t realize that it would still be painful when revisited even after running KBBC4 for months straight.

I feel stuck, I feel unappreciated, I feel like I don’t want to do anything for myself and my growth anymore. I’m fed up. I just want to eat, smoke weed and cum all day. I’m doing my best to push through this but fuck it’s hard, and with subs it feels like I’m spinning my tires while my money goes to waste on customs. What’s the fucking point of this shit anyway?

#14

Khan Black: Stage 4 Core
Heartsong Core
Love Bomb Core
Daredevil Core

Charisma & Flirting Automatic Mentor/Improver
Total Nonchalance
You Are Not Alone

Song of Joy (can be replaced because of Daredevil) Alternative: Virtue Series: Dilligence
Story Teller (can be replaced with Daredevil in stack) - Alternative: Virtue Series: Temperance
Eagle Eye
Enchanting Smile

Moment Immortalized
Stop Porn and Masturbation
Gratitude Embodiment
Hegemon

Extreme Exercise Motivation
Deep Sleep
Stonelike
Dance Mastery

Kbbc4
HS core
DD core

Apollon unbound
Divine dominion
Energetic transcrndance
At the top

Secrets of seduction
Inescapable gaze
Machine totslity
Iron law

Preordained vitality
Primordial aura
Tale of the dragon
Synergy with gloryseeker/lifeblood fable
Synergy with the wonder

You’re not alone
Enchanting smile
Hegemon
Stop porn

#15

What about taking 2 weeks away from listening to any and all subs?

#16

How’s Synergy: Primordial Aura so far?