ASBR is making me reflect, and making me realize the sheer amount of envy and jealousy that is around me at the workplace. It’s exponentially more since my single loop of ASBR, which is absolutely wild to me.
The negatives are felt so much quicker than the positive effects, it’s clear that I’m in over my head if I continue with this subliminal.
My 2nd last gasp at salvaging a stack without making a pair of new customs: let’s try new Limitless and see how it goes.
Bruh I forgot about the no fame version of Stark Black smfh 
If I were to redo the QTKS custom, I’d do it like this:
Emperor Core
Chosen Core
Will to Power Core
NWE Core
There could be an effect of stone-walling at play. I’m not feeling any difference when it comes to running Stark Black at the moment, as odd as that may sound. I don’t feel a fucking thing.
Who knows, maybe I’ll realize the effects in retrospect but for now, I’ve got nothing. I can only say that my week at work has been excessively busy compared to usual, and I guess I’m feeling a bit more confident lately but that’s really all there is to it.
My 2nd loop of Diamond was a fail, I basically had a ruined orgasm within like 30 seconds - so I was able to continue fucking because I was barely hard enough, but I didn’t enjoy it.
Agape is still doing what it’s always done, but I feel like it’s time to change that sub up a bit for something else soon. Once I get my new glasses, pay off my tax bills and make some more payments towards the useless shit I’ve bought, then I’ll go ahead and pull the trigger on that new synergy custom I’ve been planning on.
To be quite honest though, my instinct is telling me to abandon ship and pause all subs for an extended washout, so that I could then restart Genesis and see where that takes me. Genesis was initially a disappointment for me but in retrospect, its use led me towards the creation of Eudaemonia, which to me is the greatest title I ever ran. Nothing beat Eudaimonia in terms of its effect that it had on me, and it might even be worth running again with some updated modules.
This is Eudaimonia:
Chosen
Love Bomb for Humanity
Sex & Seduction
Modules:
Cosmic Navigator
Subconscious Flow
Direct Influencing Aura
Total Nonchalance
Gloryseeker
Ebon Manuever
Power Talk
Enchanting Smile
Sexual Manifestation
Lifeblood Fable
You Are Not Alone
Stonelike
Song of Joy
Story Teller
Gentleman’s Speech
Jupiter
Gratitude Embodiment
Now if I updated it with Synergy:
Chosen
Love Bomb for Humanity
Sex & Seduction
Cosmic Navigator
Subconscious Flow
Direct Influencing Aura > Primordial Aura
Total Nonchalance > At The Top
Gloryseeker
Lifeblood Fable > Glory Incarnate
Ebon Manuever
Power Talk
Enchanting Smile
Sexual Manifestation > Perfection Manifestation
You Are Not Alone
Stonelike > Iron Law
Song of Joy
Story Teller > Tale of the Dragon
Jupiter > Divine Dominion
Gentleman’s Speech
Gratitude Embodiment
18 modules, with space for 2 more modules. If I were to go with the theme of Eudaimonia, those 2 modules would be Wonders of Life and Deep Sleep, but I believe Wisdom of the Ages, Secrets of Seduction or Preordained Vitality could work in this title as well, depending on the cores chosen.
To keep the Eudaimonia theme, the only real change could be something like LBFH for LB, and S&S could just be taken out entirely or replaced with KBBC4 or Sanguine.
Regardless, I’m not sure if this would work with my current goals with my stack. It’s hard to say, but it would be nice to transport back to that time, a simpler time definitely.
“God is for the steadfast.”
And I’m at a place where the sub I’m enjoying the most right now is Diamond because it makes me fuck like a pornstar.
I thought I fucked like a pornstar before, but clearly I was wrong. I’m literally pumping doggy style for 45 minutes straight, and in a girl who actually has ass. I also have 100% control over cumming, which is an incredible feeling. I love the way my heart begins to race when I’m on Diamond, it actually reminds me a bit of Emperor Black funnily enough.
God is for the steadfast, and here I am drowning in desire, distracted from my real goals.