Did a 3min ascension chamber into 15min dr4 into 5min emperor black, feels heavy but amazing, feeling closer to natural person according to my blueprint with spiritual benefits and evolution as well
Feeling a mountain of potential, an empire of higher consciousness kind of work that wants to materialize from inner to external world.
Reminded to this song that captures my current state https://youtu.be/1V_xRb0x9aw?si=NyBLARBfCRh7JMCb from for all mankind serie
Have to start khan black in near future need a nuclear powerhouse to power up inner vision to life.
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Its the hardest energy to conquer and master.
Sexual energy is our most primal and biological drive.The world is partly run by economy based on manipulating and taking advantage of that, as how many billions are spent on porn, sexual imagery in all kinds of ads, all types of services onlyfans, camming etc… Its all about vampirising sexual energy for lowest pleasure instead of mastering and developing it for higher goals and higher bliss and overall life vitality, satisfaction and feeling alive.
Theres a reason spiritual awakening experiences like kundalini is associated with rise and cultivation of sexual energy along the spine and transmutation of it from lower to higher state.
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The roots of AC’s pyramid of exploitation of the holy living energy run deep into these areas. In fact any exploitation of this energy for personal pleasure rather than for its intended purpose of being creative (in the sense of multiplying creation) runs the risk of co-opting the energy. This is their secret, to push material pleasure and the sensory input over useful output.
It is most epitomised in their worst form of pornography (other than illegal types) sanctioned on modern day porn sites, which is often found in the trending nowadays. The type where a male (or a female) shares their partner with another person, and often engages in risky behavior with regards to contraception. Many can see the clear connection between this type of imagery and pushing the depop agenda upon the world.
They do this because it breaks the commandment to “be fruitful and multiply”. That’s the whole rationale behind the depop agenda. The enemy when they engage to try to bring these ends about do so through means of the human imagination, because it is only through leading the victim to NOT engage with reality that they can compromise their divine nature. Therefore they take every opportunity to waylay the creative mind with imaginary things, including tv shows, movies, and especially pornography.
Khan Black is definitely a great tool to help combat that agenda of weakening the creative force of human potential. I’ve run it for several months since its release and it still hasn’t left my stack, which tells me its as special as everyone else is letting on in the other thread 
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I would say the purpose of this energy like maslows pyramid of needs starts from lower biological needs like pleasure and procreation, higher paradigms creative work, vitality, manifestation and up the pyramid kundalini awakening, conversion of sex energy into bliss.
Even porn addicts can impregnate someone but they cant utilize it for higher things.
To utilize it higher up the pyramid, there needs to be cultivation and transmutation, that cant happen if its wasted.
As for cinema depends on state from which it originates from theres lots of garbage but the gems inspire a catharsis, a shift and expansion in perspective, consciousness and higher mental paradigms to elevate people out of states they are stuck in and open up to new pathways.
Pleasure is not a need. It’s a feeling, a body sensation, an indicator of a pleasing or pleasant interaction. The problem comes when we train ourselves, through ordinary life, to avoid painful situations and seek pleasant ones and use our mind to justify doing so. You don’t “need” to avoid fighting that guy on the train that’s terrorising everyone around him, but you don’t want to challenge him (intellectual interpretation of an emotional state) because you might have all your teeth knocked out (imagination, projection of a hypothetical future).
This is why in real tantra (like the Shaivite traditions) emphasis is put on being able to seize every sensation like a tiger and engage with it. The goal is to be able to obtain one pointed concentration without being distracted by addiction to the sensation.
That assumes that they want to. The example paradigm I was talking about earlier often involves deliberately playing on dominance and submission to convince the victim that its not right for them to procreate and that they should just continue to fuel the addiction of good feeling by watching more videos. And this is the least of the psychological tricks being used to try to steer the existing replacement of one group of willing slaves with another. But for me to go much further here on this forum would be dangerous and wouldn’t serve my original point of talking about the subs.
I’m not dumping on imagination, it has its positive aspects, but again this is about how the potency of the human being to act is controlled, through this bullshit pleasure and pain dilemma. The more you can engage people with the magic trick of “look over here at this shiny thing” and allow them to make a voluntary choice to ignore other things going on, the easier you can hide the truth in plain sight. It’s more fun to play this shoot-em-up game and engage with this virtual world where I solve puzzles someone else has dreamed up than it is to execute a plan to earn money, or figure out how to write that puzzle game myself. Etcetera. Or more to the point, go watch your favourite tv series and forget about what’s going on in the Middle East and the resource grab that’s going on. “Do you think this episode Barry Allen will finally figure out how to be a good partner to Iris? Will they live happily ever after? Will Felicity finally get the recognition she deserves?” (LOL)
But if you run the sub you’ll probably start having your own insights like this.
Edit to add: And some of this post might be the result of me running Emperor: Will to Power once or twice
Loving dr4 its been 3 cycles but i feel several more cycles will be needed to get in deeper, to be honest not sure if there is a point in getting off this sub seems like endless value and success mixed with healing energy state i get
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Short update doing dr4 and kb1 holy shit, still feeling leftovers of RoS too but feels like kb put dr4 into another gear massive motivation and confidence.
Feels like i have an empire to build from within to project and manifest outwards, kb will be the fuel resource factory and dragon the guiding principle and direction.
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Oof recon from kb1 brutal mass sexual energy slept like 2 hours a day and havent fapped like this maybe ever lol but i withdraw it along spine so it feels good and useful energy for spiritual practice, gotta start lust detox soon,just to get it out of my system…
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Recent manifestation someone sent me this event.
I plan in few months to attend a" Krishna and Devi Shaktipat initiations, which are only given in person. Additionally, a seed or imprint of enlightenment called Shivapat is planted deep within the individual during shaktipat, eventually granting liberation (Mukti) "
Retreat since its in my country. If anyone has any advice on preparation for this let me know.
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I would be quite wary about these shaktipat things. Historically, there are genuine yogis that give such things and they can lead to profound changes, but to my knowledge, there were never commercial and today’s gurus from India are almost all fake and business-minded, even with their own people.
Besides, you can definitely open your meridians/pranic channels and circulate a ton of energy yourself. For example, you could try Wim Hof’s method, and progress to tummo with long breath holds.
Now, if you combined that with Khan Black and Revelation of Spirit/Dreams, you’d be up in the clouds.
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Hes from Copenhagen but i heard great experiences from someone trusted. You are definitely right about india being the spiritual guru industry tho.
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Great dreams tonight, training with 3cute beautiful girls that want to spoil me lol and after that a dream where i won a competition and enjoyed that winner energy vibe. Woke up feeling great.
Seeing some good manifestations irl and building connections with high integrity people to grow further.
Been drawn to some extra tools lately and experimenting with this, seeing good results. Interesting tech.
Short update. I started khan st1 a week after gmx, now im running khan and khan black and gmx.
Honestly i miss how dragon 4 stage made me feel will probably return to it in future after updates or in custom stack.
Honestly not feeling as much recon from khan1 as i expected and i did like other day 2 15mim loops and khan black loop.
I also been experimenting and i feel its succesful so far of using moon pentancle as its energies are associated with opening the subconscious mind before playing subliminals and using affirmations related to subliminal goals by putting them on print out of moon pentancle and i feel it goes smoother and stays grounded in my subconscious.
If anyone is curious its this First Pentacle of the Moon: Unlock Mystical Doors to P
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Time cometh for update.
KHAN ST1 total breakdown. First cycle.
Intuitively kind of knew gmx and a tournament event irl would help unravel khan st1 whats been boiling in my subconscious for a while.
I came very close to winning but as i was leading mistakes and misfortune took the victory from me and that triggered deep anger sitting there for a long while. The feeling of victory being taken from me nothing i despise more.
I always been obsessed with winning all the time but i never got the spotlight i felt i deserved. Strong resonance with sun in my chart(pride, ego, victory obsession, glory, recognition aka need to shine ) . Every time i feel im way too kind, empathetic and that i should be way more ruthless and cutthroat to win.
After all khan conquered most of the world because he did whatever it took.
Thoughts looping ‘Im cursed and fked by god/universe since the day i was born to always get screwed over’ it just rotts the soul from inside and makes me feel if the universe deprives me of the spotlight i deserve then i will go to any lenght neccessery to take it by force.
At the end of the day i much rather win than lose.
Being in the mist of recon im aware it is a sort of self imposed dark comedy but oh well i still have to play my part.
I been through deep spiritual experiences oneness with infinite, integration of death and more but if i incarnated on this plane i want to play the material game and direct the spiritual into helping me conquer the material.
Fuck money, fuck love and everything else. There’s just nothing sweeter on this plane of existance than victory and glory.
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In the spirit of comment above also been listening on repeat to https://youtu.be/MfmYCM4CS8o?si=vgsgt0JA3bwOSSak
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And as for khanblack 3rd cycle st1 being almost over a spot luckily just opened nearby for a kundalini awakening retreat i signed up.
Will be interesting to match the extremes of my current mood with the spiritual.
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Ooo that sounds like it’s going to be awesome together with KB. 
I’m taking a breathwork course and doing some YouTube guided standing meditation and see progress, imagine a retreat where you can focus on a practice.
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Love this journal. These are exactly the wild experiments I love.
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Im glad you are enjoying it, havent updated much mostly just written on product pages some updates, currently khan st 1, phenix 1 and kb st2 as i need a strong blockages purge and rebirth to reset and clear the foundation before building upon it and i manifested a process which will start soon for a very strong symbolic rebirth, clean slate, blockage /limitations clearing then time for growth, expansion and njoying the fuck out of material life
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