Just logging this here
5 mins of my paragon custom (balance) - Total impulsive loop.
I’ve had a shit headache the past few hours and overall feel less than optimal. Hope it helps
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So I’m clear on this, you ran it because of the shit headache?
Or got the shit headache after running it?
I assume headache before, but assumptions tend to make an ass out of u and umption.
I’ve had the headache for a few hours and decided to run a loop. I’ll edit the post too 
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Sometimes you need to stop seeing the good in people and start seeing what they show you.
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If you can survive your own thoughts, you can survive anything.
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1 hour later and my headache went from a 5 to a 1. Impressed with and grateful for paragon 
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I’m becoming progressively bored, maybe dissatisfied is a better word.
My job feels less and less each day. My budget has dropped, no more OT. Glm has been good to me because I don’t spend anymore, I’m almost afraid to. I just Celebrated my 8 yr work anniversary and while I have some urge to find another job, the reality is there is no other company around me that pays what I make. Best if $4 to $5 less per hour. I’m feeling stuck and not sure how to elevate. If I didn’t have a house and child support maybe I’d risk a change. This situation makes me want to get into minds eye and manifesting to see if I can manifest better situations.
On the physical, I have not noticed any increase in facial hair growth or thickness but I’ll keep going. My pants are getting looser yet my weights gone up 1lb and I don’t look slimmer. It feels like LotS is going bottom to top because my legs look more shapely, more defined, I can see my quad muscles…that’s new and my waist is obviously slimmer because my pants sag. However belly and above is still subpar but I’m on low carb this week and so far nothing new.
I am incredibly dialed in when I do things, it’s machine like in action. But when I’m idle, it sucks, I feel like a powered down robot with no purpose. Maybe this and the boredom is a big sign but I’m not sure what else to do. I’m working on destroying every vice in my life (few left) working out and getting what needs done, done. Not much else and my life feels limited lately. I know the world is closing in on itself but I feel like I could do better yet I feel held back by circumstance, self created and external.
I wonder what’s next. The frustration below the surface is making itself known, energy is building but I don’t have a direction…
I guess the point of this thought purge is to say, keep going…opportunity will present itself. I’ve only just started.
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1am - Thurs
Glm - 5 mins and LotS - 5 mins.
Keep feeling this push to make a change, do something. I’m exercising, doing neurofeedback, working ect. I’m not sure why I’m feeling a push yet have no sense of direction in which to apply energy. Life feels stagnant and limited yet I’m being productive with what I have.
The internal desire to be better is so high somedays that I have trouble honoring my rest days so I don’t over do it. Maybe this “push” is just impatience. I am feeling fed up and resentful with myself for living the way I have been for all this time. I look back and just see weakness and it pisses me off to see how I’ve wasted/squandered so much time but you don’t know what you didn’t know back then. The present is what matters and I’m on it.
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I don’t recall, but do you have Rebirth, Regen or Limit Destroyer? One of those might help work on whatever is coming out.
I have all 3. I used LD in the first cycle as you recommended.
I bought Rebirth but have no run it.
Regeneration I used before my DR run.
I was planning on adding Ascension next cycle and just running that to winter or more. Do you think some other direction would be better
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I won’t say who, you can guess. But I know a guy who ran them all 3 to work on muck coming up. He did them in the order of Rebirth, Regen, LD (3 minutes each)
Can’t go wrong with Ascension. however my current fav is the new GLM:C upgrade. I felt like a freakin king today whilst sitting at the laundromat haha.
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I read, my only issue with it is its aura based and for someone like me who lacks internal power, I feel incongruent running it. Like a fake.
I’m not really sure what to run, if anything but Ascension keeps coming up on top everytime I think of stacks.
I thought about a Rebirth/Regeneration run but I didn’t want to stop my current subs this soon. Maybe I’ll move past this annoying state I’m in soon.
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if your intuition says Ascension, then I’d go with that.
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Agreed - run ascension or chosen for internal power (edit: or genesis)
PCC while it is external helps you understand the game of power, influence, manipulation,
But even deeper than that helps you understand the game of win win relationships, trust, loyalty, adding massive value to people’s lives and receiving that value back in kind.
It’s not a bad add to an early foundations stack! Especially I think knowing some of what you post and having to deal with certain people in your life.
I was surprised at how positive of a sub it is! I felt Ike it was all about power and manipulation but it’s actually freed me up to have much deeper connections but stronger boundaries
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What about AM instead of ascension? Maybe get a promotion or better pay somewhere else.
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Btw. Wow. These results are incredible
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Another good one! Actually pretty inspiring for me to run GLM I overspend a lot.