While i was praying there’s a thing came to my mind, and it little bothered me
The Introspective
This character believes the point of the contemplative path is to undo all our psychological knots and become a clean, free, liberated human. It journals, analyses itself, and becomes hyperaware of thoughts and emotions. It understands the mind’s workings to extraordinary degrees yet never really transcends it.
My partner had a sudden insight into this brand of spiritual ego when she missed a train to London by a few seconds. She was spontaneously able to see her mind as simply a bunch of mental phenomenon. Until that point, she had tried so hard to polish her sense of identity and psychology, without at any point seeing through or beyond the mind.
this is from same article that i posted superiroty complex thread.
i wouldnt post this but it came to my mind while im doing prayer. he says this some sort of ego, man i think you have spiritual ego. from this text as if he’s trying to despise of value of inrtospection and mind.
what if we are mind enclosed my physical what then now? man i actually thought writing this,before, now i lost my inspiration etc but. first how can you understand mind extraordinary and cannot transcends it and even before that what do you mean by transcends it. and what do you mean by mind? conscious mind? what if our minds image of god’s(creators’s or source or the whaterver the shit) and if our duty is understanding extraordinary power of the human mind and then now nature of god, reality. what then now? shumck. some times this tihng make me angry but little. okay i dont know too much im not into spirtualiy yet but this guy has website on it. or im in recon because posting this here no value, but fuvk it i cant delete all of this now
what im understanding from this, in life i should find my own truths i cannot trust people like this, i should experince gain knowledge from it but if i find high quality teachers this is differnt
i think its because most of people’s opinons interpreted through their filters like luther said. And this filter comes from a traumatised reality, but it is not only in spirituality but in other areas of life as well.
im in that reality too, but I’m willing to change.
what ican do best thing is trusting my sub mind and strengthening my relationship to my submind, i shouldnt see it as if it is apart from me
