Furkan's Journal

One of my favourite actor

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dude this is so fire

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1minutes of KB and 1min25seconds GLM

This is good too you may like

hahaha I have this one in my playlist and listen to it often.

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Hey @Furkan my 02 cents here, switch to Phoenix and start really small. 30 seconds and build up from there. The emotional regulation will help a ton with what you’re dealing with now.

It’s really important to be clear on your goals with subs. Unfortunately sometimes life conditioning makes us chase things we think will make us feel better but won’t. I’d recommend using Phoenix to start gaining more clarity.

As you’ve already been doing, stay away from the esoteric stuff. It’s best to have a strong physical grounding before diving into any of that. Otherwise people start trying to use it as a shortcut to not face their shadow self. From what I’ve seen the principles of all that is actualized once you’re in alignment with yourself and know your power. It’s basically an explanation of what happens, but not how to get there.

Listen I know sometimes we want to be in a better place and be a better person. But before we do that we have to make sure we have the capacity for change. Reading your journal it’s clear you’re struggling a lot. Keep the Khan goals long term. But in the short term run Phoenix and make immediate improvements on your life that can serve as a chain reaction for bigger things.

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What are your thoughts about Genesis?

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Sean Connery is the best. The best and most masculine Bond in my book.

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i wrote this before
, i read copy a little bit iwll read again tomorro but most highly i will not run genesis, if i would run something like this i would run ascension(i already have), but still im decided to run khan.
thank you for advice i will think this tomarrow again(i should go to bed now)

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thank you @Fractal_Explorer your right what you write here.

i have no chance but change.

i wanto use for both my long term goals and short term

i ran phoenix seemed like good sub but i dont think iwll run this now. i have no feelings(intution) to run this
i will trust my intution.

im aware of this.

i dont know exactly what will look like my stack, but I have to be consistent about it. i already running 2 subs and with the new one it will be 3. so if i profound results i have to be more clear and do more introspection. i should choose subs that i can use for a longer time. now i begin to run Khan Black and i dont tell exactly what its doing but %90 im sure its doing something, so i wanna keep it and now i have glm and im thinking running this at least 2-3 cycles and if a run khan i should use this at least like 1 year or use each stage at least 2 cycles, i should consider this seriously but sometimes plans don’t work out the way we want them to, so maybe I’ll need to use subs like paragon or sanguine love bomb

but now i need masculine edge this is what i lacked most of the with lack of self love, i want to be strong growm man, not a loser. if the khan si most developed perseonal development sub and even if its gonna break me okay so be it. i want to use this beause i have feeling it will be very different other subs, im struggling create what i want and khan might solve this. and maybe after khan i wont rely on subs too much

and thank you all of you for your advice maybe i didnt understand some of them now, but thank you, i didnt expect this much answer

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3 subs can be heavy. Have you had success with that in the past?

I think Sanguine and Khan would be a good combo for you. Khan is a huge program, but Sanguine definitely seems like it can help out keeping you grounded so you can take action on Khan.

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Not too much

Seems like a good idea

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yesterday i watched some seven samurai and while watching this, a question arose in my mind,
i read this before,but i read killing somebody brings to a person very bad karma, and somewhere else i read murderers, killers when they die they go to lower astral realms similar to hell.
but if you kill for geniune self-defense, if you kill for protect your loved ones. what will happen? isnt it cowardice not killing (for protect yourself,loved oned) because you can go lower astral realms when you die and you might have bad karma.

this came to my mind yesterday night again, when i do prayers like asking i feel really something its like more guidance, instructionts to subconscious mind , think but questions is still the same when your doıng like this(god give me strentgth etc) doesnt it emphasize what you lack of, i really wonder this.
but when you say as you alreday having it, it comes to me really fake and comes to me less powerful.

Therefore I tell you, whatever you ask for in prayer, believe that you have received it, and it will be yours. [Mark 11:24]

this could be answer, best way to do it might be saying like: “god give me power” etc but at the same time believing, visualizing you have this, but not saying thank you im powerful etc cuz its look like to me a little fake and make it to me less powerfı-ul

this world is so fucking srange, i cant give any sense sometime so weird

i read some old posts, i realizrd that probably healing own self is not easy as i thought. because how can it be if you have no power in yourself, if you have bunch of traumas. your beliefs, subconscious mind create what you live and subliminals trying to change this through affecting sub mind,changing internal framewrok, beliefs. and because of that waiting big changes over night.or quickly is not logical. maybe subclub will reach that technollogy later, lol. i think this is why everyones journey different.
yeah for change you should show some patience but i think healin one self is really wants time. how can make it this while your hating yourself even without realizng it. so to healing you need to love yourself and i think this is why make healing hard. you need to be in high wavelenghts, vibrations.

and sometimes, you cant show patience beacuse you cant see what is going on in your subconscious mind,
and i just wonder now, is there anyone reach perferct health through paragon or with else something

30s KB-ST2
30s GLM