Furkan's Journal

fucking knne pain

rise.

should i do run astral porjeciton zp? man maybe i want this but iam actually not serious about it.
if i buy then i will have expectation to make this asap like month but it might not be happen

thank you for your reply

actually in the book of “The Hermetica The Lost Wisdom of the Pharaohs” explain this in the intro, your writing more like summary and it brings some clarity for me.
but also this situation leads me to some ethical questions but okay its not time for this. i mean maybe they added something arrange to society(like forbid adultery) even if hermes didnt say, idk. ill extract what is useful(also idont know how good(accurate) this approach). but thank you

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i did pmo fuck. its fucking nasty addiction

@AnswerGroup i ran 3 cycles of khan black st1 like 1.5-2 months ago and I haven’t run it since. so, now can i run khan black st2 directly or should i run st1 again?

my some problems or more accurately some imagianry problems triggerd this

I was away from the phone for about two days. I should this more often and I should have done this before I was away from TV,music,phone etc. And it brings something,maybe I’ll write later, but today in the morning I was feeling bad as fuck. Like 2 dayd ago I saw something and remind me something and it fucked me up now I’m okay but still I didn’t solve this completely even if it is thing that I can solve inmyside i don’t know but I’m not pay attention this. Today I did some journaling and read book now time is 21:46 I’m little tired, maybe i’ll read more but I have to repeat and review what I read. Today I actually I was expecting new limitless but okay I wonder how it will effect my reading speed.

And also I’m not listening subs like 6-7 days but tomorrow I will listen, I’m thinking running limitless tomorrow and maybe khan black ST2 I asked questions about this like 2-3 days ago but I haven’t received answer. But I’m thinking run ST2 I don’t want to run St1 again.

And what I noticed today that I’m distracted easily and most of the time I’m distracted by “dreams”

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And also there is a question I have to ask but I’m delayin like months I have to should this today af it is possible

I was thinking do journaling about this but then the bad feeling gone away but I don’t if it this situation come back. But it was not it broke me

And lol in the garden I saw some big ants with wings lol they were flying Iol It’s the first time I’ve seen something like this
(I did some research it’s about mating)

It might sounds to be weird I wonder something that, asking something from God can it make it harder get what we want (asked thing),because I mean when you do this are you emphasising thing what you lack of, and it makes harder to get?

when you fear your body(mind)doest allow you to see reality as it is. actually its for survival safety, lol. this is explain why elites(?) want you tu put in fear state,

bring back atlantis

god give me strength, i fuckin have urge to run lots and khan lol i want to this but fkn circumstances i should break myself and build again. im going gym i want to be more jacked. right now im watching conan the barbarina 1982

toxic people

there are lots things in my that running, sometimes im okay somtimes not beacyse this things are like fucking boomerang

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