i don’t know how would the 4 subs work together. i don’t know how subs work I don’t know scripts and i don’t know if the 3 subs rule applies to everyone
i don’t feel good now.am i living right now? Fuck it.
There are a lot of things in my mind that I should write here I have to solve again. But I’m fucking tired thinking same things again agai. Fuck it. And i have to write since I started using subliminals I dont have emotional strength, control. i am influenced easily.especially in twitter i don’t even look anymore.
i wrote this because when i First used subliminals I was thinking like subs will do all work. i am on the fast line.And i started neglect somethings,i stopped thinking about the things ,i have been lazy. i have to take reins .
This world is cruel
I want, I want, I want 
There are so many things the subs can cover, I understand that sentiment.
But know this: the more subs you run, the slower your results will be.
Your mind will have to process all that information.
The less subs, the better.
Generally, I like iterating over them.
Focus on Ascension / RoM for 3-6 months to find your purpose and meaning in life.
THEN, after that, go with the new sub idea you gained from knowing your purpose.
THEN you can go with LotS or something.
Since you seem to be tight on money, I would focus on that first. Once you are well-off, a lot of things become a lot easier imo. It doesn’t solve all problems, but many.
Be humble. This is a process.
Iterate over subs. Don’t run all at once.
Also realize, if you combine subs (stacking them) this might change their outcome.
I.e. if you run DR:LD with LotS, it will likely focus on limits regarding your body first. Because that stuff is on your mind.
If you run it with a wealth sub, money issues.
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I’d personally say use Genesis over AM/RoS to find your purpose and stuff like that. That cuts out two subs for now that could build upon genesis when you’re done.
Paragon/LotS would be good to have as the other two slots and should work together.
I don’t think you need DR:LD atm.
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How about picking 3?
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i fell like a shit now. Sometimes I find valuable things in twitter. Sometimes things that I read effect me negatively fuck it.fuck this toxic people. And the topic was about women
When I see cancer thing. i don’t know bu i started little worried about this.I can see that I am easily influenced by my thoughts or others thoughts
Power of now helped me a lot with this, but I stopped reading it halfway through.
Also there is something I have to mention.This morning i was thinking again my hair might be thinner my hairline might receding,it was not anxiety just thinking and i might run lots etc I am thinking about this because I have large forged so it’s naturally seem little further back hairline etc.
But i looked myself in mirror a few hours ago. And man my hair looked perfect,flawless.it was beautiful. my hair would stay like this forever.and my skin looks great also my face . And I’m sure all of this from LBfH. Yeah I know there is no physical shifting. But i think generally being good mood state,self respect,self worth manifest like this
As within so without 
i have little back pain,i did some exercise for this but still there. And what the hell i am doing with my life.while my peers on holiday etc I. Working 10 hours 7 days and trying to study additionally.
i don’t know. There are things that bothering me
Tomorrow exam results will be announced.it will be hard.im aT work and everybody will ask my exam result.my family pressure to me go to university.Even though I said I didn’t want to go. Fuck it
And for a few days i feel my self more fragile,naive, passive.Maybe it’s because I haven’t used subliminals for a week.
@Brandon @AlexanderGraves thanks for your advices
And I couldn’t give an answer.i’am confused i was thinking running RoM on Friday but i stil haven’t bought. idk.maybe first running genesis,and then running ascension/RoM it might be good.but probably i won’t do this. fuck I don’t know.
Probably i will buy RoM and about one month later i will buy Paragon or LotS
i said first genesis doesn’t resonate me so much,but now I feel my self more closer to it
University results announced.It was bad… as I thought it would be.
i just feel broken. i have no zest for life. I just want to sleep somewhere far away from the world.(with beauties)
I don’t feel any good rn.i’m wasting my time to find the some thing to comfort relax myself.fuxk it
i don’t wanna be a failure.i dont wanna be like avarage people(and perhap in many,some areas i am behind avarage person.there are things to fix,heal about my self).i can’t take it.and right now things that I want to achieve seems far away from me
And about my life education life I was hard working guy from 1st grade till the pandemic and now about academic success… i am mess,i am wasting my potential, people might say you don’t have to go university,it depends what situation your in,and in my situation ihave to go a good university,i can go a university with my result but it’s not the point and my family pressure to me go.but no there is one university in my mind i have to go here i must to.iam in live 3rd world country and separate my self from herd idiotic people and meeting network to intelligence people i must achieve this.and this year there will be more competition. There is just one uni i wanna go and ican do this it’s not very hard cause more important is going this university.but rn i have no motivation,I’m not living,and i feel iget blackpilled about life
And while in pandemic actually slightly before pandemic I started experiencing a burnout syndrome,(i was studying until late at night,fuck man)I started not going to school,then the pandemic started. that’s when it all really started fuck man I can’t write all of this now,it was painful for me because alot my beliefs changed, broken, especially in religion i was religious Muslim.and somethings about girls redpill,matrix shit etc. İn this process i get depressed.i experienced kubler Ross grief cycle about those
i don’t reall want to write about this.I thought I’d gotten over it, but I guess not.iam back in the matrix in the box.i want to bend reality I want to know exact truths about universe,i have get rid of societal programming, transcend this venomous thing.
But look where I am.i feel like a fool,big fool
2 years ago i went to psychiatrist because of my guidance counselor (it was my last year at high school)i had a little talk to him and he said to me your very cleaver intelligent guy(and i rejected this at time and he said something like I know a smart person when I see one, that’s my job idont remember clearly )and he appreciated me about somethings.
And then he talked to my mother and congratulated her for raising such a son.while i was talking to him I was almost crying it was sensitive.shame that I never had a chance to talk to him again,becaus he direct to me a psychological counselor and it was scam.He said don’t overestimate the university, we need people like you. I don’t know i don wanna even post this because it seems complicated but fuck it Iam not gonna delete this or re read again
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