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#67

The progress on Khan is so effortless that you think you’re playing in life as it was a videogame.

Also, the amount of social & inner freedom is compounding very fast and yesterday at the club I was feeling so free to express myself and I danced so wildly like there was no tomorrow.

Some intense inferiority complex came up again though but it was temporary.

Also Physical Shifting urges knocked on my door.

At this rate, things are going to go surprisingly wild very soon.

Now the question is: is it better to keep up with this highly transforming Total Breakdown phase until there are no more weak links which are preventing me to express my most socially, wealthy, sexually dominant version of myself or start ST2 (in 2 weeks) where the real action begins?

EDIT: People treats me better and better and they interact with me way more, even strangers.

NGL, Khan is the title I craved pretty much all my life because deep down everything I did was to re-become the socially free little kid I was early in life (his grown-up version obviously).

EDIT 2: I’m very grateful for the highly social job I have where I can see live in one of the best environments the genesis of Khan.

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#68

After falling back in listening to YouTube Subs and having some bad side effects both internally and externally it’s time to rethink the upcoming new cycle starting the next week.

The truth is that I cannot stay away from Physical Shifting and Manifesting and so, if I plan to listen to a Solo title stack it’s going to be really hard to stick with it.

Also I listened to YouTube Subs after adding too much listening time to the Khan ST1 microloops (up to 7.30 minutes).

So the plan right now is to finish the current first TB cycle this Sunday and then, after the recommended 5-days washout, start a brand-new cycle and stack with Khan ST1 (I still need more work on obliterating every doubt, sense of inferiority, inhibitions and most importantly not falling back on another Subs switching phase) + LotS + Limitess: Mind’s Eye

EDIT: I also think it’s better to take a slower approach because I had pretty cool results during this cycle but with added strong unpredictable side effects (the powerful urges to completely switch the Subs).

So I’ll start with even less exposure (30 sec. for every title) and build up everything by 30 sec. every single listening time so I should see even faster results due to the lower processing time which in return will motivate me more to stay on the right track.

EDIT 2:

  • Day 1: Khan ST1 (30 sec.)
  • Day 2: Rest
  • Day 3: LotS + L:Me (30 sec. + 30 sec.)
  • Day 4: Rest
  • Day 5: Khan ST1 (1 min.)
  • Day 6: Rest
  • Day 7: LotS + L:Me (1 min. + 1 min.)
  • So on
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#69

Pretty cool experiences in terms of inner and social freedom in the first half of the day after playing a 6.30 min TB loop.

After that the fatigue to work 7 days non-stop (and several nights with poor sleep) started to creep in and with a kind of rage for not having the life that I dream/claim about. Frankly during the last working hours at gym I didn’t want to be there anymore, just to earn way less money than I would like.

I would say that those are classic recon symptoms so I thought about experimenting with playing a 30 sec. loop of the Brand-New Genesis title to see if it can alleviate those symptoms.

So I just played it few minutes ago and the very strange thing is that I already forgot the nature of negative thoughts and emotions surfacing in the last half of the day.

Very interesting result so far.

Let’s see how it it goes in the next few hours before the sleep time.

#70

This morning when I was leading the functional training course there was a cute and chatty girl who was very easy to entertain. Then at some point I almost got a boner to think about what I could do to her, sexually speaking. There was a pleasant primal horniness which I never experienced since I played Primal and RotNW.

Obviously I didn’t act on it, lol. However in a different and private setting or situation the whole thing would have ended quite differently.

So the sexual desire is starting to re-awaken.

EDIT: Yesterday at the gym staff Christmas dinner I experienced a way more socially liberated version of myself. At some point I almost didn’t recognize my attitude and overall entertaining story-teller behavior. I was just enjoying deeply the dinner with my colleague while exchanging hilarious stories at the gym. Also barely any signs of shyness during the conversations.

Khan really shines in social settings for sure and I think I also got pre-sults from AoH because I was so joyful and confidently witty.

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#71

Recon hit harder this morning (way less motivation, drive, inner resistance, low mood) and so the yesterday’s 6.30 min Khan ST1 microloop is still too much to handle.

However it was the last day of the cycle and this week it’s washout time.

Maybe I’ll do more than 5 days as my tinnitus got worse in the last week, to recover from it.

#72
  • 1 sweet and unexpected Christmas present from a client
  • 1 invite to go clubbing with another client this Friday
  • 1 pleasant comment by a personal training client of mine which is an attractive MILF (“I’ll follow you no matter where you go”, referring to the fact that I have to decide between the current gym I’m working and the other one I just joined)
  • My manager proposed me having a higher pay rate at the main gym where I am working by starting to do more proper and longer courses (higher pay + way more opportunities to meet a lot more women) because he told me he wanted to reward the best trainers

All the above manifestations happened in a day and a half

Genesis: Mogul Who?

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#73

Now it’s time to start planning the next cycle/s.

A few options to be considered:

  1. Khan ST2 + LotS + L:ME
  2. Khan ST2 + LotS + AoH
  3. Khan ST1 + LotS + L:ME
  4. Khan ST1 + LotS + AoH

I would love to go through a documented physical transformation in 2025, on top of optimizing my relationships and financial situation too.

#74

After a night dancing at the club where I felt off and definitely weaker than the last time I was there, it’s time to end this washout time and start with Khan ST2.

No more healing because it could be a sabotaging tactic to avoid what I truly want and especially need: the ultimate and most ambitious total reprogramming ever.

It’s time to become what I subconsciously feared a lot.

No more weakness allowed.

Only greatness is acceptable from now on.

I’m going to listen to ST2 alongside LotS and probably AoH.

So let’s start with my Physical, Mental, Emotional, Energetical and Spiritual transformation which means that 2025 will be the best year of my life.

The plan is not be able to recognize myself anymore, if I’ll compare it to what I’m currently am.

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#75

Listened to 1 min Khan ST2 loop this morning and then 1 minute loop of both Paragon (to recover faster from my light cold) and LotS.

I can feel the social reassurance and confidence building up already as I can approach strangers definitely more easily.

After playing with LotS I had the urge to start a brand-new Instagram account to document my physical transformation.

Also when I look into the mirror I see a better looking man.

#76

Even though I got a cold the last 2 days, I still managed to act effortlessly and with an increasing and quite unexpected extrovertion.

I finally find myself interacting spontaneously in a very social manner outside of the work at the gym. In fact, the outside world is becoming my social playground as it’s at work.

However, I got negative thoughts popping up but with the self-reassurance of saying them “Adios” for good. And as soon as I act on something they started to fade away.

And No…I’m not becoming an a**h*le in the meantime.

#77

Khan ST2 is starting to kick my a*s.

Lower mood, sub-hopping thoughts, negative thoughts and emotions emerging from my old Self.

Thank God I started using AoH to minimize the recon symptoms.

However, I don’t think Khan is a good choice to be played with when there’s an Holiday season around the corner because it requires you take relentless action when you just want to slow down and chill for few days.

That’s why I’m not feeling as good as the previous weeks when I was busier than usual with my jobs.

Live & Learn

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#78

Played 3 min. microloops of Khan ST2 + AoH + LotS this morning and I think I’m getting closer to my sweet spot.

No recon so far and I feel energized while enjoying more the time-off. I played Snooker online (the last time it was several months ago) and enjoyed more listening to my favorite music.

Physically shifting-wise I started to feel some pressure on my skull after I played LotS and my muscles are getting harder, even though I had to stop my workout routine since 2 weeks due to health issues (which I took care of with Paragon, in the meantime).

AoH is starting to reconnect me with the light/fun/entertaining side of life that I seriously neglected for a long time.

So AoH is another keeper for at least 3 cycles (the current one is included).

In other news, I got 2 more Personal Training clients out of the blue with 0 effort on my part. Also the amount of attractive girls/women are increasing all of a sudden at the main gym where I work.

It looks like I’m playing with a crazy cheat code.

#79

The current stack is making me question why I’m running it in first place.

Why do I want to become socially and sexually powerfully dominant? Is that to seek external validation to show off or brag about the next conquests? Is that to hide from some inferiority complex or to cover some past trauma?

Am I running it to feed my Ego or because I deeply want to overcome my limits/limitations? If I’m running it to overcome my limitations, then is there a better title to do that?

Why do I want to change my whole physical appearance? Lack of self-love and self-acceptance or because I want to prove something to others? Once again, isn’t it another mask for seeking the external validation which I can’t provide enough for myself right now?

Also, am I unconsciously seeking to be sexually free/liberated and probably don’t care about the whole power dynamics at all but to inflate my Ego?

If yes, then I only need to do a tabula rasa of my weaknesses and limits without going through the ST2, ST3, ST4 programming phase.

From there I can build something truly authentic and tailored to my deepest nature, which isn’t driven by egoic power dynamics.

At the end it always boil down to Freedom, satisfaction, inner and outer joy.

If not, I will keep chasing external things in order to cover something which is still lacking inside.

Money, power, women aren’t going to fix those inner things, I guess.

Another thing I would like to expose is all the contradicting thoughts, behaviors, actions and different attitudes I brought since a long time in many similar cycles.

There’s seem to be a deep cognitive dissonance still lingering in the background which then explodes from time to time in order to manifest polar opposite sides.

If not why do I fee the urge to change my stacks so many times in order to reach so many objectives in a very limited time frame?

It looks like I would benefit greatly with sticking to Total Breakdown + AoH + Alchemist:Singularity

#80

One of the greatest results I’ve been getting from Khan is losing interest in external validation and finding the deep well of internal motivation within me. Not just getting things to get them. Not just getting things because I want them. But getting things because I understand what will truly make me happy, and realizing I can have ANYTHING i want.

À la limite jouissance - KHAN
#81

@Jouissance Until there’s a need to share your results in a public forum where every post can be liked, then the external validation seeking behavior is still there.

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#82

Facing the worst recon in many weeks. I didn’t expect to end the year in this miserable and depressed mood.

Not good at all.

Where’s Art of Happiness when you need it the most? I’m trying to see my situation in a positive way but it doesn’t work.

While I was listening to my favorite music I cannot found the usual joy.

Another year…another pretty depressing end of the Year…

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#83

Feeling better today but I’m still in lower mood than the previous weeks.

If I recall it correctly, I started to get diminishing results when I introduced LotS into the stack.

The same thing happened when I paired LotS to my Genesis solo run.

There’s something in LotS which is slowing down everything else.

Maybe I should use restart with 30s microloops and increase the exposure by just 30s every week, instead of every listening day.

So I can still get physical shifting results without slowing down so much the overall growth in other areas.

#84

Experimented with additional 30 sec microloops to neutralize/lower the recon symptoms and it worked fortunately.

I’m recovering to my newer self instead of the old version of the last 2-3 days.

A little reinforcement can do wonders. However it has to be very light exposure-wise.

#85

I’m getting closer to my best listening pattern where I feel great and cool manifestations are occurring in a matter of hours, so recon is virtually non-existent.

High frequency of microloops played daily is the answer.

The least amount of listening time daily is enough to reinforce more and more the script.

So it seems like the effect you get with a powerful daily remainder.

The least amount of subconscious stimulation is enough to create a snowball effect.

The only requirement I keep experiencing is to have a strong enough social outlet to express the script. If not, the risk of getting directly to recon city is pretty high.

However becoming true dominantly and powerfully social (so the sexual dominance can be its strongest side-effect) is the only path of a Khan.

#86

I’m not seeing any results from LotS and AoH, to be honest, even though I’m playing them following the recommended pattern. Maybe Khan ST2 is overpowering everything else…Anyway, if there is small progress, they are way too slow and not worth the listening time.

Maybe I should try with full loops because with microloops I get some results with ST2 but not with the other 2.

So microloops with ST2 and full loops with the other 2.