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#854

I feel like I am slowly finding out what the inner spa is…I start to experience when I take rest that my mind relaxes and releases control over my body. I feel how the mind retracts control and projected tensions on my body to come to the here and now.

I am quite humbled to start to experience that gap between me and my mind for the first time.
Meditation never really worked for me as most my thoughts are somatized. Before I have bad thoughts my body automatically contracts and I am in a state where there is no other chance than to identifiy with my thoughts out of sheer pressure. These ideals of meditation that say: simply let the thoughts pass over you like clouds…doesnt work. as each of those clouds carries a thunderstorm that strikes me with lightning.

Also approaching a very very deep and rough pattern in my nervous system that seemingly kept my save in my childhood:
there is a connection between joy and fear. I slowly approach a point where I start to feel positive feelings like joy, accomplishment and pleasure in my body. But as soon as those come out…fear starts. And I start to realize that what I call fear is not fear. Its a feeling of terror. That feeling of: someone is after me and is gonna kick me out of society and banish me from humankind. And this feeling is connected to most of my actual feelings. there is this overhead (that seemingly tried to protect me in childhood) that makes every notion of my actual self seem life threatening.

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#855

32 days in on Dragon Reborn Regeneration

Its like in the description

When trauma arises, I have a bigger reservoir of warmth than trauma. I can fully relaxed experience all the energy I have to experience and then allways give myself love or rise until I end up newborn.

The amount of cleansing I expirience is amazing.

Good deep cleaning

Fantastic

Thank you Subliminalclub

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#856

Day 47 of Dragon Reborn Regeneration.

No matter what arises - I stand still and let it arise, watching it with loving presence.

Somehow even hard problems have no power anymore or let’s say they are no more the Monopole, now the dragon is here burning through it.

Is it uncomfortable - yes - very - but there is power to sustain my sanity

I could vomit all the time - a fire is burning in my stomach, non the less I like it.

On the same time I improved so much that I just stay with DR:R until 60 days.

What a fantastic cleansing, I have worked through different problems the last 10 days like a knife through butter.

Today I smoked cigarettes Lebanese and I am still inside. Pleasurable still and alive.

Thank you Subliminalclub

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#857

Wow. Imagine

#858

How would this pair with a title which has a more “fire” way of healing which is a counterpart of it.
Those “dragon flight” titles.

#859

Day 55 of consecutive use of DR:Regeneration

I am able to experience full force trauma release.

Its not even scary anymore

I just trust in full body release and it happens

I have build up a strong enough reservoir of warm regenerative love to release the burden.

Thank you Subliminalclub for this opportunity

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#860

Day 58

On washout since 4 days.

4x recon during this cycle from 20min to 1x3 hours

The last 10 days I had one release after the other, daily, sometimes a couple per daay

This morning I had terror in my head, I sat down and asked : where is this coming from? Instandly I saw a memory of a 2 year old me running for my life (the first trauma I expirienced) . I told myself : show me the fear.

I sat with the fear for 30 seconds, then utilized my whole consciousness and looked the fear in the core. Then started to laugh, fully relaxed with compassion thanked the fear and declared it useless.

Finaly the whole energy moved through my body and left for real.

:confetti_ball: :cowboy_hat_face: Victory :cowboy_hat_face: :confetti_ball:

then I collapsed for 40 min, complete shutdown, then reboot back into power.

I feel still, warm, cleaned of so many things, balanced, centered, alive, whole, ready to jump into life and many good things more.

I lost distraction /fleeing and gained curiosity about myself
I developed courage to expirience what is there in me and face it willingly and lovingly

I am unshakable still and even if I get shaken I am still, warm, present and loving towards myself

Newborn is the right word to describe my state.

What a masterpiece

Thank you @SaintSovereign @Fire

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#861

The biggest trouble I had during my Dragon Reborn Regeneration run was the last 5 days.

It knocked me out, straight into bed until I realized that it is OK to do nothing and rest.
Took me 4 days to learn that.

In rest lies the recharge

This was realy hard to do.

:joy:

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#862

Very deep recon last few days too.

Had to take a 5 integration days, thank god.

  • Work-life balance
  • Accept things I am not pleased with at work. Disillusionment, or rather getting out of spiritual bypass.
  • Showed me how my main drivers are actually fear based

Running it in a name-embedded with GLM.

This! It forced my stubborn ass to yield. I had no choice or else I would crash. I had to accept my humanity and need for rest. Rest as a discipline, a priority. Not a second hand thing.

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#863

Hehehehehehe so I am not the only one.
Had to accept that full force all the time isn’t the way.

Today I feel powerfull, rested and ready for round 2 of life

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#864

Hey @Leandros,
whats your resume 2 months later?
Was it worth it? Did all that stay? Did your body change pattern from all of those releases or did stuff come back?

#865

Ran a 25sec cycle next to AoH 3 days ago. Started resting in the afternoon instead of pushing through…and since 2 evenings, when the day is over my body goes LIMP. I mean truly limp. Hard part is though that I am getting nerve pain in hands, feet and the chest…It feels like a release…but quite quite intense…especially when trying to sleep.

It became quit here…did the hype go somewhere else? Is there a better healing title available now?

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#866

I relate to this. I’ve been having the same kind of insights during this cycle.

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#867

It is still Absolutely super worth.

Even today if a problem arises - I let it arise until the full spectrum is visible and then it starts to dissolve.

I feel through emotions and then they go
If it’s self worth I let it hit until I reach rock bottom and then there is love growing a better tree.

I treat myself lovingly and have more times where I just enjoy being by myself doing things for me.

Stability is ever present even in Storm times
My head is clear
Inside is love where pain was

I am on Khan Black st4 & Sanguine custom & Hero Origin, Hero tltb st1&4 custom plus WDB, Lovebomb, Inner Circle custom and it brought up abandonment issues to the point where I rejected women who have shown very clear actions towards me. So all I did was going home and start to heal this thing. Since 2 days I have healed this fears and yesterday evening I regretted my rejections but I also accepted that I have (maybe) lost them. I couldn’t react any other way at the time. Unless of course I woud ignore my shitty state and do it anyway wich would result in a catastrophe. The trigger was last week, I saw this magnificent girl again in the gym wo openly showed me her sexual interest and I ignored her completely. It hit her so hard that she lost all confidence and I saw her crumble down. I enjoyed it to see an inflated ego hit ground for 3 seconds and then it hit me hard. I don’t want to be responsible for that, I can do way better than that. So for a week I start to dig up everything that has to do with rejection and now I am calm - knowing I don’t die when someone rejects me (at the core it’s a mother and father problem)

So next time I see her I will go over and honor her.

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#868

This is really deep, dude! Admitting all this takes big courage! :trophy: :bowing_man:

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#869

It’s just the truth.

The even worse part was the enjoyment of someone else’s pain.

Like :hahahahahah finally you suffer, great no more walking around like your the pinnacle of existence, welcome to 1% of a man’s world.

I vomited physically for 1 min and done.

I want way better than that and am doing whatever I can.

My internal rage with women and people is on a low like never before. It’s realy enjoyable to not be at war al the time.

Still alot to do.

Sooooo let’s go

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#870

Consider PEACE. It’s going to essentially wipe this out over time.

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#871

Will try it next circle.

Also I figured out something interesting.

In the night from 11 to 9:30 in the morning the whole Anger and War vanish.
Point 9:30 when the shops open it starts with Anger about the system and people.

So I think this is more collective than my problem.

Also I am in the Italian part of Switzerland and these women here have no shame walking over to me and start to flirt while their husband boyfriend is present and I always see the guy dropping his head in hopelessness and then Start to hate me.

Its ridiculous, they drop him so fast to see if I am interested and the men just stand by with their heads down. It’s sooo fundamental respect-less.

No wonder I feel a river of hate towards women.

On the other side in Lugano (a city 40 min by train from my place) it’s the complete opposite. In this gym I feel a dirty vibe (negative, nothing positive) and a hate towards men to the point where I left the gym and vomited also.

I didn’t had that before moving to this area

Sure I have some parts I need to disolve but when I interact with women it’s positive.

Most of my hate and Anger vanished after I dissolved a lifelong trauma

Gona give PEACE a try anyway, I really need it.

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