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#854

I feel like I am slowly finding out what the inner spa is…I start to experience when I take rest that my mind relaxes and releases control over my body. I feel how the mind retracts control and projected tensions on my body to come to the here and now.

I am quite humbled to start to experience that gap between me and my mind for the first time.
Meditation never really worked for me as most my thoughts are somatized. Before I have bad thoughts my body automatically contracts and I am in a state where there is no other chance than to identifiy with my thoughts out of sheer pressure. These ideals of meditation that say: simply let the thoughts pass over you like clouds…doesnt work. as each of those clouds carries a thunderstorm that strikes me with lightning.

Also approaching a very very deep and rough pattern in my nervous system that seemingly kept my save in my childhood:
there is a connection between joy and fear. I slowly approach a point where I start to feel positive feelings like joy, accomplishment and pleasure in my body. But as soon as those come out…fear starts. And I start to realize that what I call fear is not fear. Its a feeling of terror. That feeling of: someone is after me and is gonna kick me out of society and banish me from humankind. And this feeling is connected to most of my actual feelings. there is this overhead (that seemingly tried to protect me in childhood) that makes every notion of my actual self seem life threatening.

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#855

32 days in on Dragon Reborn Regeneration

Its like in the description

When trauma arises, I have a bigger reservoir of warmth than trauma. I can fully relaxed experience all the energy I have to experience and then allways give myself love or rise until I end up newborn.

The amount of cleansing I expirience is amazing.

Good deep cleaning

Fantastic

Thank you Subliminalclub

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#856

Day 47 of Dragon Reborn Regeneration.

No matter what arises - I stand still and let it arise, watching it with loving presence.

Somehow even hard problems have no power anymore or let’s say they are no more the Monopole, now the dragon is here burning through it.

Is it uncomfortable - yes - very - but there is power to sustain my sanity

I could vomit all the time - a fire is burning in my stomach, non the less I like it.

On the same time I improved so much that I just stay with DR:R until 60 days.

What a fantastic cleansing, I have worked through different problems the last 10 days like a knife through butter.

Today I smoked cigarettes Lebanese and I am still inside. Pleasurable still and alive.

Thank you Subliminalclub

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#857

Wow. Imagine

#858

How would this pair with a title which has a more “fire” way of healing which is a counterpart of it.
Those “dragon flight” titles.

#859

Day 55 of consecutive use of DR:Regeneration

I am able to experience full force trauma release.

Its not even scary anymore

I just trust in full body release and it happens

I have build up a strong enough reservoir of warm regenerative love to release the burden.

Thank you Subliminalclub for this opportunity

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#860

Day 58

On washout since 4 days.

4x recon during this cycle from 20min to 1x3 hours

The last 10 days I had one release after the other, daily, sometimes a couple per daay

This morning I had terror in my head, I sat down and asked : where is this coming from? Instandly I saw a memory of a 2 year old me running for my life (the first trauma I expirienced) . I told myself : show me the fear.

I sat with the fear for 30 seconds, then utilized my whole consciousness and looked the fear in the core. Then started to laugh, fully relaxed with compassion thanked the fear and declared it useless.

Finaly the whole energy moved through my body and left for real.

:confetti_ball: :cowboy_hat_face: Victory :cowboy_hat_face: :confetti_ball:

then I collapsed for 40 min, complete shutdown, then reboot back into power.

I feel still, warm, cleaned of so many things, balanced, centered, alive, whole, ready to jump into life and many good things more.

I lost distraction /fleeing and gained curiosity about myself
I developed courage to expirience what is there in me and face it willingly and lovingly

I am unshakable still and even if I get shaken I am still, warm, present and loving towards myself

Newborn is the right word to describe my state.

What a masterpiece

Thank you @SaintSovereign @Fire

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#861

The biggest trouble I had during my Dragon Reborn Regeneration run was the last 5 days.

It knocked me out, straight into bed until I realized that it is OK to do nothing and rest.
Took me 4 days to learn that.

In rest lies the recharge

This was realy hard to do.

:joy:

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#862

Very deep recon last few days too.

Had to take a 5 integration days, thank god.

  • Work-life balance
  • Accept things I am not pleased with at work. Disillusionment, or rather getting out of spiritual bypass.
  • Showed me how my main drivers are actually fear based

Running it in a name-embedded with GLM.

This! It forced my stubborn ass to yield. I had no choice or else I would crash. I had to accept my humanity and need for rest. Rest as a discipline, a priority. Not a second hand thing.

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#863

Hehehehehehe so I am not the only one.
Had to accept that full force all the time isn’t the way.

Today I feel powerfull, rested and ready for round 2 of life

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