Ok, in the beginning I thought the my healing was acknowledging the toxicity I had in the relationship, but now I understand it’s the opposite.
Now, when I think about my ex, I don’t miss her anymore, I understand that she not only cheated on me, but she was also a very very bad partner.
She treated me very poorly and I couldn’t see it because I was so in love.
I now understand that my toxicity was only a reaction to her toxicity.
And even still, my toxicity is not even real, i was manipulated by her to believe that I’m the toxic one.
I see it so clearly now that I think to myself, how did you stay with her when she treated you like this?
I had a false image of her in my mind but it’s not reality it’s fiction.
Now when I see the truth I feel no love towards her and I will not miss her anymore.