Foxdie's (first: QLQ + AscensionQ) QL + Primal Seduction + Dragon Reborn

Journals - Major Programs
#104

QLQ ST1 - rest day 1 of the week
RegenerationQ - rest day 1 of the week
AscensionQ - rest day 1 of the week

Today I feel a lot of negative emotional discomfort without any reason. I think is my subcoscious processing the scripts and make me feel some reconciliation.

I decided to stay to stage 1 of QL until day 45. From there I’ll decide if I will pass or not to Stage 2.

Edit:
A really good thing that I noticed now is that when I think about something I want to do I never say again “I can’t do it”. This is a big change!
Even if I feel emotionally stressed or uncomfortable I no longer have to say “I can’t”, rather I think “ok. I feel uncomfortable and I don’t know why but I still think I have the skills to do this”.

There has been this shift where I know I can do one thing even if I feel uncomfortable.
I have yet to observe how this behavior will evolve because it is particupar, but for now it is going well.

#105

This is confidence. A valuable asset!

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#106

That’s great! It’s all kinda new to me. I have to get used to it.
In the past and during my childhood and adolescence I suffered from great lack of self-esteem, so this is a great achievement for me.

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#107

Also, take action IRL. Then the confidence will root itself within you.

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#108

I have a curiosity if someone can answer it. Does Ascension have any anti-porn or anti-fap scripts?
I read that in some subs there is those scripts.

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#109

Is there an urge to fap or watch porn?

#110

I would say no. Although I feel a consistent sexual desire, what I feel most is the desire to hit on real girls.
I have no desire for porn, because now when I think about it, it feels fake. And I don’t feel the need to fap.

For this I was curious and I asked. (Maybe it’s Regeneration?)

Let’s see how the situation evolves.

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#111

You self worth is raising.
Your brain is balancing.
Your confidence is raising.
Your are Ascending

Real men smash real women
:sunglasses:

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#112

And this is really great😎

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#113

QLQ ST1 - Day 31
RegenerationQ - Day 11
AscensionQ - Day 26

I am living this period like never before.
Usually during this time of year I always found myself under pressure, uncomfortable and anxious due to the study load and the upcoming session exams; in addition to this I had anchored negative emotions to these holidays due to past events. But now I feel great. Never before (and I repeat, especially in this period) have I felt so relaxed and peaceful. I feel an incredible inner calm.

On top of that I feel calm about the college exams that are coming up.

A paragraph on the QL page regarding the ST1 immediately comes to mind:

“Furthermore, Quantum Re-Balance will free you from limiting beliefs and emotional trauma, remove and release any creative blocks you might have, as well as pave the way for the development of rapid and easy understanding.”

I agree with the trauma release part. That’s actually what I feel.

At this rate I might decide to switch to QL ST2 after day 35.

#114

@FoxDie

I basically swapped out Regeneration for Dragon Reborn. I think it’s working much better for me that way.

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#115

QLQ ST1 - rest day 2 of the week
RegenerationQ - rest day 2 of the week
AscensionQ - rest day 2 of the week

Some things happening to me.

First of all, I feel a kind of anger or resentment inside of me. It is not that feeling that you have to vent on others but it is just something that I feel inside.

Another thing that happened to me is the lack of desire to study. The question, however, is more complex, the emotions in the previous paragraph are partly the cause of this lack of desire to study.

Finally a good thing. Now I am able to show more and more the true part of myself that before I hid for fear of being judged.
For example, I love manga, anime and video games and now I can more openly talk about them with others who don’t know them or share them on social networks. Before I didn’t do it for fear of being seen as a nerd or a loser, but now I understand that if I kept acting like this I would hide something I love, and if I hide something I love it means that I am hiding a part of myself.
So now I just do it and whoever sees me badly or who does not appreciate what I love or who I am does not deserve to be part of my life.

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#116

QLQ ST2 - Day 2
RegenerationQ - Day 17
AscensionQ - Day 32

Yesterday I started QL ST2, listening to it now I feel strange, I don’t know how to describe it. I feel a mixture of motivation and a feeling of hyperactivity. Every part of my body is telling me, “Act! Act! Act!”

Edit:
I also had a lot of anger inside me today especially while listening to Ascension.

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#117

QLQ ST2 - Day 3
RegenerationQ - Day 18
AscensionQ - Day 33

Last night I had a dream with a strong meaning.
I was married to a girl I found really attractive. In the dream I wanted her, I wanted to have sex with her, there was a problem though.
Her parents, especially her father, were always lurking to keep an eye on me and I couldn’t make love with her. Every time I touched her, her father would come to look at me and so I had to stop each time without ever being able to do anything with her.
Rather frustrating.

Let’s go back to real life.
I had another outburst today while texting on my group of friends because the people there didn’t respect me. This made me mad and I decided that I should be harder with people and not allow them to put their feet on my head, but above all to give trust only to those who deserve it.

With study, on the other hand, I am at a standstill. My desire to study is below zero. I don’t really want to open a book.

#118

I’ve wondered with healing subliminals if the energy becomes very focused on healing. Perhaps an extra rest day or two might help.

#119

I am akready doing 2 rest days, I don’t want to add other days to remain intact with the schedule

#120

Rest days are mostly necessary if you’re experiencing overexposure. For reconciliation on the other hand, it seems more viable to keep listening and change your action plan.

#121

Yes. What I am experiencing is reconciliation sometimes. As you say I might review my action plan.

For my stack: QL, Ascension and Regeneration, as trivial as the question seems, what could be some common actions to follow?

#122

@Hermit has a good point.

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#123

I do this. Talking about a subject or expressing a concept as you said and saying it in a different way to make sure the person understands or that I don’t sound stupid.