Foxdie ZP Journal (Wanted + Limitless + PS)

Journals - Major Programs
#41

PS + Wanted - Washout Day 1
Limitless - Washout Day 1

  1. I still think a lot about Goth-girl. I absolutely have to text other girls else to distract myself, because I can’t even concentrate on studying anymore. I feel jealous of thinking about her with others and I feel the weight of competition a lot. I’m in One itis.

  2. I still feel this negative and heavy feeling in my chest, I seem to notice that it triggers every time I think of goth-girl. At this point I can’t tell if it’s recon, or the fault of thinking about that girl or a combination of the two. What a nuisance …

#42

  1. I’m starting to feel incredibly good! I don’t know what happened but my mood has changed and I feel great and euphoric! Maybe my subconscious has resolved some conflict within me. I wish I always felt like this, because this is the best frame of mind to attract beautiful things in life.

  2. I texted another girl that I didn’t see from a while to divert my mind and I must say that hearing her again made me really happy.

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#43

PS + Wanted - Washshout Day 5
Limitless - Washout day 5

  1. The more I am in contact with Goth-girl, the more negativity and despair comes out of me. I understand only now that the problem is not just a concept of seduction, but a problem of self-acceptance and self-love. Being in contact with her is triggering in me every unconscious wound, need and desperation belonging to the past and to the moments of long ago when I didn’t feel enough or that I don’t feel accepted; the so-called karmic wounds.
    At this point I don’t know if it even makes sense to continue with PS and Wanted, because if the problem is a question of past unconscious trauma, focusing on seduction is not a good path, maybe I should focus more on what is called here in the Subclub forum , the “foundations”, or aim for just healing with a title like Regeneration.
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#44

Don’t be in contact with her, delete her from your Facebook, Instagram, etc. if that it is not possible, talk to more girls, or do other activities like sports, study, sleep!

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#45

Lol :smile: man you are just on one-itis. It hurts but it is not that deep. Trust us we have been there. It is normal that it hurts, that’s life :slight_smile:

Lol this. Nothing more to do. I would not be that extreme but I dont know you. Focus on other girls, get drunk I dont know, go kill yourself at the gym lifting weight. Bottom line stop contact with her.

#46

@Psiklou @magician

Maybe you guys are right, I’m exaggerating, but too often I fall into One Itis and then always sabotage myself and destroy my progress.
Anyway I get it, I’ll stay away from her for now.

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#47

It’s not exaggeration, I’ve been there. I have overcome that, using my own advice.

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#48

After the end of this 21 day cycle with PS + W + Limitless, I decided to switch stacks for a further cycle and replace Regeneration in place of PS. I felt I needed to heal something inside me that had to do with both women and people in general.
I will publish the link of this new journal here shortly, at the end of which I will return to this journal again, with PS.

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#49

here we are, the link for the new journal: