You’re not alone. I can’t do three subs either. I’ve tried multiple times in the past. Even two is pushing it if they demand a lot of deconstruction of beliefs.
Right now my strategy is one sub that is constant. This is the “core” sub, the one I want the most results from. Then I listen to other subs to compliment that and potentially swap them out. Technically it is stack switching, but because the core remains the same the goals are consistent and that helps me feel a little better.
Thank you for the text — it’s good to know I’m not alone in this. I’m going to follow a similar strategy: keep RICH as my main sub and use some complementary subs during the stack in a more “secondary” way. But when recon hits, I’ll go back to using only it.
Anyway, just opening a parenthesis to say that I’m happy to see you here — both on the forum and also reading my journal. I missed you during this time.
Always happy to drop by and led some support, we all gotta raise each other up! 
You got this!
∆ RICH 30s ∆
∆ rest day ∆
Yeah, I’m going to build some momentum with RICH now. Now that the whole Carnival phase and the Core Energetics immersion are over, I can look more carefully at what I want to do next — even whether I’ll go back to exposing myself to CC.
This period without exposure to CC helped me see the “crown” place it has consolidated, and I’m really happy about that. I can even imagine how much further I can go.
As for RICH results, I feel them more as internal shifts happening little by little, and a slightly stronger sense of confidence related to this topic.
∆ RICH 30s ∆
∆ rest day ∆
I’m having some really amazing results in this blooming phase of WDB. It’s been incredible.
Some relationships are maturing, others are naturally falling away. Dynamics are maturing as well. And I’ve been having really good experiences with the people I actually desire.
I really created some momentum with WDB. It was basically two weeks straight.
I’m happy to see what’s happening during these days without exposure.
∆ RICH 30s + WDB 15s ∆
∆ rest day ∆
I’ve been experiencing some emotional recon with RICH. I’m waiting for the worst of it to pass — especially since these are the first exposures — and just moving through it to see what unfolds once things calm down.
∆ RICH 30s + WDB 10s ∆
∆ rest day ∆
I feel like I’m experiencing endless recon from RICH. It’s rough.
But that’s one thing I keep thinking about: adding C&C to the stack again. I’m missing it and some of its features would be really useful. I’ll keep observing.
∆ RICH 35s + WDB 20s ∆
Dream Boy is so “Dreaaaam Boooooi” haha. I don’t know if it translates well, but I really wanted to convey the feeling it gives me. Like the feeling of someone announcing… “And here it comes… Dreaaam booooi.” haha.
Nice experiences with one chick — THE chick.
Anyways…
I’m really thinking about going back to C:C.
I’ll test if I can handle the three:
RICH + WDB + C:C
∆ rest day ∆
First day when I really FELT what RICH is about.
I’m also using ThetaHealing to help me with some energetic aspects and blocks. Today I felt something different — the recon / melancholy / sense of stagnation decreased.
I’m going to keep creating momentum with it, now I can feel a sense of confidence regarding financial matters.
∆ rest day ∆
A LOT of things falling away .
∆ RICH 35s + WDB 15s ∆
I had a job interview. Nice. Let’s see where it goes, but I know it’s just the beginning.
I’m continuing to follow this movement, and I can notice many important and significant internal changes happening.
Other than that, I’ve been having some internal challenges regarding the girl I’m interested in. We’ve already connected on a very deep level, but taking the next step has been a challenge — for me and for her.
Anyways, I’ve had some really emotional breakthroughs these days, especially because of RICH. Now I feel like I can increase my exposure, and that’s what I’m going to do.
∆ RICH 1min + WDB 30s ∆
I had a kind of shitty experience with the girl, and it hit me pretty hard. It brought me a bit of a reality check and showed me the truth about what I had been fooling myself about in that connection.
I’ll see how I process it, but it makes me want to step away from WDB for a while and focus only on C:C and RICH.
∆ rest day ∆
I’m going through a 3-day training to potentially become a freelancer for a company. WDB has been helping me a lot, especially when it comes to dealing with clients. It’s been really nice to see this energy being directed in that way.
∆ RICH 1min + WDB 30s ∆
∆ rest day ∆
I’m pretty irritated with this damn strategy I bought. It pisses me off because the company shows client results, but I’ve been using it since NOVEMBER and still haven’t been able to withdraw anything on Apex.
I get the impression that the people who do withdraw are using way more contracts than recommended and taking on higher risk. And also making manual interventions in the bot, which doesn’t make any sense, because the strategy should be robust enough not to need that.
But every time I ask about it, they don’t really say anything — just give shallow answers.
Anyway, I was actually getting better results when I was following live sessions and doing my own trades on that account. Now the bot has given back some of the profits I had made.
I’m seriously thinking about stepping away from WDB for a while and going back to focusing on C:C and RT — choosing one of them to really unlock automated trading.
∆ WDB 40s + RICH 15s ∆
∆ 2 rest days ∆
∆ END OF CYCLE ∆
Me and the girl are kind of in a friendship zone. I’m less focused now on just making something happen.
As crazy as it may sound, and even with the recent events changing our dynamic and how I show up, we ended up taking a short trip together, and it was really good.
We went to a lot of waterfalls, had great moments, a couple of more intense moments and even some “arguments” (probably built-up sexual tension, my guess), and also moments of deep intimacy.
Anyway, I’m letting things flow at their own pace and respecting her timing. I feel like that’s what this is more about right now.
Also, on that trip I met a really nice French guy. We connected a lot on an intellectual level, and I felt really happy to have experienced that.
∆ NEW CYCLE ∆
∆ RICH 1min ∆
∆ 2 rest days ∆
So, I’m going to end my exposure to WDB for now and start with Summertime. Deep down, I’ve already made my choice. I’ve been feeling some pre-results since Sunday.
I’m aware that stopping WDB might reduce my contact with her, but it is what it is. During this period, we had plenty of opportunities, and she didn’t take the chances to actually move things forward with me.
So now the focus is going to be on taking care of myself, opening up to new possibilities, and focusing on finding a job.
∆ Summertime 15s + RICH 30s ∆
∆ rest day ∆
Yesterday was a very difficult day.
She didn’t want to see me in person. We were in the same place, and she said she was “too lazy” for me — too lazy for the demands that our relationship requires, or for some of my dynamics.
I feel like we went through some kind of energetic cut. One of her friends invited me to go out at night, but my intuition told me not to go because she would be there and it wouldn’t be good for me. It’s bizarre that all of this is happening just one week after our trip and after so many good moments.
I’ve been wondering if our connection wasn’t just WDB forcing situations and creating a kind of bubble that, deep down, doesn’t really exist.
I went to a really dark place, and I still feel that way when it comes to romantic relationships.
And this happening right when I switched from WDB to Summertime… thoughts like: “if I had continued with WDB, none of this would have happened,” and things like that.
Yesterday I cried a lot. I also cried because she’s the kind of person who says she won’t “save” me and makes that very clear.
Summertime has been bringing up a lot of grief related to my mother’s death. Maybe that’s something she doesn’t want to deal with, on top of everything else — including the fact that being with me would mean her stepping into something within the LGBTQIA+ space.
First $100 from RICH
∆ CC 30s + Summertime 7s ∆
When I was only on CC dogs and cats were afraid of me. Now with Summertime they still love me.