So, about GLM.
I completed 21 days, and I want to share a bit about my perceptions.
I don’t think the foundational process it can promote is complete by any means. In the near future, I definitely want to continue, but for now I also want to observe what settles in.
I felt it drastically changing my base of thinking, in a very structural way.
Through it, I started to look more closely at the dynamics of the game of life — whether I agree with them or not, they are part of the game. I began to notice the “hidden strategies” operating beneath the surface, and to think about how I can use this newly opened perception to make better choices.
Instead of judging, there is now a part of me that simply sees the dynamics — even the most grotesque ones — and thinks:
OK — this is part of the game.
That led me to new questions:
How do I want to position myself within this game?
How do I want to play it?
Why do I want to play it, and where do I want to go?
These are questions GLM opened up, and I don’t necessarily have the answers yet.
The only thing I know for sure is this:
I need to position myself and be someone of value in this game.
Not just to play by the rules, but to be able to change how the game is played from within — or at least to operate from a place of greater power inside it.
During this cycle, I watched many films about strategy, mafias, and strong characters who command everything through power. I also looked behind the scenes of artists I admire, and I can now see that it’s not just about ART — it’s about many other things.
And power is the main currency.
This realization is a bit distressing for me, but it is what it is.
Once you see it, you can’t unsee it.
I had already seen it before — but now I’m seeing it on another layer.
Maybe I really do need this foundation in order to live my mission, which, in truth, is only just beginning.
That’s it.
It’s a raw, naked truth.
And yet, it doesn’t shake me deeply inside.
It feels more like:
OK.
This is how it is.
These are the rules.
Now, let’s learn how to play.
I see GLM as a silent master — someone who has been through many hard things and is no longer surprised by what can happen. But at the same time, it never leaves its foundation unprotected.
A raw process — for me.
And I believe it will remain so until this foundational work is truly complete.
For now, I’m going to observe what remains after this period of exposure.
I’m moving to WDB, because I felt a very strong intuition that I’m going to meet someone important through it — someone who will bring me what I need, not what I think I want. I don’t know if that makes sense.
During this GLM cycle, I also thought a lot about ASBR and what it can contribute to this journey as an ally. I believe that if I return to ASBR, it will be from a completely new place. And if needed, AoW will also be my ally.
For now, this is it. I leave these thoughts here.
“Once you see it, you can’t unsee it.”
That’s what GLM is about for me.