Here’s another take.
You probably know your purpose(s) on some level, but have been discouraged from following it (them) due to bumping into many obstacles in the past. We experience too many of these setbacks early enough in life or in too brief of a time period and we get overwhelmed and we shut down. Then due to avoidance and self-protective suppression we feel that ‘we’ve forgotten it’ and ‘don’t know what it is’. In fact, we’re hiding from further disappointment behind a wall of apathy. Eventually, the wall itself gets buried, and, forgetting the entire thing, we’re left just feeling like we never had a purpose in the first place.
It’s not true.
Your body knows.
So, spend $35 and run Ascension. Your confidence, energy, and self-efficacy will rise. Then just do what comes naturally. Do what you want to do. Your purpose(s) will reveal itself(themselves).
For a person who feels capable, the world is full of purpose.