I was going to write about this last night, but my post was much more detailed than expected, so I left it. I also knew it was based in insecurity.
People looking for financial examples from someone using EOG might be thoroughly confused reading my journal the last few weeks. 90% of my writing is dealing with emotional hangups of mine. What’s that got to do with finances?
In my day to day experience, it’s got everything to do with finances and long-term goals. Up to this point in my life, I’ve kept my growth and wealth small since having either threatened my trained norm of “keep yourself safe. Don’t change! Hiding from challenges is the safest route”. I have unconsciously done exactly what my mother did. And I’m going for 3 months with EOG since day by day I’m seeing old destructive roots which try to still keep me small. Presently, I’m between some grief and a growing internal strength. The grief stems from letting go of singular roots, and compared to the subtle misery of hiding and stuffing my awareness of them inside, it’s freeing and desirable. I feel excitedly initially when I see some hangup showing itself. It’s like EOG is the least expensive therapy I’ve ever experienced, and I’m becoming much more involved. Listening is easy, but I am working with it to allow the changes which are prompted. Seriously, I’d purposely ignored such hangups for years since I didn’t have continual reminders and motivation to make the changes. That’s why I recirculated my mental junk for years. Iron Throne is a true gift to remind us that we need to move forward.
Also, I’m in a rare spot among individuals, as I’ve already acquired enough finances to work with, preserve, and multiply for generations to come. So I’ve not been stressed with “how am I going to do this?” In @Simon’s early suggestions of doing a wealth journal, he specifically pointed us to seek what a wealthy lifestyle looked like, and he shared it isn’t about money alone. For me, this correction and self-healing is the one thing I’ve focused on for 20+ years, so this is exactly why I write about it so much. And being able to handle such wealth is dependent on thinking correctly, perceiving situations and opportunities correctly.
Wealth is internal. It’s all mental. So having poor and painful thinking produces like in return. I DON’T like daily pain, so hell yes, I’ll do 90 days. That mental freedom is priceless. That’s the real digging for gold I’ve desired. This is why I’m here with SC. I’m seeking freedom, and EOG ST1 is showing me it exists. I’m in.