Since listening to DRG, have you noticed people treating you significantly more respectfully suddenly? As in so significant, even a hardcore skeptic wouldn’t be able to explain it away?
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Oh shoot I forgot to answer you man, apologies 
I wouldn’t say “significantly” more, but it’s enough for it be noticeable, however, this is also due to the fact that I’m showing completely new side of mine to these people.
People who used to use me to joke around, or always turn things like work tasks into competitions, are now respecting me more, cause I stopped tolerating all that, and instead put a stop to it.
Yesterday for example, a friend of mine was joking around and we were having some casual banter, up until he said something to me that I would have overlooked if it wasn’t said right in the middle of the department, and opposite to him were 2 new female new joiners, who obviously heard what he was saying, because they did giggle.
I confronted him about it later in the day in our group chat, and the first thing he said was “woah, where’s all this coming from? This is how we always joked with you, so why do you mind it all of a sudden?”, and tried to act as if I’m the one “overreacting” about it, but instead I respectfully argued my point, and even I was surprised with how eloquent I sounded, and at the end, he still didn’t apologize, but did tell me that he won’t be joking around people again.
Fast forward to today morning, and suddenly the other 2 guys from the group had a shift in their behavior and how they talked to me, and not a single joke was told at my expense, in fact, I was being treated like I was their superior, so there’s that.
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This is very insightful!
Thank you!
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RV, you sure you’re not a ninja?
Swooping in from the shadows to help people find clarity and reinforce results, then leaving before they even realize what just happened
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How did I help you find clarity or reinforce your results?
You haven’t for me, yet; but I see your replies to people on this forum and it’s pretty helpful
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What a wonderful experience it has been with the first stages, it was enough to make me realize the areas that I have been lacking in as both a person and a man, and it’s safe to say that confronting these issues head on has already changed a lot in my day to day life.
I’m already super grateful for the changes I went through, and they’re pretty much all summarized in the posts above, but the biggest change I’d have to say is my mindset; no more tolerating bullshit from people just because I respect them and don’t want to cause an upset.
And so, we now move on to stage 2, and in classic Invictus tradition, I present to you all:
Entropy stage 2: Expand ZPv2
- Dragon Reborn: Gold st2 core
- Khan Black st2 core
- Synergy: Energetic Transcendence
- Synergy: Divine Dominion
- Synergy: Apollon Unbound
- Anvil of Hephaestus
- Heracles
- Serum X
- SPS: Endocrine system
- Synergy: Primordial Aura
- Joie de Vivre
- Gratitude Embodiment
- Deep Sleep
- Subconscious Flow
- Cosmic Navigator
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Its been a while since I wrote anything in here, which is mostly because of the direction my life decided to head in after starting DRG2, and well, the thoughts and the way reality was changing overwhelmed me a bit more than I anticipated, and well, I still had a lot of control over myself and my response to the situations, as well as reflecting on the thoughts instead of acting on them, and just like Heartsong, DRG2 brought up the break up ideas, because it saw it as a limiter in my life.
Every single time I ran Heartsong before, I wanted to leave my girl, and never really pinpointed the reason as to why I wanted to leave her, which @SaintSovereign even knows Friday, and then came DRG2 and brought those up again, but mostly to show me the areas I need to work in and being limited to.
I realized that even though I loved her a lot, I was just content with things, and not really that happy.
I was my happiest at work, while gaming, with my cousins, with the boys, and even at my events, yet with the one person I wanted to be with for the rest of my life? Just content with things.
I was compromising a lot, and I dealt with certain issues by using subs in order to “move on”, when in truth, you shouldn’t ever do that for anyone other than yourself, cause at the end of the day, we all deserve to be loved for who we are.
I couldn’t feel that with her anymore, and ever since that jail incident, it’s been more or less feeling that way, maybe she got a deep fear? Maybe she got cold feet after I talked about marriage? Maybe she was just attached to me sexually?
No matter the reason, the relationship did not seem like it was leading anywhere, it was a trip without a destination, and each day it was just getting harder to wanna continue the trip, and this was the main reason I wanted to test Heartsong again, cause I did want to make it better, but alas, I woke up from a nightmare that involved her and her sis tying me up, slicing and chopping my body into pieces, and throwing them into a river.
I realized from the dream that I was slowly dying from inside, and it was because of the fact that the relationship became draining, and till this day, I do feel like it drained me out a lot, and changed me in ways I don’t appreciate (she was one of the reasons I reduced my gaming by a lot), because of which, I broke up with her right away.
It wasn’t random though, we both knew it was time, as on Friday we went out and she didn’t even wanna hold my hand, and on Sunday her texts felt a bit too devoid of feelings, so I just broke up when I woke up to go to work on Sunday (after the nightmare).
And now? I feel free, I feel more expressive, I feel like I’m having more fun in life without having to think too much, and I’m enjoying everything even more (even got back to gaming).
With all that said, after I was done with DRG3, I didn’t wanna continue the program anymore, mainly because I didn’t feel like my mind wanted to continue with it, but KB is still staying, and along with that, maybe I’ll experiment customs again.
So yeah, after being together for close to 4 years, it all went down the drain.
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Just remember master manifester that when one door closes plenty more open … while it’s sad that you both broke up, you will find someone else … i mean look at your past with subs lol… you had girls going crazy over you
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I forgot to mention something 
I broke up around 9:30am on Sunday, then took the day off from work, went out to grab lunch with a “friend”, and well… it seems like my hands alone can make a girl squirt now 
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Nows a good time to bounce back and find what you truly are looking for now
Whole lotta women out there now to play with. You thinking of any new customs with MDFY in them?
Keep at it bro 
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Dude, this post resonates on a whole other level.
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Do you think she sensed you’re pulling away or coming to a conclusion with the relationship?
I imagine your journey, experience, and growth, both together and personally, still were valuable for your life.
So, your intuition and instinct was to drop DRG in full?
Did it help with leadership, performance, and positivity at all or mostly just this introspection that led you to more freedom?
@lovage pointed this out to about DRG, he said it’s like Chosen on steroids. People are looking to him for positive leadership and responsibility. And this is leading to better opportunities. And that there is no tolerating BS on DRG.
Alright, back at it.
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Did you ever wondering if she and her sister were controlling you emotionally as a team or tag-team?
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Honestly can’t tell, but she did admit lost feelings for much longer than she has admitted.
I won’t deny it at all, because it is due to the experience that I now understand my worth on a deeper level.
Yes it has helped in those categories, however, I just had this intuitive feeling that it was time to go back to being my true self, cause I have no more things to “fix”, the healing I needed was by removing myself from what I put myself into.
Seeing as how much the sister has been asking me about how I am, asking to go out with her, trying to find times to call me, all to “comfort” me, made it pretty clear that these 2 were trying to mess with me for quite some time.
I guess my sexual value overshadowed the fact that I’m still a human with a heart, so in a sense, I feel like they objectified me, because even after the break up, my ex asked if I still wanna “use her for pleasure”, which to me is very disgusting.
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@RVconsultant can you close this journal please?
And @SaintSovereign can you play check the PM I sent you 
?
Thank you
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My man 
great journal
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