I was talking about this with a guy last night that went to peru to do ayahuasca and stayed for 3 months. He was really positive about the experience. He even considered buying land there to stay forever
You can microdose on ayahuasca I’ve done it many times and then you don’t go to really dark places it’s just a positive experience with light healing. But even if you do full doses then you’ll be fine after it’s finished but yeah it is really difficult because you get confronted with things that you don’t want to see about yourself and your life but then that’s how you grow. It’s the same with subliminals, you get tested and challenged and that’s how you grow. I’ve even done full doses myself alone you get used to the pain after some time. If you have any questions you can pm me
That is actually a really good idea because on ayahuasca you do come in contact with spirits and you can use the protection