Perfect! Happy for you. And I sure will!
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Time to go OMAD because Iāve been mostly 2-3MAD.
Had quite stressful but also nice last couple of days. Not that long ago I posted here that
it continues to build up, which is nice.
Doing insane amounts of uni work, potentially with multiple all-nighters in the future (had 1 just today). I donāt really have time for actions towards my goals right now unfortunately but this will pass soon and Iāll get my free time back
I added EoG 1 back. Why? Because I noticed that even though I donāt have that many conscious limiting beliefs (like ārich are evilā), I do have some other subconscious things regarding money which I definitely need to get rid of.
For how long? Iām planning at least 3 rounds (+ finishing this one lol). So, roughly until April.
Adding new subs always makes me dream about playing video games
Well, shit. Shouldāve started EoG1 a bit earlier lol, maybe wouldāve prevented this
Basically, I work on my brotherās pc. Itās way better than mine. And today he decided to clean it up from dust and basically, short circuited video card somehow lol
Not a good financial manifestation lol
Turns out I lost 4.5 kg from the start of December.
Also I havenāt been able to take much action in the last couple of days due to uni, still. I will have time after 29th. Even more so, from 31st to around 10th of February Iāll have a lot of both times and opportunities for action.
In the mean time, I bought myself ibutamoren. Also since itās New Year and everyone is exchanging gifts, I asked for creating and boron. I usually have no idea what I want for New Year. I donāt think there are any more worthy supplements than these.
Also got an idea on how to journal better. Just have to follow this prompt:
- What actions am I gonna take today?
- Review of the day. What actions I took, what actions I didnāt take, why
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Seeing some weird dreams.
15 min loops feel smoother than 5 min. Though, I didnāt have time today so listened to 15 min Stark and 7 min HOM. Still, 15 min is the way to go for me.
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I feel like Iām in front of some big breakthroughsā¦ I canāt pinpoint exactly what is changing but something is changing. Some structures are definitely moving. Iād like to even prolong the listening cycle but Iām not going to do it
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Iām met with reconciliation. Now Iām doubting whether Stark was a good choice. But Iāll keep going with Stark obviously
So, I got the breakthrough, I understood what was worked on. It was my confidence. It got to a new level. Not the cocky-type confidence but rather way more comfort in my own skin, so to speak.
And one more thing that I noticed is that after 1(!!!) loop of EoG ST1, my relationships with finance have changed quite a bit. Itās not my first loop of EoG1, I had 1 cycle with it but it was the first loop in this cycle. Hope Iām clear enough.
It seems that earlier when I had money, I was getting some fight or flight response from my body. I didnāt even notice how my mind would get agitated when Iād get big (for my current financial placing) money. Now itās calmness and creativity. I get lots of ideas which are even easy to implement. Iāll continue with EoG1 for now. Iām currently running my last loop before a washout. Iām not sure if Iāll do 5 days of washout, most likely Iāll have to push it to 7 days because of the New Year celebrations, etc. etc. - In any case, I donāt mind a few additional days of washing out. Looking back, December was very productive
Charisma. It has improved as well with the newfound confidence. My popularity seems to be rising. Remember I said that it felt as if no one listened to me one day? It doesnāt happen anymore. Even more so, I started loving the spotlight of attention. And getting this spotlight is actually not that hard. Itās amazing how smooth those subs are because I only notice those things looking back - they werenāt really congruent with my character before and now they are extremely natural.
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Also itās as if my awareness and vision became clear and I see now that my social circle is pretty shit lol
I hope iāll get better IRL circle in 2024. Gotta get to higher level groups
What I noticed is that Iām very negative. I donāt know why. I need love bomb but Iāll get at least 1 cycle with EoG1 first
The self talk is awful, mostly. There are glimses of great self talk, so good you can put it into motivational videos and youāll be fired up lol
Man Iām angry af, everything is irritating
I wonder whether thatās recon, my usual state that I wasnāt aware of or just overall result of stress from life lately
Saw 3 dreams this night
first was about my taekwondo trainer. I stopped with taekwondo like 6 years ago lol - was quite positive
second was about my girlfriend - very positive as well, we went to some kind of castle or something, was pretty interesting
third was about me forgetting itās my birthday lol - neutral
3rd day of washout and man, some intense processing is going on. Iām in recon hell. Sadness, anger, some other emotions Iāve never even felt before and canāt identify. My naps are like 3 hours long with vivid dreams
eh anyway, this washout is probably gonna be more than 5 days but no promises
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Happy New Year to everyone! Itās a bit late, hehe
But anyway, time to work lol. I ended my washout, it was 5 days. It felt like I was in deep recon and even some sort of limbo
anyways, my stack is Stark + HOM + EoG 1 currently
Letās go.
What actions am I going to take in regard to subs?
- Image streaming + debriefing (for intelligence in Stark and HOM)
- Working on the bot, thinking through the system again because for some reasons my code doesnāt work lol (Stark, HOM).
- For EoG1 I really donāt have any idea on what I can do except for just letting it work tbh.
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Thatās most definitely recon 
Maybe a good idea to lower your exposure to the subs this new year? The less = More approach works very well for me.
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I donāt know yet, on one hand I had some good results with 5-7 min loops but 15 feel a lot smoother in the moment. Need some more testing lol
But I definitely was very stressed in that period. I only recently started getting more than 4 hours of sleep, not having that many responsibilities, etc., no wonder Iām not in recon anymore lol
Did everything I planned, tomorrow is going to be a coding day for me.
Also finally starting the gym. I had to rest for an experimental protocol and now I can finally train again. I missed the gym so much. Iād gladly even go right now but itās closed already and Iām gonna sleep soon