I haven’t updated this journal in awhile. All I can say is that Q is working. It is still just as hard to run. Currently, I’m running Emperor Q, GLM Q and LD Q. 2 loops of each. The few times I went over and ran Emperor Q for 6 or 7 loops a few days in a row, I ended up having a solid headache and feeling tired and not wanting to get out of bed. A few days ago. I had to take a day off. It was like my body couldn’t absorb anymore information. I just couldn’t get myself to put my earphones on.
The most interesting aspect for me is that I feel a sort of mental or internal solidity. A lot of fears or hesitations that I had about the direction of my life have just vanished. I can’t say that I became bolder. It’s just that those fears are no longer really there so the only thing left to do is to take action.
A few interesting freelancing/business opportunities have opened. The way this thing is going, I could be very well have turned my financial situation around by the end of this year.
Another thing I noticed is that, sometimes the old “me” or the old beliefs try to resurface but I just push them away without any effort. It is weird to feel like you who you’ve always been but at the same time you are also in transition towards something great.
Little by little I stopped seeing greatness as something that is only meant for others. Right now I’m getting ready to shoot to the top of my professional field. Not because I’m the best at my craft but because I’m starting to think the top is where I belong. I’ll get there somehow.
All I can say is that Q works. It is hard you run but it is doing its job. I still have a long way to go but I’m feeling confident.