My previous stack was Emperor, Stark and Sage Immortal. However I cycled out Sage Immortal for Mind’s Eye on occasion.
Since House of Medici ZP is released, starting today my stack:
1st 25 Day Cycle - Emperor, Stark, HoM
2nd 25 Day Cycle - Emperor, ME, HoM
Results so far [From Emperor+Stark]
Initially I ran Stark and Emperor but it’s a crazy combo. After the 2nd day got into a big blowout with a supervisor, my manager and another department head at work. The only reason things didn’t go sideways is something in Stark really made passionate about my response and everyone could clearly feel it. In my head I kept thinking “this is bullshit, we need better systems and processes” and that was the tone of my exchange. It made a LOT of people uncomfortable. We’re publicly traded but in many instances we’re running like an early stage startup. While a few of our systems and processes are good, a lot of them suck.
So when a supervisor suggested something that clearly was only being done to placate another department head and was just off process, I called everybody out.
So…THAT HAPPENED
The whole thing just irked me. A thought came out of no where, I’'ll just have to create my own system". Shortly after an idea for a side hustle came to me. After some research and testing, I realized the idea is viable. I’m working on it now, ready for launch in 6-8 weeks. Should be able to have a couple of salespeople onboard to help with initial customer outreach. My hearts racing just talking about it - but there isn’t a fiber in my body that doubts I can pull this off.
Around the same time I resolved an issue I’ve been dealing with for about 5 months with a large financial institution. While relaxing late night thinking things over, a solution came to me. I immediately reached out to a national watchdog and two government agencies. Problem was resolved in 2 days and the company called me to straighten things out. This after multiple phone calls over 5 months and HOURS on the phone. Solved just like that. In the past I would never have thought to involve those agencies and handle things the way I did.
That said, even with those results I added Sage Immortal to temper the Emperor Stark effect. Never in my life have I operated at such a high level of efficiency or been so effective. And it was pretty unnerving. Something about a 3rd sub (I’m guessing) toned things down a bit.
Mind’s Eye
I’ve had some interesting experiences with ME, the first of which you can read about here, if you haven’t already.
Most of the others aren’t really noteworthy - but this one was kind of crazy, at least to me. I’ve never had anything even close to this happen to me before.
No long after that last experience I was in bed kind of relaxed and a thought turned into a daydream of sorts. The difference here is I noticed my forehead was getting incredibly warm and kind of pulsating. I remember everything kind of being tinged in gold with lots of color and detail. Then my body got tight and with each breath it felt like my body and forehead were vibrating but out of sync. One would vibrate on inhale the other on exhale. Then the daydream suddenly felt like I had stepped into a movie and was actually living it.
Once that happened the pulsing from my body and forehead sync up, everything was aligned. It felt like energy moved up from my lower body, traveled up to my forehead and exploded out into gold shards. The closet thing I can compare the sensation to is having an orgasm but this was not physical in any way. But it had the same feeling of…release and relief…if that makes sense.
Maybe a half hour or so later, I got a random message that led to a phone conversation. I won’t give to much detail. But several hours later everything in that daydream happened. The whole scene, almost down to the little details - a handful of things were different but the whole experience was super trippy.
Since then my dreams are…different. If feels like there is a thinner barrier between by dream awareness and day to day life. I’m getting messages about things. It’s as if my dreams/subconscious is talking to me. My forehead gets warm and starts pulsing when I concentrate and visualize or think about anything for more than 10-15 seconds, even with eyes open.
After this last experience I took a break from ME to to think about how best to use my new - hell I don’t even know what to call it. Skill? Ability? Finally decided in the coming weeks I’ll focus things on my start up idea and live through each milestone visually. Should be interesting.
I edited this post a few times but I’m still not able to fully describe the experience. So, no more edits.