New user here. Just purchased the other day. A bit skeptical if anything will happen since I only need to listen 30m every 2 days… I am used to listening much longer, but anyway I will commit for a month and see how it goes.
This is my baseline…
Started listening yesterday 2 loops, today 1 loop… not quite following the directions, but I felt like I should run it today.
Anyway, today was tough for me (idk if it is the sub on the first run or at all), but I have been sort of beating myself up and just depressed about not owning my own business. I have been trying for some time - admittedly I could start a business in anything and be making $ by now.
But I have been squarely focused on software as my chosen avenue. This is why its been so challenging. I reach out to CEOs over email, talk to them over the phone, pick their brain and see if I can make a software product out of it.
Back in Oct or so I found an idea, created an MVP, and it fell through since the client didn’t want to pay what it was worth (what I thought it was [$500/m]). This happened before on another software idea- the reason that one fell through was that the problem wasn’t painful enough after I had spent thousands developing something.
The real issue is working for other people. I probably have a pretty secure job as an IT guy, but I hate, and I mean HATE being someone’s b*tch. F**k that. This feeling has gotten worse and worse over time.
Every day, I feel myself slowly becoming more “alpha/dominant”. Not the word I like to use-perhaps… more in control of my life, aka less fks given*, and others if they let me
I was already heading in this direction before this sub, but today was tough. They want me to go back to the office, and I HATE that. If I am WFH I can work on my side hustle (software, reaching out to CEOs).
Also, I wear pheromones, I do think this has also helped me in my direction. If you’re wondering what kind: Bad Wolf by liquid alchemy labs and some copulins.
Women dept is doing pretty well, but my displeasure of working for someone is bleeding into it, and it’s causing disruptions with my vibe.
Anyway, nice to meet you all- nice to get that off my mind.
Onwards and inwards
PS: What’s the best time to listen, before bed?