I’ve been listening to emperor/stark for a few days now, keeping strict and consistent with low loops and rest days.
This morning I woke up and had a sort of mini breakthrough that I have an unhealthy need for female validation and that seems to drive everything I do.
I’m guessing that this popped into my head out of the blue today because the messages being sent by emperor/stark are conflicting with some deeply set conditioning in my subconscious. My only question is how would be the best way to tackle this? I’ve tried to meditate on it and haven’t been able to single out any singular experiences or trauma that would have created it.
I’m curious if I should use this as an opportunity to listen more or whether it’s an indication that more rest is needed? In my head the logical answer is to listen more to completely overpower the conditioning that I would want to remove but I’m fairly new to all this.
Any advice would be much appreciated friends.