Whats good guys,
I’ve just bought my first subliminal - Emperor - and look forward to getting started.
I’m under no illusions that this will be a long process of development, but want to document my journey from the beginning. That way, future reflective work will be more accurate.
Currently where I’m at: I’m generally a confident outgoing person, but underneath the outward persona I can force in social situations, there is deep rooted feeling of inadequacy. There is a feeling a “lower status” that I try to overcome.
I’ve always being an ambitious person, but recently feel like my career is controlling me, instead of vice versa.
I’m using Emperor to gain full control of my life. The main focus is, in the long run, leaving my career and beginning my own business/empire. On top of this I want to build and develop a strong social network of many interesting people - much like is described in the book “Never Eat Alone”.
I’m sure the increased attention for woman will also be a welcome side effect.
Stay tuned; I doubt I’ll be updating the journal daily. Perhaps weekly or bi weekly - I want to be able to document an actual change every time I post an update.