Goals
Improve my dating life
Learn to define boundaries so people do not take advantage of me
Get myself into shape
Get over my self esteem issues as I as deep down I believe I am ugly looking but I know I am not.
Location: I am expat who lives in a small city in Bulgaria
Week 1
1 x loop of Rebirth
x 5 loops of Emperor (masked)
x 4 loops of Spartan Apex (masked)
x1 loop of Aura (masked)
Within a couple of days of listening to Spartan Apex. I felt a huge motivation to hit the gym.
Within days Emperor had kicked in I felt that “alpha internal foundation” kick in
After work I heard Emperor talking to me to go out and approach girls however way possible just get yourself out there
Approached 4 girls one of them handed me her number and took her on a date a few days later.
She was up for having sex however when I got her back to my place I had problems getting an erection so I made excuses and sent her home via taxi. It was strange like my libido had vanished.
Week 2
1 x loop of Rebirth
x 5 loops of Emperor (masked)
x 4 loops of Spartan Apex (masked)
x1 loop of Aura (masked)
Met up with a friend who brought along his friend. His so called friend was a complete arse hle. The previous time we met he attempted to belittle me. I said to myself that is never going to happen again.
The moment we met he attempted to belittle me before he could do that I put him in his place and he completely shutup. I was pleased that I had stood up for myself thanks to Emperor.
On the gym front my bench press had improved remarkably I was now pushing 10kg more then last week.
On the dating front I approached two girls sat in a coffee shop. On opening them they giggled I introduced myself and try to vibe with them. They went quiet as I tried to ask them questions eventually I made my excuse and moved on. Hit on two more girls but they blew me out.