Hello to all the members of the SubClub forums,
I’m new here and you can all call me Invictus, I’ve been chilling around the forums for a while now due to a friend of mine who recommended me check it out like 2 weeks ago, and it’s safe to say that this place has really piqued my interest.
I’ve started using EmperorQ around a week ago (today’s my 2nd rest day on the 5on2off method) and I wanted to start my own journal here as I would like to keep track of the changes I see, as well as help anyone out on here if they require any help.
a little backstory: I’ve been using subliminals and binaural beats for almost 7 years now, for all sorts of things, they helped me make decisions that I needed guidance on, helped me become an extrovert and even helped me change physically to some degree. Now I wouldn’t say that I know everything there is about subs and BBs, but I do consider myself highly knowledgeable and experienced, so if anyone has any questions, i’d be happy to help 
anyways, during my first week, these are the changes i’ve noticed so far:
(P.S. I decided to test it out for a week before I make note of the changes since I wanted a more objective view and did not want to label every little thing as a result)
1- my posture, way of talking, way of sitting and even the way of greeting people has changed in a way that makes me seem and feel like I have nothing to fear, have no need for anyone’s validation or kindness, nor do I feel like I have to talk or behave a certain way just because of other’s fragility.
2- been noticing that i’m very straightforward with what I want and what I don’t want. I used to be very submissive, in the sense that it was very hard for me to say no, like for example, if someone needed help with a uni assignment, I would put mine on hold just to help them, or if I was out with a group and they wanted to eat somewhere where I didn’t wanna go (i’m a picky eater), i’d still go and would not speak up, this does not happen anymore.
3- My productivity levels are higher than ever. I’m already somewhat of a genius (144 IQ) however, I suffer from ADD which often makes it hard to do things in one go because I just can’t focus. since using emperor, I have done more work without losing focus (finished my dissertation which i stopped writing after 4k words, in just one night).
4- the tone of my voice has changed somewhat, in the sense that there’s a lot of calmness when I speak and I don’t rush my words out, and I also stopped talking just for the sake of talking.
5- finally, I’ve noticed that if I want to do something, like go to see my gf, go get certain things for myself, or even go out on a drive alone, I don’t let anyone stop me, no matter what happens, my mind just tells me that my goal, that I set for the day, is the only thing that matters.
in terms of recon, I’ve only noticed it once when I was playing my favorite video game (league of legends), an online team based game, and my whole team surrendered even though we could have won easily, and that made me so irritated and angry, unlike any other time before.
Thank you for reading, i will update more whenever there are new changes, but I still don’t know if it would be better to update weekly or daily, so any input would be appreciated.
