2 min of Primal done✅
Felt a very clear shift today as I’m feeling way more attractive, charming and definitely more physical/touchy with my PT clients.
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Lately I’m dreaming about encountering lions when I’m sleeping (maybe it means that I’m reconciling with my animal/primal side for real) and also I dreamt about attractive women approaching me to kiss me/invite me to places.
I’m playing 2.30 min of Primal✅
Also I felt the urge to add True Sell but probably it’s going to played in 2 weeks alongside Primal when the next cycle will begin.
Why True Sell? Because I still lack the seal-the-deal attitude in the relationships/business/job realms and I need to earn more money too by gaining more PT clients.
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Low recon symptoms mostly in the form of fatigue (but it could be yesterday’s heavy leg workout effect) and the seeming urge to add LotS and True Sell to Primal. However, it subsided in a few hours.
Talking about yesterday, it was a very good working day. Also, I noticed I’m getting more primal in my working out style by choosing heavier weights than usual and enjoying it more, too.
3 min of Primal done✅
Yesterday I unlocked another, where I felt so deeply attractive that it was a pleasure to experience it no matter the circumstances. It was so fulfilling that the neediness was non-existent, and the energy was so good that I could not help but express it in some way or form with others who seemed positively influenced, observing their reactions.
When I was creating the workouts for 2 cute young girls, after interviewing them, they were playing with their hair while the blonde and cutest one was blushing. She couldn’t help but express some kind of nervous/aroused behavior and I was feeling hot too (maybe some aura projection on my side).
After that, the recon has been very low, and regarding past unpleasant views surfacing, one more last time.
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4 min of Primal done✅
Re-surfacing shyness and spiritual side-effects detected today.
A PT client hugged me with an unexpected kiss on my mouth from her.
By the way, my dreams are getting similar to the Genesis ones.
Overall 4 minutes of Primal pushed me outside my comfort zone a little further than normal so I’ll keep it the loop time for the next (and last one of the current cycle) listening time too.
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4 min of Primal done✅ End of the current cycle👍
5 washout days and then I’ll decide if to add True Sell to Primal or keep it as a solo experience.
By the way, yesterday I had plenty of stares and glances from both gender while walking in the downtown of the main city we got here.
Also while I was in the library I was approached by a lady to see if I want assistance (never happened to me there and I have been there a lot of times).
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1st washout day almost done✅
Medium recon detected.
3rd washout day✅ It’s hard to keep going when positive results suddenly stop to happen.
Sometimes I think it’s all placebo because the results show up the first week and then nothing else improve or stay pretty much the same. If anything I’m regressing.
What I mean by that?
Socially I’m losing my closest friend as I’m tired of that kind of person, I’m tired of my current social encounters and less women are showing up some level of interest.
Also I’m losing several PT clients.
I guess this subliminal technology isn’t for me.
I just want to reset anything with something that works fast, effectively and permanently without becoming addicted to the whole process.
Wait it out. It’s recon, mate. In its various forms, on top of that. Stonewalling being the most prominent.
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So it doesn’t work if I’m stonewalling it once again. Good news for sure and then it’s not a surprise I’m very close to quit the whole thing for good.
Today I got stolen a trash can of mine and I felt so weak, vulnerable and ready to quit my job that I’m very tired of doing, motivation-wise. I just don’t vibe with it anymore but I don’t know what to do next.
Maybe it’s time to play with the Genesis line forever and then, if even those titles won’t help me reach the objectives listed in them, I’ll renounce forever to my earthly dreams to embrace joy, happiness and love without any strings attached.
I’m just too tired and frustrated to chase something that’s so elusive for me.
It’s not worthy the suffering I went through all these years.
I keep running titles which don’t change me at my core. I need an identity reset because I’m not satisfied by surface-level results anymore.
If my whole identity will change then the outer world cannot resist but mirror my new version.
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How do you expect to have an identity reset if you don’t want to stick with the sub for longer than a cycle?
Also, you can DM me, I can suggest some things that changed me as a person from my core, in a few weeks/months. Don’t want to share it publicly because it’s too long (and too precious for me to do so lol)
Bro you’re in recon. The funny part is your recon follows this same pattern every time, check all your previous journals and see.
Experiences recon → Refuses to acknowledge it → recon intensifies → declares sub “isn’t for you” → recon intensifies → try to quit Subclub → hops on the next sub “that will change you at your core” → cycle repeats.
All subs change you at your core. Just pick what you want, stick with it and face yourself.
Will you always jump ship when the going gets tough?
Are you really expecting identity level changes without growing pains?
How long are you going to avoid facing yourself?
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Stonewalling is different on ZP. It stems from a vast discrepancy between your intent and expectations and the results you’re getting. In this sense, you stonewalled by not receiving anything related to what you intended or expected, even though some results must have been there due to how ZP works.
This:
It’s more about facing recon, as only few are able to discern its origins.
@HyperMan WAIT IT OUT and get back on track, mate.
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I don’t see the point to keep going with something which is causing suffering when you are already suffering, that’s not something a person in their right mind would do but a masochist one for sure.
Today there was a waking nightmare in my head and it was influencing badly my working shift to the point I was feeling exhausted, depressed and on the verge of real tears due to frustrating avalanche of negative thoughts and emotions.
I’m still doing way less PT sessions than expected due to (insert here a lot of different excuses from clients).
The previous gym where I worked didn’t pay me the last month I did there even though I sollecitated the payment.
I cannot afford to be in low mood/energy when I need to motivate people at the gym. I cannot afford lose my PT income.
So everything seems to point to the end of the job as a PT at the gym as I don’t see a bright future ahead there or any other gym to be honest.
Also, I don’t see anything funny if someone is suffering or it’s stuck in the same pattern for a very long time and he/she isn’t capable of getting rid of it.
Publicly shaming someone for not being able to face his historic inner-demons isn’t the best way to help him/her.
@RVconsultant Please close this journal as I will not report anything private anymore in a public forum
How would you know if someone is shaming you, or you feel ashamed because you feel fatigued and people are giving you a different perspective than the one you have?
You seemed so confident about you’re approach almost from the get go (if I remember correctly), even in the face of contradictory input from others. Where did that self-assuredness go?
How have you been using microloops?
If you truly think someone is shaming you, flag the post, and then put the phrases or word that you think are shaming in a quote, and post it and I’ll have a look.