Embodying Peace, Love & Joy

Journals - Major Programs
#21

Today (3rd washout day) I caught, once again, several women & men watching me both inside and outside the gym.

Stark & Wanted left a path in the sand, I guess.

During the day, I caught myself thinking about why I’m vibing more with courage, self-expression, and optimism-centered titles. I came to the conclusion that my baseline oscillates between 200 and 300 on the level scale, so anything that goes above or below those thresholds is too high or too low and is not congruent with my baseline.

That’s why Love Bomb for Humanity, Sanguine, and Art of Happiness gave me a lot of recon during my cycles: they are still too high from my main energetic signature.

I need to fortify the 300 and above levels first with Primal to have a less reconned journey.

Love Bomb in Genesis could still be too high, too and that’s probably why I seem to always quit it prematurely (no wonder why I quit Love Bomb and Heartsong soon too).

So in a few days after the current washout it’s time to play with Primal and Genesis:Mogul to start climbing the consciousness ladder.

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#22

Current Moods

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#23

4th washout day and I just finished a 2-3 hours home cleaning spree like I never did before.

I think I’m getting Primal pre-sults.

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#24

Just came back from my near-the-lake daily stroll, and during it I had the urge to take some photos of everything that caught my attention and then post them on my WhatsApp status.

My creative side is waking up after a long time of radio silence and I feel more connected to my senses and the present moment once again after a lot of mental and awareness fog. It looks like I need more processing and time off subs to get more out of them.

At some point I caught a woman staring at me when she was driving and turning to the left to check me out.

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#25

I feel not as good as yesterday’s afternoon so this is going to be the last washout day (5th).

Renaissance man is tempting me too for the self-expression and creative script which should boost Primal too.

However I won’t do a 3 titles stack because I could slow down everything and make another mistake like I did previously by playing too much inputs.

Primal solo is the best bet in an ideal world where my finances are comfortably in check. So pairing it with Genesis:Mogul could be the best compromise I can think of. But there’s the possibility that by playing Primal solo I could unlock indirectly my financial status by losing the chain blocking my self-expression, creativity and masculinity.

Primal solo for few cycles, see how my financial situation react and then add Genesis:Mogul later (if needed) or Primal+Genesis:Mogul right off the bat to be on the safe side?

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#26

1 solo title = Faster results showing up = More powerful positive reinforcement = More motivation to stay on it even more to get even better results in a positive self-perpetuating cycle.

So you crave more and more positive experiences until you’ve squeezed everything you were looking for in that title.

Then the improved Self and the higher baseline can be a permanent feature of yours.

2 or more titles means = slower results = less powerful positive reinforcement = less motivation to keep going with them

That’s why whenever I started to add new titles, I slowed things up big time in a negative spiral of sub-hopping and self-weakening. Unfortunately, by reading other journals I saw a similar pattern too where sub-hopping calls even more sub-hopping until everything become so exhausting and filled with extreme recon symptoms that you finally say “Stop it”.

In other news, today during my walking time I was more aware of my surroundings, especially the sounds which were a nice anchor to stay present. Also, I was having the urge to practice some conscious affirmations for my desires/goals while enjoying the nice weather and warm sun.

I feel definitely more connected with my most authentic Self and my inner/outer World too, especially the most intense and powerful primal emotions and feelings.

In fact, my dreams at night are becoming more strange and powerful like I was experiencing during the Genesis cycles.

#27

30 sec of Primal done✅

#28

I’m experiencing the Primal effect for sure, as there’s inner joy building up, a sense of freedom that is so nurturing, and the inner coach is back, too, with a very clear voice and instructions.

I felt the urge to approach a woman who was sitting alone, but she was busy with her phone and didn’t give me any attraction signs, so I kept walking.

I’m enjoying more every moment of my life and before playing the loop I went into a conscious affirmations spree.

Life is definitely good and my perceived chains are starting to be broken down.

#29

Pulled the trigger on 2 items to improve my looks instead of relying only on physical shifting.

Also, I felt way more inner joy and love for life than usual while having an easier time interacting with strangers outside the gym environment.

During my walking time in the woods, I focused more on the present moment awareness and I sent loving thoughts to several women I’m interested in.

30 sec. loops seem to work very fast, and I concur with a lot of people saying that Primal is a way of life and I would say an enjoyable and happy one too.

I’m feeling a lot more vitality and the urge to go out both in nature alone and in crowded places too to explore and enjoy everything that life has to offer.

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#30

Current mood

#31

Finally I’m mindshifting for real while relying less & less on outer circumstances.

People are responding better too while I’m becoming the real Me.

Primal is stripping away everything that was hiding my true expression of my true Self as a defending shield against God-knows-what.

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#32

1 min of Primal done✅

Barely any recon in the last 2 days and plenty of positive interactions with people in general, so it was time to increase the exposure.

I’m filled with more positivity, optimistic thoughts and few clients who never interacted with me changed their behavior for sure towards me by being warmer and smiling more.

The effects are what a Chosen/Wanted hybrid man would experience.

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#33

I experienced several women (men too) get up of their way to interact with me and ask questions when I was pretty busy (those questions were so trivial and not so important that they surprised me).

The number of approaches (both from my side and from people in general), banter and social interactions are increasing as I’m feeling more inspiration to talk more and become more extroverted.

The amount of attention I’m getting is increasing too both from women and men to the point of more IOI’s showing up.

Also I’m actively taking care more of my thoughts and inner world.

#34

Tonight I had another pleasant and very lucid dream where I was walking and then encountering a group of cute women in their 40s I guess.

At some point while I was walking towards them I started to feel my legs very heavy and one of them saw me that I was suffering and asked if I wanted to go home with her to get care of.

I guess it was an healing dream of some kind because I instantly felt great and better and that blissful feeling was there when I woke up.

By the way it’s the first time I have a dream in which I’m approached directly like that by a woman I like. Now it’s time to experience it in my daily life too.

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#35

1 min of Primal done✅

I didn’t increase the listening time because yesterday I experienced medium level recon symptoms.

#36

Enough is enough…

From now on my World and my reality will be submitted to my will. I’m not going to entertain any more victim mentality because I’m the ruler of my reality. Every negative or not aligned belief will be discarded for good, no matter how much it looks “scientific” or “proven” like.

From now on every attempt to teach me how the World works or should work will be ignored unless it’s aligned with my highest point of view.

No more labels will be accepted and tolerated unless they are aligned with the best version of myself.

I’m here to make my rules and live by those because my reality is my own creation and I’ll shape it as I like it the most.

My World is mine.

My Reality is mine.

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#37

Pulled the trigger on getting the ticket to a Trance night in a club where I’ve never been before. I’ll go alone but I plan to enjoy myself to the best and interact with as many people as possible there.

I’m not going to renounce new exciting things and experiences anymore…No matter what

#38

1 min of Primal done✅

Once again I didn’t increase the exposure due to medium recon.

Yesterday I went to the club alone and enjoyed my time there. I interacted with 2 people and at some point I had the urge to approach the woman who was dancing pretty sensually in front of me and getting closer to me. So I took her from the hips but then she turned to me and said “sorry” and then went away. It was a very long time since I did something like that in a club with a stranger.

Yes, I can enjoy myself alone too and I wasn’t too conscious about it because I could have started another interaction if I wanted.

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#39

90sec of Primal done✅

Then in the morning I had medium to high recon symptoms which subsided in the last few hours.

Once again, when I’m on Primal women approach me more at the gym and people in general open themselves more with more details about their lives. Also I feel the need to increase my social interactions just for the thrill of going out my way even when I don’t feel like to do it.

In the meantime I’m starting a side business to increase my monthly income.

#40

2 minutes of Primal done✅

Again low to medium recon detected.