Why are you running Elixir solely now?
Yeah, it works magic combined with RegenerationQ.
Running a loop of Regeneration Q currently. I will probably run one more later as well as a couple of loops of Elixir
@James - are you feeling any reconciliation these days? Feeling lighter from certain emotional burdens?
@Lion in some respects I do feel lighter. In other ways I almost feel more bogged down. Goes back to what I posted about in my last Journal how as someone grows and changes itâs really difficult not to become increasingly aware of how messed up people are. I feel like Iâm continuously having to relearn what being emotionally healthy, stable , and grounded is. Maybe thatâs reconciliation. At times it feels almost like youâre trying to unplug yourself from the matrix as cheesy and cliche as that sounds. Part of the healing process for me is becoming aware of cognitive abilities that felt literally dormant. Sort of reinforces my desire to run BLU and QLQ when I feel I am done with Regeneration and Elixir.
Running another loop of Regeneration Q then taking a break for a couple of hours and then I will run a couple of loops of Elixir
I so agree. In addition to this, am also noticing how much flawed I myself am. I feel there is so much work to do but not feeling as intimidated as doing the work as before.
I agree. I feel that makes doing the work that much more important .
Running a third loop of Regeneration Q. Just going to stick with Regeneration Q and Elixir Ultima. I will run Elixir in a little while . Just feel off a bit today. Bored and frustrated. Not sure how else to explain it
@James I would caution you to avoid the âhealing trapâ and get your mind busy with doing something else while the healing goes on!
Now thatâs the talking! Great combo indeed.
Iâve noticed that running my healing stack. Sometimes I start thinking about healing and the stuff itâs clearing out and it doesnât do me any good. Youâre right itâs best to stick to your activities avoiding moments of pondering about the inner stuff.
I think Iâve run four loops of Regeneration Q and one so far of Elixir. I will run at least one more loop of Elixir tonight if not two. I try not to focus on the healing. Itâs not always easy. Especially when youâre surrounded by and see so much toxic and unhealthy behavior every day. Itâs difficult to understand why people choose to play victim or feel entitled but then I remember times I did that without realizing it. Or how my behavior or social skill or lack of did more to alienate folks than anything.
I found a couple of things Iâm going to start working on in the next few days. Get going in the right direction so I can not feel trapped or so frustrated
Something like that. Learn a skill and hopefully make extra money from it.
At the urging of @Hurrikane I am running a loop of Limit Destroyer Ultima. I sort of desperately need to bull my firmly wedged skull out of my ass so I can get shit done. Seems like every time I think of something I could possibly do some inner block decides itâs time to wake up and smell the shit show. So yeah letâs see what this does
EU + RQ + LD + KST1 is definitely the Ultimate Emotional and Subconcious Mastery stack.
I will be watching this space closely, wish you all the best. Also Iâll like to add: youâre stronger than all your internal limits.
never hear that one before, very nice, i like it