Eighteen Months of the True Khan

Journals - Custom Subliminals
#502

My situation is similar, at least as far as money.
I can’t just up and leave the wife, because there isn’t a lot she can do, and definitely wouldn’t qualify for disability.
So I’d feel assholish if I just left.

EDITING: She does take good care of me, so as to not paint a grossly negative picture of her. I just get bewildered how someone can be married to ALL THIS (cue waving my hands up and down my body) and not wait it more often.

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#503

Oh, I definitely don’t want to leave my wife. Not more than once a week anymore :wink:.
She wants “all this” as often as she can get it, but her health problems (including a weird new one) make that not possible a lot these days.
My issue right now is that we took on a lot of debt while we were waiting on her disability, and there’s other trouble including the increased cost of food, gas, ect that makes it so that while I make good money, it’s just barely enough.
If I want much progress on anything, I need to get more money coming in.

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#504

I can PM you the stack I ran the other day that “manifested” $353 if you want.

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#505

Sure. Though I’m really on the opposite end of the spectrum from you as far as how we use subs.

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#506
  • I’ve noticed something. I was thinking about how I was in my teens and twenties, amd I realized that I have more energy now in my mid forties than I did then. A lot more.
    I used to struggle with bouts of extreme drowsiness almost every day, have trouble even contemplating routine tasks, and generally was a slug.
    That doesn’t happen anymore. Sure, it’s hard to scrape my ass out of bed sometimes, but not like it used to be.
    Maybe my emotional issues were taking up a lot of my energy.
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#507

When I was first looking at the sub titles here (2019 I think) I really was taken in by the copy for Regeneration and Rebirth, but mostly Regen.

As I read that, I wondered just how much mental/psychic energy blockages and stuff like that take up just to hold them in place in our body/mind systems. And how “unstopping” each one would release that energy to flow and take care of the next one, then the next one.

Yeah it might be painful and unpleasant in the process, but leaving us feeling lighter and freer as each one is let go.

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#508

I’m guessing a lot. It’s probably kind of like holding tension in part of your body all the time.

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#509
  • Something else just hit me.
    I’ve mentioned before that I have a, mental exercise/recurring fantasy where I am able to send my consciousness back to a certain point in my life. I have the same mind that I had then other than knowing it happened. The only real difference is that I have access to Subclub subliminals, and perhaps a short letter to myself outlining a plan of action for the next year.
    The point in time I chose was a major low point in my life. (Yes, I have a specific date picked out, I have a lot of time to think, and I think about this a lot)
    It was six months after I flunked out of the first college I went to. I was still living in the apartment I got for that year because my mom had signed a one year lease.
    I was also still painfully obsessing on ex #2 who had left me for another guy at a yearly event almost a year before that, and I was about to move back to my mom’s house in about a month.
    As I said, low point. Very low.
    What just hit me was that at that time I had no less than four girls actively and blatantly perusing me at the same time.
    At one of my lowest, most depressed, least confident times of my life.
    Amd those were just the ones who were so blatant that I noticed. And I was pretty clueless about that at the time.
    I knew about each of them of course, even fooled around with two of them, but it just hit me that it is pretty amazing to have four girls after me at the same time. It says a lot about me.
    Unfortunately one of them turned into ex #4 a couple years later.
    I think with a good year long dose of ascension and some other stuff, I’d have avoided that.
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#510
  • I went ahead and switched Exec out for DRLD mid cycle. I feel a little weird now, a couple hours after my loops. My head has that clear, quiet feeling I remember from DR. I’m feeling pretty relaxed actually.
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#511

What’s the worst that could happen if you did? :grin:

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#512

wait or want? :grin:

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#513

Want. Oops.

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#514

I get a minor headache. That didn’t even happen.

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#515
  • I’m going to be playing around with my QTKS title for next year quite a bit.
    Yes, I have six months to go, but it takes a lot of consideration because it’s so bloody expensive and I’m going to be on it, perhaps exclusively, for all of 2024.
    I’m going to have three basic goals. 1. To continue making gains to my sex life and status from Khan. 2. Mogul To get my financial situation to where I can pay all the bills easily, buy stuff that me and the family want, and have the experiences I want to. 3. Get past any remaining internal limiting factors that hold me back from doing those things with DR LD.
    It might be a bit of a rough run at first because of DR LD and Final Showdown, but I expect a better end result once they’ve done their thing a bit and things smooth out.
    I’ve tried to balance things pretty evenly between financial modules, seduction modules, and modules that either support both goals or provide general support.
    Here’s the first version.
  1. Khan st 4 Core
  2. Mogul Core
  3. DR Limit Destroyer Core
  4. Fortune’s Favorite
  5. Stress Displacement
  6. Stone like
  7. Furious Ascent
  8. Power Talk
  9. Void of Creation
  10. Debt Annihilator
  11. Financial Success Reality Shifter
  12. Final Showdown
  13. Alexander’s Play
  14. Furious Ascent
  15. Kings Radiance
  16. Sexual Manifestation
  17. Seducers Gaze
  18. Cosmic Navigator
  19. Panther
  20. Mosaic
#516
  • I’m going to run a little experiment tonight. I have a strong urge to run another set of loops tonight. That doesn’t usually happen to me, so I think it might be my subconscious telling me to up the exposure.
    I’m going to run a set tonight, and then tomorrow as I normally would. That’ll give me three nights in a row. We’ll see what happens. If it works I might adjust my run pattern long term for more exposure, if it doesn’t, thee worst that happens is a little recon.
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#517

For science!

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#518
  • I don’t feel any overload. Plus I have that clear headed feeling again. Maybe I can handle more exposure. We shall see about results.
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#519

I have noticed again and again that this seems to be an effect of running any new subliminal.

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#520

I only really noticed this particular feeling on DR.

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#521
  • And now we have WANTED Black. That sucker sounds insane and is definitely on my to do list for the future. I wonder if adding it into a custom with Khan 4 would be a good idea. I didn’t notice much from having the regular WANTED in my stage two, but I wasn’t around many women, so that might explain it.
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