I think my poem is publishable now. 122 Lines. I am not even done yet. Still fading into Act II, Iām more like Act 1.75/2.
I know for certain it is a reflection of all the customs that I am wearing. I suppose thatās how I heal, thanks to UWXās healing through writing; and I love poetry; Iāve fought it for so long. I suppose I wasnāt in an emotionally nourishing environment; looking back from this point of life, yeahā¦ I am certain I had a role in it
Oh, wow; Iāve been under a rock for a long time that I forgot that artists barely make shift, 
EoG do your thing lol
Must.
Buy.
An.
Island!
Huzzah! The custom has arrived.
Funnily enough, I repeated that moment when Celestial Rebellion Act !! Was delivered. Woke up mid sleep, extracted the file and listened, just like that time. All while reflecting upon the wheel of creation or some Jibberjabber
Oookayā¦ that Blake dude is in the range of 4000 lines and here I am giddy about the 124 lines; thatās about 3.1%
Curious what exercises have you been doing to have impact on the throat/neck? My turkey-wattles shrink and grow, continuous shrinking would be better 
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I admire how mercurial I am, solid or liquid, I burst into the air. Thereās no teacher in presence so I become one. Self taught, like always, I guess the self knows it all.
I love how I manage to teach myself, an obstacle is nothing but a change in direction to my true destination; all roads could skin a cat, even though that does sound mad. Iāve been using books, random comments and videos, and most importantly, this one above all, the AI.
I didnāt add AI whisperer, as I thought that Limitless; stark; and my own nature, is enough; and it has been so. I am inquisitive by nature and curious by birth, and with an AI, I have a collective knowledge at my finger tips, asking it as many questions as I can.
In real life, my questions seem out of the ordinary, I used and still give people their excuses in the sense perhaps I talk to fast, maybe my voice is low, perhaps my accents perhaps my vocabulary; by god how I have I changed and refined my modality of thinking and communication. I even blamed it on the astrological stars. Nope.
I am out of script; always out of script, it looks like people, normal or generally, are moving on a script bases; what to say and how to reply to this or that, with the phrases of culture and tongues of generation. I am out of place. Always been in my own space meaning within the currents. I suppose that comes with drawing outside the lines.
If I keep praising myself, I might end up plucking a feather; but thatās okay, Iāll grow another one superceding it in itās own majesty 
I started singing whatever I was in the mood for, which happened to be Some Chris cornell/soundgarden (like a stone, black hole sun, higher truth) and some dream theater songs with growls here and there.
But all that wasnāt as effective until I actually looked up some professionals. What helped tremendously was throat openers and vowel refinement. Using those techniques and whatever else I heard vocalist say from their experience was helpful in the subsequent singing. I find myself able to hold more vowels and reach different registers. So I took all that and applied it to random songs and chants.
I am not saying I am a professional by any means but I definetly improved leagues than before and still am.
Also:
Paying attention to the throat by shifting some awareness to that area when singing or even speaking, kinda like mind-muscle connection. As opposed to just making sounds and pumping out air. Vibes 2 is truly helpful. Just those thoughts reminding you to shift attention and focus from the Subliminal is a tremendous help for me.
Finally: dedicate time. Whenever and wherever, itās a muscle and must be trained, rested and nourished, just like any other muscle or organ.
P.S: be weird about it lol Iāve been making the weirdest sounds and movements and enjoying it as I go along.
P.S.S: also full doing full bodied stretches and yogic poses, nothing strict just intuitive based of what needs some adjustments. Mostly the upper back and pelvic area. Years of lifting like a Mindless brute took their toll on the body. I would also employ a rubber stretching band and sometimes a broom when Iām feeling particularly witchy to stretch
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15 minutes of the new custom RM^3 maybe I should call it the cube instead.
2 minutes Limitless
Hmmā¦ the effects without Modify Now are not as quick as the customs with it.
3 minutes of Vibes 4
3 minutes of 1
3 minutes of 2
Some dreams are experience in the waking life. I vividly remember a segment about zuchinis while asleep, and wondering what the hell? Zuchinis? Naturally, I thought it was related to something Phallic of some sort. Later on, the topic was brought up, zuchinis, in a small grocery store next to a zoo. Only even further down the clock did I find myself boiling Zuchinis with carrots and potatoes.
Iām finding inspiration here and there, but today was not fruitful for my writing. Neither was yesterday, at least I did write something yesterday. I had a lot of work and physically exhausted myself and are reaping it today.
Starting Act III next week. I will work on the stack for now
Whoopsie daizy; listened to Back to Black 
by mistake. I donāt know if I actually did or I hit play when I got home, I donāt know at which point I phone dialed it and how long did I listen.
Ffs.
Designing a new booster; Ascencion Chamber as a base
Meh, Iāll wait until Mindās Eye is outā¦ or should I? I already have Sarga with Asc Rich ME and double down result enhancers both Synergy and focusā¦ but no NREE.
A new one would be ME AsCh NREE without RICH
It can wait.
I am entering act 3 of KB/AlCH/QL stage 3 is full of manifestations and I will rely on this for now. Blast it up with Result Enhancers.
DR RG/EoG is also an action taking part, flying is an action. I will load it with my favorite healing modules
Stacked with RM Black. So I will still channel all that healing and wisdom into written expression and let it flow throw the pages until its wet and welting. Metaphorically ofcourse because I ran out of ink, and good pens are unavailable in this dystopic realm that I am in. I always feel a sense of joy and sadness when I empty out all the ink from my pen, till the last dropā¦ okay; all this innuendo with with pen and ink must be the work of Back To Black
God help me from temptation
God sake; i have spent quite the energy on WB/LotS/BDLM this morning and afternoon; could barely focus and almost lost my momentum towards the sexual flow.
On the good side; Iāve been contemplating and meditating on the Bible more often than usual. I even searched for a church to visit; there are only a few around here which are insanely far.
Itās like my mind is being reflected back at me by my surroundings. I wrote a piece of poem that had the word mice and lice in it, and I see a dead mouse dead centre of the walkway of a path I do not usually take. Later a relative of mine is on vacation and they find bed bugs in the hotel room.
Saw a girl with a shirt that said Hollywood, when I am wondering if itās a good idea to go to California; but what the hell am I thinking thatās where Hollyweird is and art.
Mdfy now is impeccable. Itās like I ran out of things for DR G/R to dig into. Just tike to move on; itās been almost 6 weeks.
I didnāt get the time to design a new one though, busy busy and physically exhausted