35 days on emperor v4
x4 V4
x4 Khan stage 3
x2 Commandant
intense dreams about relationships with my father. Havent seen my father or parents in years.
Wokeup feeling very tired and depressed. i wanted to cry this morning but refuse to.so so. Never felt so much sadness in a long time.
@SaintSovereign each time i run more then 3 loops of V4 i get depressed and want to break down in tears. However if i run V2 right after i am back to confident “alpha” self.
that’s interesting because I have not felt any noticeable mood shifts besides just a bit more positive, been on it 2 days now. maybe I don’t have much healing to be done?
I’ve been getting crazy mood swings lately too. I subbed in KST3 for KST4 in my stack 2 days ago and reduced the EV4 loops and it’s gotten a bit better. Still feeling extremely lethargic most days. I really hope this reconciliation smooths out soon. EV4 is up there with Khan Stage 2 for most difficult sub that I’ve run from SubClub.
36 days if Emperor V4
x 2 loops of.V4 in the evening
x6 loops of.V2 Morning
x4 loops of.khan stage 3 sleeping
x2 Commando
I am running V2 again to nullify the negative side effects of V4.
I’ve added v3 again too, mostly because of sleep issues.
I still haven’t noticed any real reconciliation or emotional upheaval with Ev4, apart from some minor random bad moods the first few days. New Beginnings, where are you hiding?
However Ev4 is definitely pushing me to re-evaluate my current work situation, and some potentially interesting opportunities have recently come out of nowhere. And of course the wacky dreams. So 3 weeks in, looking pretty good so far.
That’s strange. I’m running empv4 probs like 8-10 loops a day and getting back into that desirable emp mode where my priorities are changing on whats important.
Slowly waking up earlier and earlier again. Journaling and gratitude first thing when I wake up. Goal setting for day. Treadmill or Stair master. Then off to complete set out/planned tasks for the day.
Eating is sharp and slowly but surely I’ve weeded out most distractions including people and am getting more and more focused on my finances and health.
i know if i was on khan only and not mixing the two right now and not running empv4 heavier i would be out drinking 2-4 times a week and smoking money at restaurants and shopping and would be spending a lot of time talking to people.
but right now i am back to the journaling, sleeping earlier, dancing in the blessings, powering up my health, and exercising my focus.
empv4 does feel like empv4 now that i am back into the flow of it. saying that as a previous v2 and v3 user. lets see what 2-3 months do of this.
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i do notice dreams that are quite vivid that i can remember and i can remember because they are so emotionally charged.
i may try to whip out a journal and write down your dreams if you had any and try to draw some favorable conclusions from these. i think if youre honest with yourself youll make some connections as to why youre having those dreams and maybe…something you need to do or work on
weird my sleep is finally getting better! what are you sleep issues? like hard time falling asleep or staying asleep or both?
x4 loops of.khan stage 3 sleeping
for me khan stage 3 effects my sleep negatively. not sure why but my sleep issues started back when i was running khan 24/7 when i used st3.
does KS3 have a positive sleep effect on you?
Does anyone find it difficult to focus on work with EV4?
I got proof Emperor kicks ass regarding killing laziness! Look, I even got a profile picture!
@NewLease Kinda. I noticed I got more sexual thoughts sometimes while listening to ev4
How long have you been running it ?
Since New Year’s Eve
Sound like you’re just maybe going through consolidation. I recall the first 1-3 weeks of using empv2 gave me brain fog, lack of focus etc. I’d say just hold on for another week and see how you feel.
I could be wrong if anyone else wants to chime in here.
I have noticed ev2 stopping being too harsh for me the last couple weeks.
Remember, my subconscious fought the affirmations that bad, I got physical pain while listening. Than I had pain in my neck. This is gone. For now. Maybe it comes back, I don’t know but in my case I noticed it didn’t matter how many loops I listened. I am going to listen for more loops though. Right now I am between 2 - 4 loops a day, want to get it to 6.
How many loops are you guys listening?
Friend’s girlfriend who I hadn’t seen in a month or so told me something about me was different. She said my face was glowing and I looked rejuvenated. She asked what I was doing differently since I’d been gone. This was after a night of drinking so I was slightly hungover too. I’ve just been listening to Emperor and Primal Seduction. Cut out porn. Also, started listening to a couple different frequency/energy videos on Youtube.
Dear ExploringAstronaut,
This was a message to Saint and Fire back in Jan 2019. I was using AM and Limitless v1
“I have been using these two programs stacked for 8 hours at night daily, plus 4 hours( alternating one day free every two). Since them, I have notice daily headache and diffuse neck pain like when someone has thyroidis.
There is any kind of script related with the thyroid gland embedded on it?”
At that time, we didn’t know if it was related to optimise the thyroid for better performance
I hope it helps!
Thanks, thats very interesting. I “know” what it was in my case, at least that’s what I believe in my current state of ignorance. To put it simple: It was blocked energy decharging itself or, as it was the case with my ears, direct resistance my mind put up.
The thyroid thing is especially interesting as the corresponding energy center is associated with speech, self expression etc. So it was blocked and the subliminal started to clear the blockage