DRR1: DRAGON FIRE
DRR2: DRAGON BLOOD
DRR3: DRAGON FLIGHT
DRR4: DRAGON REBORN
Results 1yr 4months:
DRR1: 15min
DRR2: 15min
DRR3: 15min
DRR4: 15min
QL1: 6min
QL2 + Synergy: Voice is The Law: 3min
Sanguine + PoMaQ: 15min
My Story:
Before DRR I was a bartender for 10 years in nightclubs, restaurants, and casinos. I was inside of a illusion of debauchery, vainness, and a playground of sin full of half naked women, free alcohol, and endless access. All this was an illusion hiding all of my trauma from my narcissistic family. I studied for 7 years different modalities that allowed me to break down social interactions, energy, and language. But no amount of knowledge was able to dissolve my subconscious structures till DRR. It’s the one tool I had been searching for 26 years. The one thing I intuitively told myself at 8 years I would find something to fix my situation, not knowing the words narcissistic trauma and lack of confidence. I spent a lot of money on seeing a psychotherapist, two hypnotherapists, classes for nlp/hypnosis, and learning other modalities. The masterpiece I was searching for all these years was DRR. For that I am grateful Saintsovereign and Fire
I was one month from quitting and giving up on subliminals. Funny thing is I was sitting on Subliminal club for 4 months, but wanted to give this other companys products time to prove themselves. I kept going to the Subclub webpage with wonder. I spent 1 year using Subclub audios incorrectly because of my stubbornness till one day the 6 months of full loops of KB1, Stark, and LBFH caught up to me. Everything I read and learned about in nlp and hypnosis about subconscious structures was not theory anymore, it was at my conscious awareness. I knew what I was feeling, and understood what was happening, but I didn’t understand why it happened all at once. I was humbly given guidance by Lion and Saintsovereign on doing the recommended instructions. From this moment I started figured out my patterns on how to correctly microloop.
Another member gave me a recommendation to microloop the healing titles til I reach full loops. This is not something everyone should do with DRR I admit. But intuitively I knew this was the right recommendation for me because I already learned how break down my reality and inner world in real time. That skill is something that took a 7 years to sharpen. I spent all this time ready to dissolve my old identity and beliefs. I was willing to give up everything and anything. My car, clothes, money, narcissistic family, and narcissistic friends. The problem that arises for most people when they start to let go of unauthentic parts of their identity is they ask who are they without them. It can feel disorienting like a kit dancing in a hurricane. This is where mastering patterns in language and understanding the games my subconscious was playing became a north pole for when the confusion hit hard. At the end of the day action is the only thing that will save you. Taking action when the recon hits hard. Getting off the coach and going to public places full of people is where I found a lot of things dissolved.
Course:
The best psychological course to complement DRR is Carlos Xuma - Power Social Skills:
This course helps inner and outer social games we play with ourselves and other people. It has segments on relationships, bullies, narcissistic people, and other games with exact language that people use. This allows you to see what exact language gets used on you persuade you to do things. Also it helps recognize the language you hear in your thoughts that stops you from taking action and holds you back. Knowing word per word these games we play helps you be present and take action in the moment.
My Metaphor for DRR:
DRR is like the movie gladiator. You will get striped of everything and be put in a small arena at first. Instead of fighting people, you will be going against your subconscious structures as they manifest in real life situations. As you find your will and strength you will pick up your sword(mental toughness) and go to battle. Each battle will get bloody, tiresome, emotional, but after each one you will feel more lightness and freedom than you have ever felt.The childlike freedom you had before the world told you who you should be. Each manifestation will have its own lesson. Each lesson will be against everything you’ve hid from emotions, love, fears, anxiety, boundaries, women, beliefs, and so on. Once you learn to work with what gets manifested you will go to bigger and bigger arenas to fight the deeper subconscious structures. Like a warrior who fights through every arena only to find that the final battlefield coliseum the coliseum is quiet with your final blow of the sword. You slay the king who stripped you of everything But when the helmet falls from his face… you don’t see a monster. You see yourself.
Your shadow. Your unhealed wounds. Your rejected emotions. You realize the war was never against the world it was against the unloved, unclaimed parts of yourself. And when your sword drops from your hand, you don’t stand victorious over a corpse, but face to face with the part of you that only wanted to be seen, understood, and healed.
What I Learned and Benefits:
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I can see past the illusions The Matrix has created in my life. Everything I believed to be true was complex elegant conditioning all created to harvest my energy. I can see illusions in my life and laugh because I can see right through them instantly. Work, relationships, family, and my specific mindset on dating had kept me in chains. Now I thrive
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DRR lead me to I work only part time for 2 months because the heaviness of DRR1. Not until I got to DRR2 did I start my new full time job. I feel DRR manifested this because I needed a job that was easy and low energy, and low stress. This provided me a lot of time to heal because 5 hours a day I was able to sit on my reclining beach chair and use my phone. At first I watched a lot of movies. After QL2 kicked in the amount of focus transcended into me going after tech sales and reading books.
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I only listened to positive music
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I only watch positive tv shows and movies: I noticed if I watch action films on Dragon reborn red it would test me with physical things that would exhaust me. I would be angrier. On stage 2 I went into only watching movies from the golden age of Hollywood. The movies where teaching me about emotion, connection, and the subtleties of how great and hard relationships can be. I found a lot male figures in the golden age of Hollywood showcase what a alpha male looks, talks, and acts. Especially compared to todays movies
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I would say hello to random people
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I stopped engaging with negative family
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Learned to smile authentically
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My mind became super quiet
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Victim memories come up in 30 minute increments
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I felt deep emptiness. Specifically when I was alone on DRR2 and DRR3, I felt a dark abyss of loneliness for 20 minutes or longer. I learned to sit with this
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I did not do qigong during this time because I felt I was messing with the energetic healing DRR was trying to do. Instead I choose to do TRE
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TRE was monumental during DRR. When DRR was too much I would do TRE and it essentially was a release valve for all the pressure that I felt from DRR. Energetically TRE seemed to follow the similar path of letting go of everything that DRR was letting go
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My neediness triggers dissolved
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In public places I learned how to have negative energy around me while staying calm
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I learned that what other people think of me is not my business
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Let go of my identity of buying lottery tickets, DJ, computer science major, and parting
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I went to bars sober and had a great time
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-Stage 2 burned off my fear of studying Computer Science studying, test scores, and social expectations
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I learned games people play
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I learned the power of taking action
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DDR removed all the negative energy around toxic relationships and set me free through a dreams
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I let go of my fear from my first day of school in preschool
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DDR2 works like a pressure cooker. It builds up all the negative things it’s going to release and released them in my washouts. After my first washout I felt the lightest I have ever been in my life.
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DRR at each stage keep bringing up different memories and events and chipped the energy behind each time
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As I got deeper into dragon reborn red I realized the other methods I tried in the past would not be capable of achieving this type of deep healing.
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Recon only came in the form of extreme hunger, naps, and very little mental exhaustion. Before if I felt sleepy during the day I wouldn’t take any naps at home or at lunch at work. This in turn created heavy recon. Naps as little as 10-15 when necessary where I could feel mental heaviness of my subconscious processing the script were monumental. I wouldn’t even have lucid dreams in these 15 minutes.
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Dreams of the past would come up in flashes. During my day I would bump into somebody that would remind me of someone from the past and I would feel fear of bumping into them while my mind went to memories of them. As time went by I learned to keep walking and take action on whatever I was doing. This experience was similar to when Ethan Hunt in Mission Impossible: Dead Reckoning, when he saw Gabriel in a reflection of a mirror in the mall. When Ethan turned to look at Gabriel there was no one but a ghost of the past.
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On DRR4 from 11min - 15min the lucid dreams would come in sets of 3 or 4 every night. I would be deep inside dreams about my childhood
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Extreme Anger is manageable and I can calm myself down instantly
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I’m okay with showing my emotion like if I am angry in public I say fuck it I am angry. Before I used to try to hide it
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Flight or fight mode doesn’t kick in when I am busy at work anymore. I am calm and grounded
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Self sabotage is mostly gone
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More people being respectful
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Judging and negative talk about people internally is mostly gone
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Speaking up for myself is up
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Setting boundaries more often and saying no
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I don’t care about women’s validation as much. It’s mostly gone and I can be in public and be present
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My energy is louder. If I think of something consciously people can feel it a lot further than before
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I don’t care about people looking at my phone anymore. I used to hide what I was looking at to not be judged.
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I wish homeless people on the streets a good day and make them feel noticed. Typically most people look down at them, not understanding they a human too. Some bad choices or manifestations happened. That’s part of being human.
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Material things lost the pedestal I put them on
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I let go of my paranoid mindset
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My intuition is so much more stronger. I can feel events before they manifest. The nudges I feel are profound
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I let go of anyone who holds me down, including my narcissistic family
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I stopped trying to fix people. I only suggest something if they exclusively ask me about healing or important their life
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I take so much more action. I used to not take action because I would care about what others think, and the self sabotaging mechanisms my narcissistic family instilled in me. Now I can see those mechanism and move past them quickly. I feel anger if I am not taking action towards my career goals
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Pain tolerance is super high. What I used to perceive as very painful mentally and physically is now low. I used to feel so much pain from all the bad beliefs and identity. Pain in my body from my past is relieved. My body hurt often throughout each stage. For many years my body felt the physical pain of trauma and stress
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I have thick skin now
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Because going to school for computer science and coding was enmeshed with the old me who struggled with school because my narcissistic family, I hadn’t really been coding the last couple months. I would get heavy recon from coding because my body was using all it’s energy to internally heal me, so my bandwidth for external heavy thinking was low. I still don’t feel like coding too much. I have a feeling on stage 3 that will change
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Start looking inside for your own opinion instead of asking other people for their opinion on your decisions
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Reading the title everyweek to help clarify what actions you need to take
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DRR has allowed me to guide what titles I chose because I feel confident in what I am choosing
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Less angry and don’t create stories in the moment that people are out to hurt me or bully me. I sat with my anger for hours and days sometimes. Because of this I learned how to let go of things so quickly
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A lot better with finances, only buying what I need
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More present with people, it feels like the world disappears when I talk to people. In public I stay off my phone and awe at the nature and the sky. I feel more connected to the universe
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I feel more calm when there is chaos around me happening. It’s because I stay super present in the moment.
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Not scared anymore since I stood up to all my fears
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Anxiety is gone. I had 2 panic attacks in my 20’s as a result of my mother
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I was too honest and talked too much and people would be off put by it. By being around too many needy people I created a pattern of being needy.
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Stopped looking at photos and social media of people in the past. This helped me move on quicker
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I started to learn and implement healthy boundaries with friends and customers. I did this without feeling guilt for their feelings. This has immensely protected my energy
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I can go up to strangers and cold call anyone to start a conversation. I do it without hesitation or anxiety.
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I take action so easily now. If something bad happens that slows down my life I get back up and keep going at the same speed I was going. It’s like the bad event never happened.
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I can focus for hours on my work. I manifest the right material I want to get my work done.
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My worth and security is internal. I used to be told your insecure. Not anymore and it shows up everywhere I walk.
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Broke down the layers of social conditioning. One example is my attachment to how relationships with women happen because every movie and tv show programmed my beliefs to a default illusion. I can see beyond that structure now. Women can now see my true masculine energy and presence before I say anything. They get very intrigued that I make them feel seen and heard unlike any other guy.
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I can sit at home fulfilled on weekends, while doing long time periods of concentration on my work.
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The hardest part about DRR isn’t the intensity of the emotions you will feel. It is when DRR shows you the illusions in your life, will you be able to overcome them and let them go so you can become your true self and achieve the dreams you want.
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Learned how to sit with my emotions and not stress eat
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My mentor told me a long time ago people are attached to their problems and pain. I thought how could someone want to fix their problems yet be addicted to them. It didn’t make sense til DRR let go of my illusions. Only then can you see how truth
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Theres this saying learn to sit with boredom. I don’t feel that’s accurate. I like to call it learn to sit with silence. DRR has taught me how to do this without meditating which is fascinating. Outside or mediation I used to need to fill the silence with stimulation, noise, or something else. Now I can sit there peacefully anywhere.
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I stopped idolizing famous people and instead look up to myself as the best role model. You’re attention is the most valuable resource on this planet.
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My intuition is so sharp that I can ask myself if I am still processing a sub and I instantly know. No more guessing if I need a normal washout or longer one.
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Alcohol amplifies the illusions that are created by society. Because I stopped drinking it helped me get rid of a lot of illusions
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Anxiety and depression are gone 100%. My mind doesn’t register those two things anymore.
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I am able to let go of stress incredibly easy
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Fears are demolished. Even when I think of death I see it as a positive, as a cycle of the universe. That allows me to live in the present with calmness
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When I got to 11min - 15min of DRR4, QL2 was overshadowed. The depth of DRR4 was strong. I went into recovery mode. Most days the last 2 months I was in a ravage of waking up every night 3-4 times. Sleeping for a few hours at night, taking 1 hr naps at work, and then coming home to nap for 2-3 hours. What DRR4 was intense, but well worth it.
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DRR4 dives deep and allows me to see the complexity of the beliefs that hid for so long like neediness and letting go of people who reinforced these unwanted beliefs
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Love beliefs still need some work. DRR did a great job and LB is necessary for the rest
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I only saw results of my concentration and ability to take action after 10 months once I was on QL2. Even then I felt the pressure of DRR. It wasn’t til my washout in between DRR3 and DRR4 that I saw my childhood self come back to light. I was happy and full of bliss. It only lasted a week. Right now as I start my washout I wait for that to come back.
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I stopped working out besides running. If I attempted any gym workouts, especially since I superset my workouts
Quitting:
- I wanted to quit 100 times before I reached DRR4. My mind felt like it was in a desert looking at mirages of my past and the potential of my future. Anywhere but the present. My present was passing me by as I was in deep trances. I would ask for help, but DRR led me to help myself and take action. Would I do it again? Easily yes, what DRR does is priceless.
QL1 & QL2:
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On QL1 my ability to memorize or remember tasks was low because my subconscious is processing so much internally. There where days were my mind would have lapses and I would forget simple words mid conversation. I knew it was my mind processing all the bad speech patterns I learned as a child
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I can redirect my energy and focus a lot easier. At first with 30s-2min QL2 was on overdrive. I had an intense feeling needing to use my energy towards something so I wasted a lot of it on too many directions at once. I would get 4-5 hours of pure concentration, where before I could only do 1hr with breaks in between. Once I hit 3 months and 3 min of QL2 is when the shift happened. I was able to finally redirect my energy when I please
Synergy: Voice Is The Law:
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The confidence you build from having this module is profound. When your confidence in with your voice peaks your able to stand up for yourself and be confident in any situation
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People are restrained and think twice before trying to test me because my voice is deep and profound. S: Voice is the law makes my voice carry weight so people respect me even with my normal voice and regular sentences. Also women love hearing me speak and go into a trance because of the emotion, tonality, pitch, pace, rhythm. Years ago I bought a course to help me manually do what Voice is the Law does in seconds lol
PoMaQ:
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PoMaQ module was tough for the first 2 months and became better after each month after. My thoughts and actions got better because it got rid of the compulsive actions and habits, while DRR took care of the identity. All the way up to recently I could feel DRR4 & PoMaQ healing my past of PMO.
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Before this 1 year journey I used KB1 to help me with PMO, thinking only KB1 would heal me. The truth for me is 10 Months of KB1 would never be able to get rid of 20 years of my PMO. Complex situations like mine where trauma, unlovable beliefs, PMO, and narcissistic parents definitely requires DRR. And possibly Phoenix and LB. As in my situation all my beliefs where intertwined like a web, and only healing the sexual energy and sexual beliefs was not enough
Running Two Multistagers:
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Being confused and lost on any two multistagers can be easy if you don’t have a lot of inner work and tools to use. When some subconscious structures are getting released you will have feelings of being alone in the dark, even in public. The important thing is to breath deeply and pay attention to the air going in and out of your nostrils and meditate through it, or journal it right away on your phone.
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What I found worked best for me is to use DRR1-2 with QL1. Because on these stages all focus is on healing and letting go of structures. On DRR3-4 use QL2. This is because DRR3 and QL2 require action taking. I tried to run DRR3 with QL1 well knowing that DRR3 required action. It only took 3 loops to confirm how much distorted my energy became. One second I would want to take energy, the next I would want to take a nap. I would feel cycles like this all day long.
Next Stacks:
Phoenix + E: TWTP + QL3: 4 - 8 months
Khan ST1 + LB + QL4: 4 - 8 Months
Khan ST2 - 4 + True Sell + EoG: TBD