I returned to SC 2 weeks back from another producer. I began DRLD along with AOH this week, focusing on healing repeated life patterns.
And something happened this morning that made me crave EOG’s healing and repatterning of internal beliefs. (I did a single loop of the new EOG back when I was on the new Khan. Its healing began quickly.)
This week I paid almost $200 for a simple, profitable business idea from a marketer I’ve followed for years. I’d known of this offering a year back, but I wasn’t ready to dive in back then. Like maybe a half dozen times before, I’d jump in but be hit immediately by childhood fears, stopping cold. So I’ve held off.
It is likely that DRLD has been challenging my “should’s”, as I thought I could jump in. This morning I opened up the business plan…and my willingness and motivation suddenly began…deflating. Fears rose quickly. I saw my Dad in my mind, felt the tension from that time period, felt the pain, and felt loss. A childhood memory attached to beliefs about making money and being “successful”. He left us when I was less than 2. I first met him when I was 17, having never heard from him my whole childhood.
I want to address this. I’m aiming to trade out AOH for EOG. I’d just like some simple feedback. Is EOG stacked with DRLD too much?
I’ve been running DRLD for 3 minutes with no issues. I’d likely do the same with EOG. And following my past pattern, I’d run the healing title (DRLD) before bed and the more social title (EOG) the next morning. Will change if needed.
Thank you
P.S. I sent this question to support before posting here.
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