Dragon Stage 1 + Paragon (Cycle 2)

same for me. first look :disappointed: second look :star_struck: :heart_eyes: :smiley:
I noticed that since weeks but didnt journal it. Its like a silent force to battle negative thoughts. this applies to many situations in which negative thoughts arise. It is immediately superimposed by thoughts like “everything is fine” and “everything is ok” or “it is the way it is” or every other positive variant. very interesting :thinking:

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Wow yes i am getting that also now. Example is ill be randomly thinking about one of my flaws and it will bother me then right away ill calm down and be like this is really insignificant and not a big deal at all etc… When in the past i would like this stuff eat at me for hours lol. Same with the mirror and thinking i look ugly i would take that energy from what i see in the mirror and walk around defeated like… now not anymore

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The Dragon is a BEAST! Literally too!

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It really is man, its totally changed me as a person. Before my journey i was a total mess. I almost didnt want to run dragon at first due to the fact its long and most likely not as fun as a khan or wanted etc but im glad i decided to stick with it !

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This is the last ill report in a while until anything major happens since im getting repetitive here again and dont want to spam forum with same stuff. But i just feeling amazing and so sexy still, everytime i look in mirror im like damn. This has to be GLM? I havent felt this on dragon. Could be the combo who knows. Im also still very quick at rejecting negative thoughts about myself and turning them positive really quick

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Day 7 of dragon stage 3 + chosen. So i re added chosen due to me loving it at first. I just had a battle the last few days wanting to change subs again, that sub being dragon. I finally fought last second to continue running it. I am a totally new person and my beliefs system are changed, i am on the way to being the person i want to become, and i am very motivated. So its weird my mind despite these good results keep wanting me to leave dragon every so often… It has to be recon and not fully wanting to accept change. So now this is even more a reason for me to finish the dragon journey.

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For dragon stage 3 updates itself i have a huge one. Prehaps the biggest most life changing thing fixed that has been plaguing me since childhood. Some one on the forum posted this and i saw it back when i was running stage 2 i believe. Part I: Fall of the self – Guide to Maladaptive Daydreaming … Ill summarize what it is in a sec. Now the significance is at the time i was like wow this is literally what i do but i didnt realize the significance of how bad it was until i read the article. However after reading it i didnt make any adjustments until i ran dragon stage 3. I had a massive urge to read the article again and i become hooked and then it all clicked.

Basically the disorder or what article is about is using day dreaming to escape reality and you end up losing touch with yourself, your emotions, your ambition, feelings etc… Yes its that bad and all symptoms ive had over my life since this started in my childhood. Basically its a way to escape being YOU and i fit all the symptoms of it after reading the article again on dragon stage 3 i was like oh shit this is a massive part i need to fix to heal. As a results ive cut out music(which i use as my escape) and ive already noticed crazy results just after 2 days. Also for those who think day dreaming isnt bad , read the article bc its deeper then just day dreaming, its a legit mental problem.

One more crazy thing is the article ended like this: But for this change to occur, before you can be reborn and whole again, you have to self-destruct, you have to let go.

And in dragon stage 3 description: You will feel deep within the absolute meaning of letting go and letting the wind guide your flight.

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I’m switching to this schedule now!