Dragon Reborn with The Emperor's touch

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#1

Started my Dragon Reborn & Emperor journey beginning of the week, I’m not experienced so I’m starting out slow and will gradually add loops as the weeks go by. Last month I ran EmperorQ solo hard to force myself into reconciliation or even stonewalling just to see/feel what everyone’s talking about but nothing to report only some amazing results :slight_smile:. I’m beginning a clean sheet since I added DR. Will do a weekly summary update:

Week 1 (29/03/21 till 04/04/21)

Mon....DRst1 1x loop
Tue....DRst1 1x loop
Wed....DRst1 1x loop
Thu....EmpQ  1x loop
Fri....EmpQ  1x loop
Sat....Rest
Sun....Rest
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Main Disc. Thread - Dragon Reborn ZP
#2

Welcome to the club mate!

:dragon:

Welcome to the Sibling-hood…

Your invitation…

The Anthem

Dragon up so you can Dragon on!

:dragon:

#3

Thank you @RVConsultant :+1:

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#4

Week 2

Mon....DRst1Qv2 x2 loops
Tue....DRst1Qv2 x2 loops
Wed....DRst1Qv2 x2 loops
Thu....EmpQv2   x2 loops
Fri....EmpQv2   x2 loops
Sat....Rest
Sun....Rest

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Did one loop during the day and one in the evening. The very 1st loop of DRst1Qv2 my head felt heavy but the second one felt smooth.

  • On Tuesday I had a dream of a girl in primary/middle school I was in-love with. She was new to the school and sat right next to me as it was the only spot open lol. We then sat together in every class, exchanged lunch and bracelets and was just very competitive. Long story short on our last day of primary school I somehow gained up courage to let her know I felt about her but just as I approached her she asked me to put in a good word for her with one of my friends. She ended up kissing the the guy while I just stood there and watched, yeah ouch. Went home crying but told my mother I had stomach cramps lol. So in this dream I confessed it to her and we both just laughed at the whole thing and I woke up with a smile on my face:sweat_smile:

  • Noticed people offering me stuff, keep doors open and make way for me to pass, guys way bigger than me. Getting looks from women(mostly milfs) and men, the funny thing is the men coz it’s almost like they ask themselves: ‘who is this guy’? My walk feels strange, I always wanted to walk like Denzel, I might pull it off soon:wink:

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#5

I’ve found it astounding what memories I’ve had that have gotten pulled up from the past on DR.

I’m also glad you getting more respect!

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#6

Week 3

Mon....LDUv2 x1 loop(morning)
       DRst1Qv2 x1 loop

       DRst1Qv2 x1 loop(evening)
       LDQv2 x1 loop

Tue....LDUv2 x1 loop(morning)
       DRst1Qv2 x1 loop

       DRst1Qv2 x1 loops(evening)
       LDQv2 x1 loop

Wed....LDUv2 x1 loop(morning)
       DRst1Qv2 x1 loop

       DRst1Qv2 x1 loop(evening)
       LDQv2 x1 loop

Thu....LEUv2 x1 loop(morning)
       EmpQv2 x1 loop
       SanQv1 x1 loop
       
       R.I.C.H Uv2 x1 loop(evening)
       Emp Qv2 x1 loop
       SanQv1 x1 loop

Fri....LEUv2 x1 loop(morning)
       EmpQv2 x1 loop
       SanQv1 x1 loop
       
       R.I.C.H Uv2 x1 loop(evening)
       EmpQv2 x1 loop
       SanQv1 x1 loop

Sat....Rest
Sun....Rest

This past week I added some Ultimas to the mix. An idea I stole from @Sub.Zero to add an Ultima to each stage of DR. Limit DestroyerU w Stage1; ElixirU w Stage2; RebirthU w Stage3 and SanguineU w Stage4, we’ll see how it goes. Added Sanguine Q to help me with my anxiety and worries, as an INFJ-T it might help being more optimistic and assertive. Added LEU and R.I.C.H too.

  • Noticed 15min in with DR my body starts to relax from driving stress. I’m starting to breath from my stomach too, usually I have to concentrate very hard on my breathing. My negative self talk is slowly disappearing.

  • Thursday upon waking up I played my 1st loop of LEU, I dozed off and went lucid, then that loud screeching noise in my ears started which led to astral project(something I prayed away many years ago) but gave into it but for the very 1st time I felt confident and wasn’t scared.

  • With LEU I walked into every room in my house x2, looking for something to do or pickup which was funny because I felt kinda high, I almost brushed my teeth twice. Looking forward to this coming week.

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#7

Week 4

Mon....LDUv2 x1 loop(morning)
       DRst1Qv2 x2 loops

       DRst1Qv2 x2 loops(evening)
       LDQv2 x2 loops

Tue....LDUv2 x loop(morning)
       DRst1Qv2 x2 loops

       DRst1Qv2 x2 loops(evening)
       LDQv2 x2 loop2

Wed....LDUv2 x1 loop(morning)
       DRst1Qv2 x2 loops

       DRst1Qv2 x2 loops(evening)
       LDQv2 x2 loops

Thu....LEUv2 x1 loop(morning)
       EmpQv2 x2 loops
       SangQv1 x1 loop
       
       R.I.C.H Uv2 x1 loop(evening)
       EmpQv2 x2 loops
       SangQv1 x1 loop

Fri....LEUv2 x1 loop(morning)
       EmpQv2 x2 loops
       SangQv1 x1 loop
       
       R.I.C.H Uv2 x1 loop(evening)
       EmpQv2 x2 loops
       SangQv1 x1 loop

Sat....Rest
Sun....Rest

This past week I added 1 extra loop to DR; LDQ and Emperor.

  • While driving and listening to DR a very upsetting memory popped up. In my late teen years I went to the club with my older cousin and his friends, it was early so not many people in the club. I saw this girl that was in high school with me, I used to eye her a lot but she had a boyfriend back then, she hanged out with her besties that night. She gave me indications and shy smiles, I walked up to her and she moved up a seat so I could sit next to her, as soon as I sat down the same boyfriend from high school appeared from behind the other seat; grabbed and shoved me away from her…it was a prank all along. Everyone laughed at me, my cousin ran up to me asked if he should beat the guy up but I told him it was a big misunderstanding(wish I could turn back time). The upsetting thing about this is that I’ve never approach a single woman after that… this boggles my mind and can’t stop thinking about it. Not jumping to stage 2 anytime soon.
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#8

I’ve had a number of unpleasant memories about girls and women come up since listening to DR. Getting past them has helped me approach and talk with women. I hope DR helps improve your feelings and interactions with women too.

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#9

Thx @RVconsultant, this really sucks. I hope so too and it better happen soon :slight_smile:

#10

Remember you can always take a rest day or 2.

#11

Yes my rest days are Saturdays and Sundays. Do you think I should take another day off during the week?

#12

I sometimes listen for 3 days and take 1 or 2 rest days, so I would encourage you to try another rest day if you think it might help.

#13

I will give it a try thank you:+1:

#14

Week 5

Mon/Tue/Wed:
LDUv2 x1 (day)
DRQv2st1 x3 

DRQv2st1 x3 (night)
LDQv2 x2 

Thu/Fri:
LEUv2 x1 (day)
EmpQv2 x3
SangQv1 x2
       
R.I.C.H Uv2 x1 (night)
EmpQv2 x3
SangQv1 x2

This past week I added 1 extra loop for DR and Emp, will try stacking this coming week and an extra rest day…

  • My peck muscles are getting firmer and bigger, I’m not doing any exercises and my the diet is still the same, ectomorph(hard-gainer) body type.

  • Had a dream on Monday the creator of Limit Destroyer is dead and that I have switch to a different subliminal because it wont have an effect on me. My brain is playing mind games with me.

  • I found out this wknd how really judging I am and a few instances popped up in memory. Not sure how I got to this point but I dont like it.

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#15

Week 6

Mon/Tue:
LDUv2 x1 (day)
DRQv2st1 x3 

DRQv2st1 x3 (night)
LDQv2 x3 

Thu/Fri:
LEUv2 x1 (day)
EmpQv2 x3
SangQv1 x3
       
R.I.C.H Uv2 x1 (night)
EmpQv2 x3
SangQv1 x3

This past week I added 1 extra loop of LDQ and SangQ plus I took another rest day on Wed. Gonna leave it as is for this coming week.

  • 2months+ on no fap and not interested in watching porn anymore, usually when I watched it my forehead used to heat up, don’t get that feeling anymore, also sexual thoughts don’t randomly pop up anymore, we getting there :wink:

  • So used to listening to subs I don’t really listen to music anymore or browse the internet that much, still trying to limit my Youtube intake though.

  • Some random douche tried to start a fight with me, he was waiting for a reaction from me which he didn’t get(he was 2x my size btw) because he’s girlfriend was looking my way, Emperor’s doing.

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#16

V2 really kicked that part of Emperor in. I didn’t even want to quit those behaviors but I did.

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#17

I won’t say I miss that behaviour but it won’t be missed. :thinking:

#18

Week 7

Mon/Tue:
LDUv2 x1 (day)
DRQv2st1 x3 

DRQv2st1 x3 (night)
LDQv2 x3 

Thu/Fri:
LEUv2 x1 (day)
EmpQv2 x3
SangQv1 x3
       
R.I.C.H Uv2 x1 (night)
EmpQv2 x3
SangQv1 x3

Kept the loops the same for this week, will try stacking DR and Emp together this coming week. Nothing major to report.

  • I replaced a HDD on a clients PC during the week, after reloading the OS the advertising content didn’t display the correct info which they usually log a call for with their own IT support. The user refused to sign-off my task and insisted I call them. Normally I would just go ahead and do their dirty work and moan afterwards but this time I stood my ground a looked her straight in the eyes till she looked down and walked away(which is a first for me), she couldn’t phase me after that, I still did the favor but I felt good doing it. She would walk around in circles and passed me but couldn’t stand next me. So this is the dominance thing everybody is talking about :sunglasses:
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#19

Week 8

Mon/Tue/Wed/Thu/Fri
LDUv2 x1 (day)
DRQv2st1 x3 

R.I.C.H Uv2 x1 (night)
EmpQv2 x3

Stacked Dragon Reborn and Emperor this week, removed LDQ and SanQ from stack. One more week to go then I’m done with St1 of DR. Will do a full rest week before jumping to st2, so I’m adding one more loop to each to test if I can take it, likely to hit the wall

  • Signed my new e-comm business in the week. Something I’ve been saving up for since last year and is finally happening. Bought into this company to sell their products, busy setting up my website and a name for the business(not easy to find a suitable name). Met up with the owner and it looks I’m gonna be doing more than just selling via website. I will have too meet up with clients; groups and do presentation to get commission, something that’s way out of my comfort zone. I have an 8-5 job; running my dad’s maintenance business and now this too :sweat:. Might have to give up Emperor for Emperor:HOM because I need to build relationships and do sales pitches and also to gain an overall business mindset. True Social will have help with this too.
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#20

Week 9

Mon/Tue/Wed/Thu/Fri
LDUv2 x1 (day)
DRQv2st1 x4 

R.I.C.H Uv2 x1 (night)
EmpQv2 x4

Finally done with DR stage 1, will take a full weeks rest before starting with stage 2. I have nothing to report, I overloaded myself which was a good experience so now I know what my limits are, as of today two days after my last loop on Friday I still feel some heaviness in my skull and fatigue. My mother admitted to me she has issues, not everyday you hear a narcissist say that. She can see how calm and confident I became and that I don’t give into her guilt trips and tagging up on my dad like I used to, I think she became powerless now that everyone in the house knows her secret and she’s willing to change. I told her about Regeneration and she’s willing to give it a try if I do it with her, hopefully she’s not agreeing to this just to get me off her back, we’ll see. I was planning on DR stage 2 with HOM and Wanted, now I have to do Regeneration too, not sure I can pull it off.

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