Do I look different?

Questions and Comments
#1

I’ve had a few different people tell me I look different.

I’ve been trying to make a complete cycle of Eog stage 1 but always fall into bad recon. Like bad. hard to move some days. Feel like something is being sucked out of me. Something unhelpful. Then I usually end up reading about that eye movement modality.

I also had a physical problem that’s been resolving with Eog.

Idk. It’s stable when no stimulus but when stimulus it improves. It developed around the same time my financial picture became negative.

Anyway, can Eog stage 1 make you less gaunt as your system improves? Looking back on pictures from six months ago I was pretty skinny and I remember having to buy small underwear.

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#2

I remember Saint saying that some folks get over their sexual issues when they get over their financial issues. So the financial could affect the physical. Since both are states of mind, they could affect each other in some unexpected ways.

Was there a change in your food habits after starting stage 1 of Ecstasy of Gold?

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#3

More around self worth than sexuality, although I’m sure they’re connected to an extent… but I got more relationship out of EOG1 than I did out of Heartsong! Based on exactly what you’re describing @Lion once I let go of limiting financial beliefs, I stopped projecting them on my partner

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#4

That’s true. Also winning does raise testosterone.

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#5

No, I don’t think so. I mean today I had some cheese, some fruit. Seems pretty normal.

Good thought though.

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#6

Oh actually maybe they have. I was just remembering I ordered a meatball parm yesterday and I had the whole thing. I almost never finish a big sandwich.

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#7

Do affirm those changes in a positive light. Things are being different for you so that’s a good thing. As long as it isn’t negative, you are doing fine, my friend.

I also notice that sometimes I get hung up on the short term changes and have to push myself to look at the bigger picture. That viewpoint could help you break away from being too worried over the small stuff.

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#8

Look at it on a different way, don’t focus on the negative effect but rather allow it to pass.

When you see changes, whether its bad or good, that means its working.

When you learn to ride along, the crisis or problems will just become a walk in the park.

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#9

This too. But even before making money as a result of EOG1, which I did in spades, I had this realization that my partner wasn’t just dating me “temporarily” until she found someone richer.

I realized I had that thought, which I wasn’t aware I was having, and I realized it wasn’t true.

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#10

I wonder if testosterone raises winning :thinking:

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#11

Good point. It does that too.

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