Discovering Myself

I’m pondering more & more about how to streamline my future stack/s to cover all the areas I want to work on without feeling that I’m missing something along the path.

This morning I thought that the classic Money/Relationship/Body & Health categories should be the core ones to focus on every single cycle.

So along those lines Monday should be related to Money/Wealth then Wednesday to Body/Health and then Relationships on Friday (to be ready for the weekend).

If I keep ASBR every single day on Monday I would listen to EOG + R.I.C.H., on Wednesday LotS+BDLM, and Friday Primal+Inner Circle (Cycle 1) / Primal + PS (Cycle 2) / Primal + HS (Cycle 3).

In that case, I would start with 5 min. loops for Mind’s Eye & the specialization titles (e.g. EOG + R.I.C.H.). and every week I would add 5 minutes until I’m fine with full loops.

Then if I can take the streamlining process even further (while keeping Mind’s Eye too boosting the manifestation process in different areas) I could listen to:

  • Monday: ASBR + ME + EOG (Cycle 1 to 4), R.I.C.H. (Cycle 5), EOG 4 (Cycle 6), R.I.C.H. (Cycle 7) & so on;
  • Wednesday: ASBR + ME + LotS (Cycle 1) / BDLM (Cycle 2) / LotS (Cycle 3) / BDLM (Cycle 4) & so on;
  • Friday: ASBR + ME + Primal (Cycle 1) / Inner Circle (Cycle 2) / Primal (Cycle 3) / PS (Cycle 4) / Primal (Cycle 5) / HS (Cycle 6) and then restart it
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I couldn’t resist the urge to play ASBR full loop.

So far so calm & good after it.

While listening to it I’ve read once again the sales page & adding Wealth titles to the stack would be redundant since there’s the NWE. Also there’s the NRE & so the relationship side should be covered as well (maybe rotating HS & IC & PS shouldn’t be overkill though). So then only the physical shifting side is really missing & LotS + BDLM should do the trick.

But first, let’s see how ASBR manifests itself today though.

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I’m not seeing a lot of benefits from ASBR to be honest. I know I didn’t run it enough but I expected some more effects if I compare it to others experiences on it.

At work I didn’t see any resemblance of fame/popularity/cognitive enhancement but just a continuation of previous experiences on the previous stack.

On my Instagram & Pinterest account I don’t see a spike in engagement like several others have reported.

It’s washout time though until Friday.

Forget about washout time…Inspired by the promising results in the gym to overcome client’s DOMS, I just experimented with a 5-minute ASBR loop after dealing with intense recon the last hours and I feel already better.

So from now on, the listening time & pattern will be dictated by the amount or absence of recon I’m getting after 48 hours of the last loop I listened to.

So, No to low Recon after 48 Hours ===> I can listen to full loops again
Moderate to high Recon after 48 Hours ==> 5-minute loop

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Genesis & RoM are still working secretly to show me where & how to take the next step while ASBR just
showed me that I’m not ready for it & especially a good fit for fixed archetypes like Stark, Emperor & Khan. So I’m ready to return to the drawing board & learn to master the basic social/romantic skills while discovering more my true career/business path & improving my body at the same time.

I’m craving titles with a free range of movement & free expression without too much seriousness like Primal & Genesis:Mogul because deep down (but also way up) I’m a Free Soul allergic to labels.

3 different areas to cover: Money/Relationships/Body for 3 different titles: Genesis:Mogul + Primal (to cycle with IC & HS) + LotS (to cycle with BDLM)

Let’s go back to the basics…Let’s go to Genesis of the Primal Spartan Mogul

EDIT: this was an experimental cycle & in the next one I’m going to stick it until I’m satisfied with it & ready to, eventually, move on to something more advanced. Let’s take baby steps without rushing it & choosing the titles based on the popularity factor.

I’m getting tired of playing it safe & going on with the same routine with wishful thinking embedded in it, hoping one day I’ll somehow make it.

ASBR is getting me into recon city just to prove a a truth I’ve been refused to seriously take into consideration: deep down I feel I deserve way & way more than just society’s standards way of living.

I just want to fulfill my deepest desires once & for all without keeping up with playing the “be satisfied” game.

Maybe something in that direction is starting to take shape…The only way out is leaving this comfortable way of living…

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I’m feeling better now that the recon storm is over.

ASBR is without a doubt the toughest SC title I have ever run. It doesn’t care about your feelings at all & push you to face your weaknesses by bringing them up to the conscious level…now I understand why the sales copy says it’s not for the weak. The New Emperor experience was a walk in the park compared to this force of nature of a sub.

However I think that intense recon means it’s bridging the gap between your current self and your Stark Black version. I guess the gap isn’t short at all in my case & so building that long bridge requires a transitional phase.

I also understand why it says that you will embark in a transformative experience both mentally, physically & emotionally. It’s indeed a very transformation I’m going through.

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To add something more anecdotal to the previous entry, working at the gym is an effective tool to overcome recon faster & easier.

Several clients were very warm & playful with me & they displayed more engagement than usual like there was a pulling force starting from my side. I also touch the clients more during our interactions without even thinking about it.

Some more clients called me “Boss” & even “Master” the last days.

I caught several glances & stares too both from girls/women & men.

My drive to reach my very ambitious goals is restarting to take some traction.

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The proof ASBR is not working for me is the actual engagement I’m getting here on this forum: close to none. The fame script looks like it doesn’t exist in my experience.

At work today there was an episode which made me so vulnerable & sad that I don’t want to be there anymore. I just don’t want to suffer my way to success like I had to in the past.

Also my Social media presence isn’t getting better.

Maybe I need to drop this for good. I thought I was ready for it but I suffered enough in the past & it’s not worth it because it’s through positive experiences that I really grow. Bad experiences leave scars & wounds which you have to heal sooner or later. So there’s no ROI in bad experiences at all.

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The title is huge. Your subsonscious likely needs to work on other things than fame and popularity right now.

Possibly there needs to be some “groundwork” done before the fame part can manifest.

I can’t “feel” the fame part either, but I definitely feel other parts of the sub very strongly. Just be patient :slight_smile:

The problem is that I don’t feel smarter or more able to focus on a task, quite the opposite because in the last week I forgot several important items (which I usually remember to take with me) & my ability to focus on something got worse.

Also the relationships at work with the staff in the gym are deteriorating & I don’t feel as confident & as driven as I was on New Emperor. My mood is not as stable as the previous titles I run & I lost several potential personal training clients who contacted me for that service.

I feel way more vulnerable unfortunately & that’s not good when you want to take care of a gym environment.

My ability to control my thoughts & emotions is getting weaker too.

I cannot afford “things getting worse before getting better” kind of path.

Maybe I need to take another path & become a master manifestor without the subliminal help. I want only positive reinforcement, because I have already taken the “healing/shadow work” path & in my case it dug an even deeper hole to deal with.

Negative reinforcement makes more wounds to heal in a vicious eternal “healing” cycle.

I love myself so I don’t want to be a Martyr & suffer with the promise of some kind of uncertain future redemption.

EDIT: Today I forgot my cellphone at the gym once again after just 1 week it happened before. This thing needs to stop. This isn’t healing at all.

Current mood while reading my Genesis + LotS journal…

The lyrics are properly crafted for this very moment…

The transformation has just started & I’m ready to leave this average life behind. My time is limited, so it’s worth it way & way more than what I’m getting right now.

It’s time to take off & make it into the luxury world. I can visualize myself living the secret life I have always dreamed of.

The new path will be exciting, enriching & ultra fun but I need to step up my game big time. This is going to be disruptive in a positive way.

My ambitious drive is starting to roar again & I already decided which net-worth goals I have for the next 2 years.

It’s time to be rich, successful & finally satisfied with my daily life & accomplishments. The time to play is over.

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Am I still weak?..maybe.

Will I stay weak?..NO

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A few hours ago I just had a realization about the concept of power in social dynamics: the more info you get about someone or something & the more you get a bigger lever at your disposal to dominate your environment. It’s all about knowledge & (especially) knowing.

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There’s some sadness coming up because I’m finally leaving the old Self behind. It’s time to say “Adios”.

Still 48 hours of washout time & then I’ll open a new journal with a brand-new exciting stack.

Last 24 hours to decide which stack is the next one.

Reading through the Genesis: Mogul sales page there are a few paragraphs that I didn’t remember but could be the deciding factors to go for it.

Those are the main traits of a proper luxury broker & to become a good/great one, in my honest opinion.

Let’s do the same process with NR…

So the upcoming stack should be ASBR + NR (thanks @Jouissance for the clever suggestion) but I need another important ingredient to make it work properly: self-love.

I noticed that when I left Genesis (after its several weeks of blooming phase) I just started to feel out of sync & without the inner strong emotional & transmutational foundation I built in those several cycles. Lately, I felt it even more due to the ASBR’s pretty heavyweight which brought up all my weaknesses very fast & brutally so to the point I was on the verge of quitting for good.

Yesterday a client told me clearly (paraphrasing it) “What’s wrong with your mood?”. In fact, I felt a strange sadness in the background instead of the usual inner stillness & positive strength I displayed at work (which was my signature at the gym). So I want to enjoy my transformational journey once again without feeling miserable in the process & the transmutational force of self-love is what I really need at the moment.

Emperor wasn’t nearly as tough as ASBR for me because I paired it with the self-loving component of Genesis which made it work pretty well & with clear fast results. So, on paper, the ASBR + Genesis combo should be crazy effective but there are unuseful redundancies if I combine them & both titles could be diluted too much.

So the next logical thing is to leave Genesis behind & add another (recently hyped) title into the mix: Love Bomb.

With Love Bomb, I could take care of the self-loving aspect which will be reflected in all my interactions & relationships in a very positive successful way & make the other titles work properly without going on in reverse mode result-wise (as I’m doing right now).

Instead, In NR there is also the very powerful gratitude/appreciation scripting (great synergy with self-love I guess) & a new version of Inner Circle which makes it mandatory for what I want to accomplish this year.

Right now I need a Love/positivity powerful injection so I can execute ASBR & NR scripts to the “T”.

About the physical shifting side of things, it’s time to use my willpower & develop my conscious manifestation skills outside of the subliminal input.

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@RVconsultant could you please close this journal?