When deep-rooted emotional issues are getting fixed, like in Khan Total Breakdown and other subs, I’ve read people feel shitty as hell. They feel lost, broken, questioning everything etc… these symptoms seem a lot similar to Reconciliation.
How does one know if they’re undergoing Reconciliation and they should take a break OR if the subliminal working normally and they should continue listening?
How can one draw the line when deep healing is taking place?
I’ve resumed AM. I listened some in the gym as well.
I find myself being unnecessarily aggressive to people online(discord). I don’t realise where this anger is coming from.
I view reconciliation and growth as one in the same. Reconciliation is the process of your subconscious reconciling (i.e. accepting) previously foreign beliefs.
Reconciliation in terms of SC subs in my opinion is a rapid form of growth. The reason these various symptoms of discomfort arise is because your mind is not used to changing at such a rapid pace. So much growth is happening at once that it can be overwhelming, hence manifesting in fatigue, fogginess, feeling lost, broken down, etc.
That’s why the most common recommendation when experiencing reconciliation is to SLOW DOWN. Lower loops. Take more rest days. These recommendations allow for your mind to catch up to the rate of growth being induced by the subliminals.
In conclusion, reconciliation is just a more rapid form of growth. It can be uncomfortable and throw people off their game, akin to pushing yourself way too hard in the gym and then being so sore you can barely walk up the stairs the next day. It’s all for the best , and up to you to choose the pace that best serves your life.
My experience is that on rest days I get very angry and want to snap at people. Is this growth in some form? Does the subliminal want me to see that their actions towards me is unjust?
Reconciliation is nothing else but a conflicting vibration in one’s body. Our physical vessels are 80 percent water and within this water is hosted our Soul.
Your frequency constantly changes as the emotional frequency within this water is alterating.
When you have reconciliation – thoughts and emotions will have an incongruent frequency causing you to feel in conflict with yourself.
Healing subliminal’s will obviously cause more conflict than anything else, but you’ll feel peaks of relief after which you feel renewed as if something has been shed from your skin and you’ll also feel lighter.
You’ve been reading the forum. You’ve read the PDF that should have come with your programs.
Would you please post a list here of 10 signs or symptoms of reconciliation based on what you have read on the forum and in the PDF that should have come with your programs?
i don’t know, last time I felt too sad, lost and insecure and posted my symptoms here and saint said this was most likely RECON.
I accepted and took 3 nights off
feeling better now.
but such career and skills related sadness and insecurity comes to me from time to time and goes on its own… im not 100% sure it was RECON but i still took the rest
@David your not stonewalling if your experiencing those recon symptoms- stonewalling and recon cannot co-exist together. Everything else your talking about it text book recon.
What comes up when you listen to a subliminal is the reason your not acting like you would if you were already the embodiment of the subliminals intention.
That’s why someone closer to the subs goals won’t experience as much or as difficult recon. (Unless there incredibly advanced in that area and the sub digs super deep to get them to the next level-but this is not usually the case)
With Ascension you likely never learned to put yourself first and be an assertive person, so your going through a phase where your anger over where you put yourself aside, got tread on, didn’t stand up for yourself or your life etc is surfacing.
Let it be ok your feeling aggressive, it’s temporary while some healing takes place, and to the best of your ability channel that aggression in assertion- getting your needs meet while respecting others until they give you a reason not to be respectful or a more textbook definition
" Assertiveness is a social skill that relies heavily on effective communication while simultaneously respecting the thoughts and wishes of others. People who are assertive clearly and respectfully communicate their wants, needs, positions, and boundaries to others."
Without recon there Ain’t going to be fast growth. Take the quick way or the beautiful scenic way it’s up to you, the ups from the fast growth make up for the downs
i guess if I begin having more than the normal number of dreams and the nature of dreams changed as well, I feel never before felt level of emotional pain so I wont confuse it with regular pain, smth like that
At what point do the discomfort, disruption, and distraction of growth-related pain outweigh the benefits of pain-related growth (or just growth in general)?
The answer will be different depending on factors like: the personal characteristics of the individual in question, lifestyle and family demands, the season (the realities of quarantine time, for example, influenced my decision to take on a heavier and somewhat more debilitating load. I knew that I’d have more isolation and more time to process and deal with it.).
In general though, I’d say: instead of simply bingeing on subliminals and determinedly gritting your teeth through any reconciliation; get smart, serious, and active about the measures you take to lubricate and facilitate growth and to minimize discomfort and distraction.
Few things will work better than the A-word: Action. Action. ACTION.
If possible, instead of cataloguing the variants of uncomfortable reconciliation and analyzing whether they indicate results…
catalogue your available pathways and options of action. Try to become expert on what action and how much action is available to you in any given situation, and then relish the process of taking advantage of that and taking action.
Don’t be obsessive with it. But if there’s a right place for determination, focus, and enthusiasm, it’s here and with this question:
‘what action (big or small, impressive or humble) is available to me right now?’
(the realities of quarantine time, for example, influenced my decision to take on a heavier and somewhat more debilitating load. I knew that I’d have more isolation and more time to process and deal with it.).
I feel this man. I too feel like I have this advantage now, that I should maybe add Khan too, I need deep cleaning and now is the time i can take it when the stakes are low and my non-performance doesn’t cost anyone anything.
I’d say: instead of simply bingeing on subliminals and determinedly gritting your teeth through any reconciliation; get smart, serious, and active about the measures you take to lubricate and facilitate growth and to minimize discomfort and distraction.
u r right, I should chase my goals keeping subs running without directly focusing so much on the subs and more on the action.
Btw, my social action is totally limited due to the nature of my hometown. So I’ll focus more on knowledge building and expanding the scope of my online actions towards creating any source of income. I want a steady online income, so I’ll be focusing on that.
Thank you for a mature reply, feels like its coming from my older brother!
Reconciliation can be masked with success aswell, specially in wealth subs.
A good example is doing 10k a month, where the minimum wage in my country is 600 euros. What that triggers? All sorts of subconscious self sabotage, like getting lazy out of the blue, loosing interest in the stuff you were taking action with passion.
Even now almost 1 year of AM i was doing some experiment where i added 8 tracks straight without silent tracks and i got hit hard, to the point of almost feeling i had a depression.
Anger is normal, i felt guilty sometimes that i was getting up feeling powerfull snd angry most of the times and snapping at people, but if we go and analyze how these people were trying to behave with me, i could see they were trying to be disrespectfull or trying to in a way put their needs firts instead of mine.
The way you ask questions in the forum, it would help you a lot to ask some questions to yourself when you feel reconciliation
If you feel irritable, ask yourself why and find an answer which takes in self-responsibility. For example, if I get angry with my father during an event, I ask myself why I can’t be in control? Is it because of financial dependence on my father? You get the idea
This way, you grow through reconciliation consciously as well as growth provided by the subliminal itself
