Desmond's Journal of EQ+LimitlessQ & StarkQ+UAQ (Creative-Solopreneur)

Journals - Major Programs
#1

I’ve been a long time silent reader in this forum, today I finally decided to start a journal.
After more than a year of constant switching between programs, this time I really want to commit to this playlist/stack for at least 2-3 months. I’m going to make this journal as instrument to hold myself accountable.

Current highest priority is my financial life, I want to reach financial independence & build my location independent business(s). EmperorQ really fits this goal but my primary field of work (architecture) would benefit both creativity and social aspect from StarkQ.

I had previous experience with Emperor & Stark,
On Emperor I like the productivity, fearless-unshakable-confidence and respect from people but it also made me aggresive, easily pissed and overwhelmed (in sense of me against the world), basically it double downs my INTJ-ness.
On Stark, I’m being more social and able to connect to people more than ever, but the downside is that I feel like I’m not genuinely being myself. Always had a remorse after prolonged social interaction when got back home.

So here I am using both, to get a little bit of everything, for better or worse (we’ll see). Since joining subclub I always been listening to 2 playlist, split during the day and evening. For this journal I will listen to EQ+Limitless during the day when I’m working to enhance productivity & focus, then StarkQ+UA at evening in my free-improvement time to work on personal projects or managing my online presence.

My stack as follows :
Day Playlist
1x EmperorQ
1x ExecutiveU
1x LimitlessQ
1x EmperorQ
1x LimitlessQ

Evening Playlist
1x StarkQ
1x Commander
1x UAQ
1x StarkQ
1x UAQ

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#2

hey bro please make a journal and keep us updated.

#3

i can relate to the silent reader part, wish you the best on your journey

#4

This is a very dense stack. You’ll probably need more than 2-3 months for this. More like six months to a year, and you’ll have to stay very diligent in order to get the results you want. Stay focused and push forward.

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#5

Will do, thank you

Thank you very much

Thank you Saint. I wonder about that too, and I think you may be right. I can’t promise for more than 3++ months consistency, but we’ll see. I want to start small, at least 2 months before deciding whether to continue or readjust this stack (if it’s proven to be too dense for me).
I have question tho, would it be better for the shorter term if I swap Emperor with Ascended Mogul?

#6

Been busy on certain things, not having enough time on writing proper journal entry on this forum, for now will bulk post my past few days observation.

Day 001 :

Morning Playlist EQL
Executive Ultima (listened with headphones), EQ, LimitlessQ, EQ, LimitlessQ.

Total days (1d)
Total listen time : (EQ : 2h) (LimitlessQ : 2h) (Executive 1h)

Developing sense of urgency to get my life back in order. I’ve been procrastinating & lazy af past few weeks and this morning upon waking up I took piece of paper and write everything that’s been overloading my mind. Manage to clean my room, getting few task done. Im preparing my environment so I can be productive.

I didn’t listen to my StarkUA playlist on day 1 because I started late on playlist EQL, 5pm-10pm. I think without proper few hours break in between playlist will do no good.

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Day 2

Day Playlist EQL
Total days (2d)
Total listen time : (EQ : 3h) (LimitlessQ : 2h) (Executive 1.5h)

Woke up late, only managed to listen 1 loop of EmperorQ and about 30 minutes of executiveU, because had to go to check some progress on a construction project. Today is fine.

Evening Playlist StarkQUA
Total days (1d)
Total listen time : (StarkQ : 2h) (UAQ: 2h) (Commander 1h)

First loop of StarkQ :
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I try to distract myself but in the end can’t help but to blow off some steam. I failed to maintain nofap streaks, but I’ve learned something, that only way to prevent this to ever happen again is to transmute the excessive energy into productive/positive things, the next time it happen I will force myself to review my goals or do some drawings/design instead.

During the night I play videogame, it’s not entirely good but the progress was finally managed to control myself to not play more than 2 hours. Videogames were always my form of escapism when I’m not doing something productive. In a relapse situation I would play until 4/5 am, but this time I decided stop and get to sleep earlier.

Also I notice on starkq made people wants to join me, to have fun with me, and people just coming out of nowhere (in this case, those friends who has been offline for months, tonight join the game and not only that, we actually having great time)

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#8

Day 3 :

Last Night Playlist StarkQUA

This morning woke up earlier than usual. Getting back to my disclipined self, redoing good habits of self care, meditation and little bit exercise.

Day Playlist - EQL

Executive Ultima (listened through speakers), EQ, LimitlessQ, EQ, LimitlessQ.

Total days (3d)

Total listen time : (EQ : 5h) (LimitlessQ : 4h) (Executive 2.5h)

EmperorQ made me aware of everything that needs to be taken care of, its overwhelming —in a good way. I think executiveU is also helping to get through this, never letting myself fully occupied with my thoughts, letting go of worry and overthinking, shifts into taking actions.

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